Jayden closed his eyes his head tilted back as if that had a chance to stop the food from getting to his stomach. "You're a motherfucker," Jayden whispered.
"Hey," Nicholas warned, his voice low but serious. "You've been scaring the shit out of your brother for months and all he's ever done is try to help you. He loves you so much. I know it's a disease, Jayden and you might not be able to help yourself, but you can certainly help calling Jesse names. He's the greatest advocate you'll ever have, Kid. The greatest protector. He deserves your respect."
Jayden whimpered and turned his head away from them. "I just want to die. I don't want to get better, I want to die, please." He felt like they were pumping poison into him and he didn't have a choice.