Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_logs, @ 2014-11-26 12:13:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, zoe hansen |
WHO: Zoe & Greed
WHEN: November 27
WHERE: Fiji!
WHAT: Waterfall fun
WARNING: None
Note: The log reads backwards
She sighed with a smile, "My god you're romantic..." since he really wasn't sometimes but she basically pounced him with her lips so they could both have their first kiss under a waterfall, just like he'd said for their honeymoon. So maybe they weren't married and this wasn't a honeymoon but it was close enough.
On Thu, Nov 20, 2014 at 6:56 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"No, I think the equivalent has been a shower head. That's not exactly the same as a roaring waterfall." He forgot how he'd traveled through a hurricane to get to her when they first met. So, despite Greed really hating water he traveled through a lot of it to insure she was within his eyesight or in his arms. It was part of his determined charm with a stamina that most people couldn't even dream of keeping.
On Thu, Nov 20, 2014 at 8:34 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked at the water flowing over their joint hands and said, "Hmm I'm always having them with you too... and you know.. I've never been kissed under a waterfall, have you?" she was grinning, her fingers playing with his.
On Thu, Nov 20, 2014 at 5:30 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He put his hand out but tangled it with hers under the water. He didnt like the thoughts of it, but she was the calmest she'd been in some time, so he took another step in. "I'm always having a first with you."
On Nov 20, 2014 7:27 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
That kiss warmed her to her very toes and it felt more sure than his other kisses had been. She smiled brightly when they got to the fall and put her hands out so the water could cascade over it. "This is another first for you, isn't it?" and she gestured for him to try it, how often did you get water poured down like this that wasnt in a shower?
On Thu, Nov 20, 2014 at 4:17 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He just kissed her heavy and hard. That was his answer. Right now the bracelt didnt matter, but the title did.
They waded in a bit further until the waterfall started flowing down near them, the soothing sound surrounding them.
On Nov 20, 2014 5:42 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled, "I'm glad.." she kissed his wet lips and looked him in the eyes, "I don't think I'm ready for the bracelet yet.. but I'm not going anywhere, I'll take time but I'll do it with you. And till then we have our labels so we know what to do." she was teasing him.
On Thu, Nov 20, 2014 at 2:30 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It makes a difference. It feels fuzzy..." inside and out, its like he knew how to be with her again, not a complete stranger.
On Nov 20, 2014 1:44 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She rubbed her nose against his, her mind solely on him and the water. It was something else that the water gave her, peace, clarity, focus. The absolute chaos of Theseus and problems and family wasn't even touching her. "Having the title back.... being my boyfriend."
On Thu, Nov 20, 2014 at 10:40 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Does what feel different?" He let himself get lost in her eyes while she spoke. There was something in her that opened up in the water. She was more lively, Greed couldn't deny that.
On Nov 20, 2014 12:28 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her hands were on his face and she scratched at his bearded face lightly when the kiss broke and they were so close to teh waterfall. She looked in his eyes and asked softly, "Does it really feel different...?" but she didn't mean the water or beard or lipstick. There was another change she was asking about.
On Thu, Nov 20, 2014 at 9:21 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He clung to that kiss like air. It felt good, silky and sweet. Soon he did forget he was waist deep in water and had slowly started to wade further in, near the waterfall.
On Nov 20, 2014 11:22 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"But I like you..." she said and when he looked back at her, she gave him a kiss that would make him forget they were wet. She doubted Greed could ever learn to love the water, but her goal was for him to tolerate it.
On Thu, Nov 20, 2014 at 7:09 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't think this place likes me." He glared over at the waterfall as if it had done this. It was the culprit! But he was quick to look back at Zoe because she was his safe haven.
On Nov 20, 2014 9:58 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She slicked her hair back with one hand and kept a grip on him, "I got you.." she repeated soothingly. She patted his back and said, "Nothing is going to hapen to you in the water, I promise, just hang on to me." there was a shallow area that they could just sit in till he was used to it.
On Thu, Nov 20, 2014 at 6:54 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He emerged completely wet, water dripping down his face, but she never did let him go. It was good because he started to panic. He didn't want to drown! He choked out some water, but it didn't burn like sea water.
On Nov 20, 2014 12:27 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Since his kiss made her light headed and she was holding onto him, she went down with him with a splash but she grabbed onto him and said, "I got you..." even tho it was impossible to drown, she knew it was still scary for him.
On Wed, Nov 19, 2014 at 9:21 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He got into it like he was drinking water out of a faucet, gulping it down like there wasn't going to be another drop left. It was a moment that would have lasted longer had he not moved his weight and slipped in the bed of rocks under his feet, throwing him down into the water.
On Nov 19, 2014 11:37 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She didn't get get to aww over his sweet description before his lips were on hers and she missed this. This was her boyfriend. The guy who didn't wait, the guy who knew where he stood with her. That lipstick smeared on both their face as she kissed him, her hands locking around his middle.
On Wed, Nov 19, 2014 at 8:34 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're my Christmas tree made out of coconuts and gold glitter and toffee. You're tasty." He kicked his lips, diving in instead of making her come to him.
On Nov 19, 2014 11:22 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled brightly and put her hands on his waist, moving closer to him in the water, "It does feel like Christmas..." she wanted her kiss under the waterfall but she was happy he was in the water with her.
On Wed, Nov 19, 2014 at 8:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You look like a Christmas ornament." In the middle of warm weather, a waterfall and bright blue skies, Greed thought she was a Christmas tree.
On Nov 19, 2014 10:03 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
With his girly lashes and the lipstick, he kinda looked like the bearded lady at the circus but she just said with a laugh, "It looks really manly. What about mine?" and she puckered her lips to show it off.
On Wed, Nov 19, 2014 at 7:01 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I dunno does it look okay with the fuzz?" He turned his cheek expecting her to swoon, but he wasn't sure yet.
On Nov 19, 2014 7:55 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe laughed, now they were matching idiots. "There, we're both ready for fort knox." her lips sparkled as they caught the sun when she spoke. He looked soooo ridiculous but if it was possible, it kinda made her love him more.
On Wed, Nov 19, 2014 at 4:53 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed popped open his mouth looking upward, trying to bot let the sound of running water freak him the fuck out. He rubbed his lips together for a sparkly grin.
On Nov 19, 2014 4:31 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned at his excitement, he was forgetting he was in the water. She took the tube from him and held it like a paintbrush and opened her mouth, "Go ahhhh.."
On Wed, Nov 19, 2014 at 1:24 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You shine!" His voice cracked in his excitement. Now every part of her was glittery gold and scrumptious. He was a bit jealous. Not that any woman outside of a raver would find the lipstick attractive, Greed was a bee to honey.
On Nov 19, 2014 3:41 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She stuck her tongue out at him and then opened her mouth for him to line her lips with the gold. It was really cheap and tacky looking which is why she'd never wear it in public but she also knew that it was beautiful to him and that mattered more to her. He was being very dear by going into the water, she wanted to reward it. At his hypnotized look, she smiled, "Lemme guess, you're jealous that you don't have any..." and she held her hand out for the tube.
On Wed, Nov 19, 2014 at 12:37 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Well stick 'em out!" He started to spread that glittery gold goodness on her plump lips. It was definitely sexy...his kind of sexy. When he was done they shone back into his eyes and he looked completely entranced.
On Nov 19, 2014 11:51 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She laughed, "Well the idea had been for you to put it on me but if you wanna wear it then be my guest." she'd already painted his nails before and one thing she liked about him is that he was pretty secure with his masculinity.
On Wed, Nov 19, 2014 at 8:47 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
It glittered. The fucking lipstick glittered. "Is this for me or for you?" He wasn't sure how he'd look in lipstick that wasnt just a rub off, but he was willing to put it on. He rolled up the stick ready to apply.
On Nov 19, 2014 11:22 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"That's it..." she took his hand when he got close enough and they were both waist deep. She pecked his lips and showed him her fist, "I thought I should be a little more dressed up for our big waterfall kiss..." she opened her hand and it was a tube of lipstick. He seemed to have enjoyed putting lipstick on her on halloween. But when he'd open the tube up, he'd see she didn't get red lipstick.... she got gold.
On Wed, Nov 19, 2014 at 7:03 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He was slow but he followed her, taking a step forward for every step she took back. He waded in until he was waist deep and his shorts were basically heavy enough to drag to the ground.
On Nov 19, 2014 9:42 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I will never let you drown." and she meant it, she knew he was scared of it but the water was her strength. She held up her fist, something small was inside it, "Come over here and find out." she held her other hand out to him, she had taken a couple of steps back to become hip deep.
On Wed, Nov 19, 2014 at 6:40 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Under? Won't we drown?" Oh, she meant behind it right, in front of it? He'd never done a waterfall. He took another foot in, the water going up to his ankles.
"What do you have?" He waded in a little further.
On Nov 19, 2014 9:34 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was excited when he had one foot in and said, "Don't you wanna kiss under the waterfall? Just think of that..." she had a feeling it wouldn't be enough so sighed and took something out of her pocket, "If you come over here... you can see what I got for you..." yes, a surprise. But he'd have to go at least thigh deep to get it from her.
On Wed, Nov 19, 2014 at 5:14 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He stepped his foot into the water again reluctantly, waiting for it to bite. Instead it felt soft, calming, but he was still skeptical. "It's weird..." it wasn't like salt water and there was no mounds of grainy beach. It was like a lake with a faucet turned on.
On Nov 19, 2014 1:08 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put her hands on her hips and scrunched up her face, "It's water... it doesn't have teeth or a mouth and even if it did, I wouldn't let it eat you." she was excited when he took one step in annnnnnd then hopped right back out. Her shoulders slumped in an ugh way. "It's like a really big pool! There are no waves and no sand. The deep end is over there and I'm pretty sure it's not even that deep... I can go test it." and she looked over at the waterfall.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 10:06 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What if it eats me?" He carefully took off his flip flops. He took one step in, his eyes closed tight. It didn't even feel like the ocean. It caught him off guard and he jerked his foot out again.
On Nov 19, 2014 1:01 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She stopped to take off her flip flops and then waded in till just below her knees, turning to look at him. She gave him an oh come on look, "We flew half way around the world to be here and you're stopping inches from the edge of the water?"
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 9:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She was so eager dragging him towards the pool, but all he saw was enough water to drown in. Of all ways to go that was his least favorite. He paused at the edge, ready to only dip his toe in.
On Nov 19, 2014 12:47 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe had to hang on while Greed got the hang of the jeep but once they got there, she was glowing. "Oh my god!!" she jumped out of the jeep and had a big smile on her face as she listened to the water fall hit the lagoon water. And it was just the two of them, Fiji had a lot of waterfalls and little romantic nooks, this one was just being visited by them and she was glad. "Isn't it beautiful?" she asked him and took his hand to go down to the grass and rocks closer to the water. This was no beach, it was just water and nature so he couldn't complain about grains up his butt at least. She knew he would complain but that's why she bought something extra at the store and it was in her pocket.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 9:43 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He even had on flip flops. Her next favorite thing. That light switch in her had flipped on again. He'd forgotten how horny a little fuzz on his face could make her.
The jeep was a whole different animal to wrangle than even a truck, the road to the location was a trail of rocks, swift turns and near misses over the edge at times. But they made it and it was nothing like Greed expected. There was no sand at all.
On Nov 19, 2014 12:27 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smacked his butt, "You could get sand and water on me instead ya know." she looked impressed and not like the zombie he had been when she showed him. "Oooooo I like this..." she tugged on the waistband of his shorts, "Vacation beard. Tank top. Shorts. You really are hitting on all my weak spots." she said with a grin.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 9:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You want me to get sand and water on these clothes?" He had a pile to soft through, or he'd just do.the quickest thing and buy it all. He changed in the room doing the same tada she'd given him, only he had on a skull tank and shorts.
On Nov 18, 2014 11:43 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
And people were watching, they made a hot couple. "Or.. we could get out of here... so you could do more.." she suggested with a blush. They would just have to pay for their stuff and hop into the jeep they rented.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 8:37 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"They can watch." He hummed, doing the same motion again, feeling the heat rise to her cheeks and spread.
On Nov 18, 2014 9:53 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It was such a simple gesture but she felt heat rise in her cheeks and said quietly, "We're in a store..." she wasn't even in the changing room, there were people around that could see. But the idea was to get away by themselves and they would soon.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 6:50 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He sat them onto the chair so he could reach out. Her sparkly was blinding, he loved it and wanted to undress it too, like unwrapping a candy bar. He first went to fingering he straps o her suit, following the line underneath until the back of them grazed her curvy top bits.
On Nov 18, 2014 9:37 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It was kinda funny how he was acting like he was hypnotized. She leaned in a little and said in a loud whisper, "Hunny, why don't you put down the clothes first..." cause with his armful of clothes, all he'd be able to do was poke her.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 6:35 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He reached out to touch under the armful of clothes. She was a bar of gold thst he wasn't sure if he fondled or licked it first.
On Nov 18, 2014 8:39 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was learning not to get upset when he needed time with a surprise so she moved towards him slowly and said, "Okay... take your time... I'm gonna stand here, you can gaze or do other things.." she grinned a little.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 5:37 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Its fantastic..." he was taking in all of it, she kind of smacked him in the face with it. He needed to adjust. It was a process for him when she threw him the unexpected on an already unexpected journey.
On Nov 18, 2014 8:20 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
The belt was the flashiest and shiniest thing, very Greed but she felt that it was just a bit of pop and she could handle that. At his oh she frowned and wrinkled her nose, "It is too much?" it was like talking to a caveman.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 5:18 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Oh," his eyes finally progressed down from her glitter and gold to the belt. He had his hands full of his own stash of clothes, and all he could think about was his sparkling baby seal.
On Nov 18, 2014 7:51 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She raised her arms up in a ta-da fashion, "Is the belt too much?" since he was kinda just staring at her and not saying anything.. tho he had that wolf look on his face. She still trusted his fashion sense more than hers sometimes (there was that yeti jacket and that awful lingerie)
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 4:49 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She came out looking like a star sparkling in the sun. His eyes went straight to her glittery suit and thise caramel legs. His tongue came out to lick his lips. She was as tasty as butter toffee and he hadn't even touched her yet, but he was ready to pounce.
On Nov 18, 2014 5:42 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She'd smack the curtains any time he tried to peek until she was ready. "Okay, I think.... well, you be the judge." she threw the curtain back and stood wearing a tasteful one piece swimsuit with gold metallic stuff on the front and she wore light yellow booty shorts that showed off her legs with a gold belt.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 2:39 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He wasn't the typical guy in a store, Greed loved to ahop, so he found a number of things for himself while she did her magic tricks behind the curtain to surprise him. He tried to peek behind the curtain a few times but he necer got a full look.
On Nov 18, 2014 5:18 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe took some stuff into a changing area, pulling the curtain closed and sticking her head to say, "Wait out here!" before he decided to follow her in. She wanted to try some stuff before surprising him. All stuff she'd never pick for herself.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 2:14 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Do you?" He snorted as he thumbed through some shorts. Greed let her go out of his sight for a second before looking like a stalker hunting her down.
On Nov 18, 2014 4:13 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She laughed softly at his kisses and said, "Who said you had to wear a shirt at all?" and when they got to the clothing store she said, "Let me put together the waterfall outfit, I think I know what you'd pick for me anyways." she wanted to see if she was right.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 12:52 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Alright, but I'm not wearing a tourist shirt unless its dipped in fucking gold." He rained kisses all over her face.
On Nov 18, 2014 3:36 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She chuckled a little and wiped at her eyes, "You too... we're in a tropical paradise and you're wearing a vest." and she tugged on it.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 12:34 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You might wanna wear something more suited for water." He'd hate to ruin that gorgeous dress. It also gave him an excuse to dress her up in something new. He hadn't even considered his vest would have to go.
On Nov 18, 2014 3:15 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She scoffed a smile, because him suggesting anything to do with water just showed what a mess she was. But she nodded, she would love to be in some water right now. Smiling a little at his teasing and then putting her hands on his shoulders when his kiss got kicked up a notch, she had to hang on or she'd fall down.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 12:12 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He kissed her cheek, her eyelids, mouth and forehead. "Wanna go see a waterfall?" He hated water. "Though you're crying enough to make your own." He kissed her lips again, this time long enough to put a little color on her cheeks.
On Nov 18, 2014 3:02 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe let out a breath as well, she felt really weak and vulnerable and saying the words aloud had some sort of power, it brought them closer and she couldn't help her tears. She closed her eyes as he kissed them away, feeling like she was gonna turn into dust and be swept away by the wind.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 11:57 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed let out a heavy breath. It filled in some gaps, some questions he'd been having for months. He let her hand go but only to cup her face and whisk away those tears with delicate kisses.
On Nov 18, 2014 2:54 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
There were tears in her eyes as he pulled her closer but she squeezed his hand and nodded, "Maybe you don't earn the title back... maybe you earn the right to keep it. So you know what you are..." her heart was racing as she said the words softly, "My boyfriend." maybe this would help solve some of their connection issues. Maybe giving him the title would help him remember what they had and want to get it back. Maybe he'd stop punishing her and go back to how he used to be with her.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 11:47 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Okay?" He said it just as softly, coming closer and taking her hand to drag her a little closer. This was a messed up girl, but he was a messed up boy. He needed her.
On Nov 18, 2014 2:39 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He wasn't a normal boy. They weren't a normal couple. Sometimes she forgot that. She was silent for a long time. The truth was, he was more than her boyfriend. There was no title in the world that could describe what he was to her. But it was difficult, she felt completely exposed right now as she said in a soft voice, "Okay...."
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 11:36 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I want that title for a lot more reasons than you're giving me credit for. If I don't know where we are I don't know what bar I'm raising." He was just doing this kind of blindly. "I want you to trust me again. But if I dont have a starting point where am I going?" He was just as vunerable as she was.
On Nov 18, 2014 2:05 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Did you?" she asked and raised her head to look at him, her eyes glassy, "Or did you do it because you thought you'd get your title back?" she wrung her hands together, "I feel like if I don't give you your title, you'll get upset and leave me. And if I do, you'll get bored and leave me." she was being honest. He had only been back for a couple of months and he had hurt her deeply, it was going to take a while before she'd be willing to accept he was staying with her.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 11:00 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Zoe..." now he was only digging into her doubts. The whole point of this trip was to have fun for a few days. He knew that look on her face, she was second guessing. "I'm trying. I mean I flew us to fucking Fiji! I wanted you to have fun." She always threw his selfishness in his face and made him think if he kept it up she was going to vanish.
On Nov 18, 2014 1:48 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You are a destroyer and you are a fuck up. But why don't you try being Greed the builder? The lover? Greed, the comforting? The understanding? When you act like this all you do is make me think you're right and we can never get back what we lost. Because it won't be easy." her chest hurt and she took another step back, all the doubt starting to seep in. Maybe they were kidding themselves trying to be together..
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 10:44 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Fuck, fuck, fuck!" Now she was a dopey depressed mess because of him. That's all he was good at. "So now I'm just Greed the fuck up or destroyer. Take your pick for one of those, at least those are shoes I can fill easily."
On Nov 18, 2014 1:20 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You said that before..." she said quietly, a look of such pain on her face as she looked down at the ground. He had worked hard to make her believe it and when she did, the unthinkable happened. He may get the title back, but the trust he had spent so long building with her, that would take time to restore.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 10:16 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
They were both stuck in a place they weren't sure where to go from. It was a different place, a new one and they were a little rocky. "I won't....leave..." but she knew he wasn't always a sure thing. She saw his ugly side and it had backfired.
On Nov 18, 2014 1:03 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her features softened and she sighed, "You're not just a Sin..." she put an arm around his middle and her head on his shoulder as she squeezed him for a moment and then looked at him and she was pretty vulnerable too. "I... Part of me is scared to give you that title, Greed. I know I'm the one saying its just a title and it doesn't change how I feel about you but there is some power to having that stamp of 'boyfriend', and a part of me is terrified that if I say yeah okay, you get to be that again, you'll just not want it anymore and drop it again." she took a step back physically as if scared he'd do it right now and she really was like glass at the moment, ready to shatter. Her whole life was being turned upside down and she was trying to protect herself from more hurt.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 9:53 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He didn't like being stripped of hiding place. She took his shades and made him vulnerable. "Because right now I'm just Greed. I'm not Zoe's boyfriend Greed. I'm just a deadly Sin and nothing else." With her he used to be something special.
On Nov 18, 2014 12:48 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She plucked those shades off his face again, not letting him hide behind them. "Why is the title so important to you?" she could see that this was hurting him and she hated that but she also hated that he needed something she wasn't ready to give.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 9:45 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
It wasn't the answer he wanted, he was just disappointed. He let his arms drop so he could take back his shades to cover up the real hurt hiding on his face. She wasn't going to see it like this no matter how much he tried to explain. He was a wounded child trying to not let it show.
On Nov 18, 2014 12:41 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Are you?" cause he sounded like an asshole and a lunatic. She glared at him, "You are the man I love who doesn't care that I love him because it doesn't have a conventional one word title attached." she knew what he wanted, but she was mad and hurt and didn't want to give it.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 9:34 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It doesn't matter who you introduce me to. Are you even listening?" Why was she fighting him so hard? Why wasn't she just letting him talk and hearing what he had to say? "What am I to you?"
On Nov 18, 2014 12:20 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked even more annoyed and asked in an exasperated voice, "Who am I introducing you to??"
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 9:18 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Then how do you introduce me? 'Oh this is Greed my roommate?'" Worse than that he was just Greed for her. "I just wanna know what I am, Zoe..." his voice squeaked a little, he was desperately trying to figure it out but she could only see how disgusting it sounded.
On Nov 18, 2014 12:13 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She struggled but he wasn't letting her go so she looked at him with hurt and anger in her eyes, "Firstly, the fact that you could even think that I'm capable of doing friends with benefits sickens me. Second, the fact you think that's all we are despite living together, getting a house together and talking about marriage, makes everything we have sound so meaningless. Third," she looked him dead in the eyes, "I love you. And I hate that that isn't good enough for you." being the man she loved was a better title than boyfriend according to her but it didn't look like Greed felt the same way.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 9:08 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Its not what I think. Its what you've made me. What am I then? Can you give me a better definition because I'm feeling pretty fucking lonely without any title at all." It put a little damper on whatever he wanted them to be.
On Nov 18, 2014 12:00 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She listened and then looked reallllllly insulted, "That's what you think!?" she shoved at his shoulders trying to get out of his arms as she wriggled around, not wanting to be close to him right now.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 8:57 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm not your boyfriend. I'm just...your friend..." that put a bad taste in his mouth. "A friend with benefits...." and he didn't like it one bit. It made what they had really meaningless and now he was depressed.
On Nov 18, 2014 11:53 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She frowned, "What do you mean...?" she wasn't quite grasping what he was getting at. She was snuggled in his arms so she thought it was obvious she was with him.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 8:45 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't know what you are anymore, so I feel like you can still slip away from me." It made him insecure where he wasn't before. He wasn't her boyfriend, so what was he? Friends with benefits?
On Nov 18, 2014 11:40 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a kiss and then another one and then gave him a look, "Okay not that I'd ever just suddenly try to run away from you but what kinda deal are we talking?" her fingers stroking the back of his head.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 8:29 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"So, lets make a deal that you won't get away from me." He nudged her nose back, reaching for a kiss. This little moment had turned a little too serious for him.
On Nov 18, 2014 11:15 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He was such a lovable worrywort. She put her arms arund his neck and squeezed him. She looked in his eyes and said, "The only way I'm going to the Philippines is with you.. and the only way I'm getting married is.." she gave a shy smile, "Well, you know." and she rubbed her nose against his.
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 8:07 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He turned his head looking off ti the side but still took enough steps forward that he could reach out and touch. He scooped her up. "I don't want you married off. Or taken to the Philippines." He looked so serious as if his face would break.
On Nov 18, 2014 9:13 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She made a face as his imagination ran off with him, "Maybe I won't go home. Wear this until I'm married off." she took another step back and batted her lashes at him with a puppy dog face, "Mayyyyybe some sexy man would rescue me if he missed me...?"
On Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 4:47 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"How are you getting home without money? You going to wear that the whole trip? And then have some sex slave trader come pick you up and marry you off to a man in the Philippines? No fucking way." He crossed his arms taking a step forward for every one she took back.
On Nov 18, 2014 1:45 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her mouth dropped open and she put her hands on her hips, "Fine... I'll miss you." she took a step away from him and another, "I guess I'll just have to stand under a waterfall all by myself..."
On Mon, Nov 17, 2014 at 10:39 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Then I'll go," she knew he wouldn't, and he had no intention of leaving. He just wanted to whine and cry like a baby to make his point. Hurt feelings stung.
"No way. I am staying right here... you can join me if you want.... once your feelings aren't hurt anymore..." and she held out her hands to him, "If you want me..."
On Mon, Nov 17, 2014 at 9:22 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed grumbled at her extreme reason. "There's no need for that." He just wanted to be a sexy assessing beast. "Would you rather go home?" He hadn't even gotten to play on their birthday.
On Nov 17, 2014 11:40 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She could play this game too and frowned, "Am I making it so much worse? Oh nooo...." she unwound her arm from around his neck and said, "Clearly I don't deserve you..." she let go of his hand so it wasnt around her waist and took a step back, "Maybe I need to give you space..."
On Mon, Nov 17, 2014 at 8:37 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're just making this so much worse." If he started the tears would she feel worse? She should! So, he'd flown them clear across the world for their birthday. So, it was a beach. He'd done it so she didn't wither away into her bed of pillows waiting around to hear about Theseus. He really wasn't into watching that, it was gross. "I don't know..." he pitched his nose into the air only prolonging his overdramatic episode.
On Nov 17, 2014 10:51 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He was such a big baby and she said, "Well you are kinda a-- I mean! Ummm.. I'm sorry, okay, I hurt your feelings and I didn't mean to." She pressed into him, swaying slightly as she kissed his chin and his lips, "What's it gonna take to convince you...?"
On Mon, Nov 17, 2014 at 7:48 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"A sexy douchebag though. I'm not convinced yet. You hurt my feelings." All her kisses, hugs and close body contact wasn't convincing him of being anything but a disappointment. Maybe he was being a tad overdramatic as usual.
On Nov 17, 2014 8:13 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a look and put his shades on top of her head and said, "No.... you're a very sexy man. You're my very sexy and sensitive man." she took their joined hands and moved them behind her so he'd have his arm around her waist and she put her free arm around his neck and kissed the side of his mouth.
On Mon, Nov 17, 2014 at 5:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed paused in his swaggering walk, not at all okay with her amusement. It made him feel like a dopey boyfriend, not a sex stud. Sometimes he wanted to be her sex stud. Now was one of those times.
She took his glasses and he was naked now. He couldn't look like anything but a puppy, even with the scruffy man fuzz that was growing on his cheek. "Oh, I'm just a joke now....?"
On Nov 17, 2014 7:27 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm sorrrrry!" she rained kisses over his face and said, "I didn't say you ARE, I said you look like one. But you look so... smug. It's...here." she plucked his shades off and put them on, they were a big big for her but she made a total smug Greed face but exaggerated it, "This is what you look like. It's just funny cause no one would ever guess how incredibly adorable your personality is."
On Mon, Nov 17, 2014 at 4:24 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Oh now you're calling me names? I sprung tickets to a sexy island, put you in fancy clothes and you call me a douchebag? Nice, real nice." What kind of shit was that? Yeah, he was showing her off, who wouldn't?
On Nov 17, 2014 7:19 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She dropped her hand and smiled at him, "Nothing! I was just thinking you look like such a douchebag..." she threaded her fingers with his and kissed his hairy cheek, "A very good looking douchebag but a douchebag nonetheless."
On Mon, Nov 17, 2014 at 4:16 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"What?" Did he fart or something and not realize it? He looked over to sees her covering her face. "What??" The sun made her glitter. And her legs looked like she was on stilts. She actually matched his height for once.
On Nov 17, 2014 7:07 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She felt kinda overdressed but they were in FIJI! So it was hard to care about what she was wearing. Greed had planned this trip and if he wanted to dress her up then he could. To a point. She looked at him and started chuckling, using her free hand to cover her mouth before he could spot it. He just looked so damn cocky, it was hilarious to her.
On Mon, Nov 17, 2014 at 4:03 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed liked getting to buy her clothes again, doll her up in things made for warmer weather. He got to show her off in ways he wasn't allowed at home. He too was dressed Wyeth less than his usual suits and jackets. He still wore a stylish vest over his t-shirt and the soles of his shoes had a little sparkly something. He took the hands of his sexy Barbie and held his head up high. With his sunglasses on he looked smug, real smug.
On Nov 17, 2014 6:23 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Because they hadn't had time to pack, Greed was buying them new clothes to wear, it also meant Zoe was his barbie doll for a week and he could dress her up in things she wouldn't wear in New York, or couldn't wear in new York (weather), or they didn't get to go out enugh to wear them in New York. Today she literally sparkled in the sunlight walking down the street in Fiji with him wearing the dress he picked out for her.