WHO: Zoe & Greed w/ Digger WHEN: November 8 WHERE: Digger's family home in Madison County WHAT: Making grown up decisions WARNING: None Note: The log reads backwards
He was swimming in her face kisses, hardly able to speak in between. All he could do was laugh and be giddy with her. He loved seeing her smile so much this weekend.
On Sep 24, 2014 6:17 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was pretty excited about this... even if she still had some doubts. A house wouldn't fix things but it was an offer of how serious he was about committing to her, sharing with her... "It'll be more than cool." she said inbetween kissing him all over his face.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 3:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Yeah? It'll be cool right?" He'd bought houses before but this made him fuzzy inside. This was a new project for him to focus on.
On Sep 24, 2014 6:03 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her eyes sparkled and she broke out into a big smile, "Yeah?" she hugged him tight and gave him a big kiss on the lips, even when it broke she stayed close to him, "So we're gonna do this... we're gonna buy a house...together." she bounced in his lap.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 3:00 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I do! I do!!" He was excited by it! Hugs skin was literally crawling in a good way, he was tingling at the prospect of getting a gigantic house that they would have as their own retreat.
On Sep 24, 2014 5:54 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She gave him a pleading look, this was very serious for her, "No, I'm not... not yet. Not until you tell me if you can... do you want to do that? Have it be our house?" she wanted him to be sure. Not show this to her and take it away down the road.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 2:49 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You're bargaining with me..." She really had learned how to properly talk with him, it wasn't just a deal it was how Greed worked via negotiations.
On Sep 24, 2014 5:38 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She could imagine living in a block of cheese by the time Greed was done with the place so said, "If we paint the outside yellow then maybe we can pick some other colors for the rooms inside along with yellow.."
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 2:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Ohh... " He hadn't thought of that. Being with her meant he needed to consider her things too and the things she wanted. "Okay, but can it be yellow?" He wanted acceptance even by her because Greed was always fishing for compliments and he was green lighting this whole operation.
On Sep 24, 2014 5:05 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "I love the idea!" she squeezed her arms around his neck for a moment and then leaned back to look at him as he kept talking, a frown creasing her brow, "Wait wait wait... only on one condition. None of this I decorate a little thing... and that cause you pay for it its YOUR house. I'll do this with you but only if it's our house. We do this together. Otherwise.... you can still get a house but it won't be our home. It'll be your house, your way, and I just visit you there." there was a big distinction there and she wanted him to choose which one it was.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 2:01 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "So you like the idea?" He sounded skeptical. She was still crying. "Well, you get to decorate a little. Ooooh pool you would want a pool right?" He was still more partial to that than a damn lake.
On Sep 24, 2014 4:50 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She scoffed a laugh and smacked his arm, "Not the house! I mean, yeah the house. I just.. I never thought I'd get a house with you. I never thought we'd have a home together.." for so long it had just been one of those things that wasn't possible.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 1:48 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Its me. I can but anything with every illegal credit card I own. I could buy ten houses! Actually a haunted one would be fun...." He still didn't know if he was okay with her tears.
On Sep 24, 2014 4:26 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She wiped her eyes with the back of her hand and laughed a small smile, "No... it's not weird. It's... incredible. It's..." more tears came but she was happy, "It's something I didn't think I'd ever have." Him. And a home with him.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 1:23 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Is that weird?" She was ready to leak all over him again. Did he say something wrong or right this time? He wasn't really sure.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 4:10 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She kept staring at him... this was bigger than a ring, this was.. this was huge. She couldn't help it, her eyes filled with tears as she said still in kinda shock, "You want a home with me?" her voice turning a little squeaky with emotion. Yeah they lived together now but it was her apartment and he lived there. He still had his own apartment that he went back to now and then and it was his space. This would be a place together.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 12:56 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: This was a huge thing for him. A big step that he was making because Zoe was his collection now. She was a piece of it that he wanted to take with him in his pocket wherever he went. She was his prize and he was going to pamper it like he did when he had stolen a baby. "Yeah, a house like that..." his voice got hushed as if she was going to rejected it with big red flags.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 3:40 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She looked stunned and kinda stared at him with big eyes, "You want.. a house? Like a house house? A country house? For you and me? Like... in the fantasy?" her voice becoming really hushed towards the end.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 12:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "No, I want a house of my own here so I don't have to fly to Lithuania or Kansas every time we wanna get out of the city." She wasn't listening to what he was insinuating. It would be theirs.
On Sep 24, 2014 3:19 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was used to hearing him saying 'i want' and 'i want to buy' a lot, it was his nature. But she didn't get it, maybe she misheard it? She frowned, "You wanna buy a what here?" this was out in the boonies, very not his style.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 12:17 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I wanna buy a house...down here..." he said when they took a short break to breathe. It might even turn her on, he wasn't sure. But the idea had definitely been needling him since the first night.
On Sep 24, 2014 3:00 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She let out a muffled squeal as his mouth glomped on hers. She'd wondered how long it'd take before he kissed her already! She tightened her hold around his neck and made out with him like a horny teenager, wishing they could do this at home without Digger pooping in the background.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 11:45 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: She didn't have to tease any further, he jumped on that. He practically inhaled her mouth, something that was rare in moments like this. He needed to tell her he wanted to scope out the neighbourhood for a house.
On Sep 24, 2014 12:57 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Oh yeah?" she scooted closer in his lap and leaned in again, "Then why haven't you started making out with me for god's sake?" she raised her brows, "Sometimes I think you just don't want me as much anymore, Avaritia."
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 9:54 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Not anymore..." Zoe was more subtle about it than Lust may have been. Shifting Greed's desire sometimes took some work, but her understanding was sweet, endearing and yet it made it sexy. Zoe knew how to wrangle him without making him a puppet on a string.
On Sep 24, 2014 11:20 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her cheeks turned a little pink and she cocked her head, "Really? Cause ten minutes ago you wanted to make out more with a bag of doritos than you did me... kinda makes me wonder if you reallllly want me." she stuck her tongue out at him.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 8:18 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "The only rousing discussion I want is with your mouth and your tongue stuck to mine." She wasn't giving him what he wanted right then, she was playing with him.
On Sep 24, 2014 10:57 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Are you sure? I could cook something.... or I can run to the store and pick up some new video games. Maybe we can have a rousing discussion on zombies..." she made a mock thinking face, tapping a finger on her chin as if she didn't notice his growls and grabs.
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 7:52 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He made a move for her mouth in a growl and a bite but she'd moved her head. He clamped his hands down in her thighs. She wasn't moving. "No," he bit his teeth together with another growl. She'd changed his appetite.
On Sep 24, 2014 10:45 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She didn't give him another taste, she teased him, "Want me to go find more food for you? Or start another video game?" moving her head from this side to that so her lips would move around. "Should I get up since I'm blocking the screen?"
On Wed, Sep 24, 2014 at 7:37 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: She was teasing him but this time it was in a good way. He looked up, her hair brushing his face as she taunted him with would be kisses. His hands dug into her legs, begging for another taste.
On Sep 23, 2014 11:29 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was still pressed into him when she broke the kiss, her nose to his, "I think you're amazing... a jerk. But amazing.." and she brushed her lips over his. She knew it wasn't what he was asking for but it was something.
On Tue, Sep 23, 2014 at 8:27 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: She'd gotten comfortable in his lap like this. It was a position he liked her in because it felt like she could just melt into him. She did scatter his brain with that kiss, it lit his toes on fire.
On Sep 23, 2014 11:05 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her eyes were shining and she lifted her butt up just so she could suddenly lean in and give him a whopper of a kiss that would make him melt into the cushions. He didn't say the words the right way but the meaning behind them were very touching. Besides, she'd known him for two years now, she was getting better at Greedspeak.
On Tue, Sep 23, 2014 at 8:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "Because I have you. I'm a fucking king." It was so arrogant, so Greed. She should have slapped him in the face for that, but she seemed able to pick up what he was trying to say.
On Sep 23, 2014 10:39 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She kinda.... smiled. It was such a weird and adorable and wrong thing to say. "You want... someone to... praise you? For me choosing you? Or I guess being with you?"
On Tue, Sep 23, 2014 at 7:00 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "I just want someone to tell me I'm amazing for having you. That I have a fucking awesome little squishy hottie in my possession and I'm fucking amazing for it." His lips twitched side to side. He didn't think.she'd like what he had to say but he didnt care. Its what he was thinking.
On Sep 23, 2014 9:37 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She gave him a soft smile, her arms loose around his neck as she looked back in his eyes and said just as softly, "Talk to me..." she could see the wheels turning, she just wasn't sure what he was thinking.
On Tue, Sep 23, 2014 at 6:35 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He held on tight for some time, squeezing her until he finally pulled back to look at her. Sometimes he still was that lost puppy looking for acceptance. His family was the one place he wanted to hear it was okay for him to have this amazing little human. Maybe Glutt would, maybe not but he wanted it.
On Sep 23, 2014 2:33 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: When he first used to hug her in laying or sitting down positions, he used to try to put his head on her chest like a little boy and she was glad he rarely did that anymore. He was a man that she loved and was comforting, not a kid whose booboo she was kissing better. Her hugs also were always filled with love and warmth, never fake. She kissed his scruffy cheek, letting him take his time.
On Tue, Sep 23, 2014 at 11:31 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed always liked her surprise hugs. Those he could handle. They made him feel special and shit. He was only hers. Lust never hugged him except to coddle him like a child. Zoe had made him become painfully used to them, so he squeezed her back.
On Sep 23, 2014 2:18 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She knew he still was bummed over it and put her arms around his neck to give him a loving hug with a squeeze, "I'm sure he'll turn up soon."
On Tue, Sep 23, 2014 at 11:17 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Yeah I do..." she made a point but it didn't make him miss Glutt any less. He needed a distraction, she could always provide him with one.
On Sep 23, 2014 2:04 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe kept ruffling his fauxhawk and smiled, "Aw so sweet." giving him a small kiss. She thought about it and said, "Well.. don't you also play faces with your siblings in a way? You can't tell them you have a human side just like you can't tell Digger you have a Sin side but the cool thing is that you're still yourself, they just don't know who you really are so they don't know you're being both sides cause they don't know you have the other side." it was a bit complex but hopefully it made sense.
On Tue, Sep 23, 2014 at 11:01 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I still have to play a face with Digger..." though to a degree Greed played a face with his siblings too. Greed was always having to be someone else with others---except her. He grinned a little. "I'm sure even if Glutt had boob's they wouldn't be as nice as yours."
On Sep 23, 2014 12:43 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She stroked his mohawk and said, "You know for how close you all are you guys disappear for long periods f time on each other... but I guess it doesn't seem that long to you." since they had forever quite literally. She kissed his cheek, "Hopefully he'll turn up soon.. in the meantime you're not aone, you have Digger and me. I know we're not your brother but I have boobs," she smiled a little trying to lighten his mood, "So that's a small bonus, right?"
On Tue, Sep 23, 2014 at 9:39 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Glutt is hard to reach, I never know where he is until he shows up...I don't know who or where I'd start." He missed him though, like a child missing his siblings. "He can be wise than me when he goes off the grid. We tend to stuff our faces, play video games and shit." It wasn't the same when their newest companion didn't have a clue what he really was. It could have also been why Greed was reminded of Glutt around Digger. But there was still a wall abd a face he had to pull.
On Sep 23, 2014 12:28 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She wanted to still be miffed but it was a family thing and she couldn't hold that against him as she tumbled down into his lap. She sighed, "Why don't you give him a call?" she assumed he meant Glutt since he mentioned food.
On Tue, Sep 23, 2014 at 9:17 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He climbed from his end if the couch to grab a hold of her. "Zoeeeeeee----" he jerked her down towards him. "I was thinkin about my brother. I always get hungry when I do." They'd stuffed their faces written junk food for two days, if course he was gonna think about his brother. He didn't often talk about Glutt or mention him, but he did feel detached sometimes. Already he had one Excess that wasn't in approval of him having things like girls as possessions. What would Glutt say?
On Sep 23, 2014 10:17 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was going to say nothing but you know what, screw it. She put her hands on her hips and looked at him, "Our relationship is hanging on by a thread and we have ONE chance in this area because Digger's aunt and uncle are away for the weekend. We spent the entire day with Digger and now he gives us the chance to be alone and you want to stuff your face and play video games more. So I am taking Sammy for a walk." cause watching Greed whine and be a pig was not attractive.
On Tue, Sep 23, 2014 at 4:39 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He could hear the dejection in her voice like he'd done something wrong. Now he wasn't hungry either. "What did I do?" He put the controller down and focused on her now as if she were the television. Greed only had so many people in his life that really accepted him, it didn't help if she was mad at him again now too.
On Mon, Sep 22, 2014 at 11:19 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She threw a bag of doritos in his lap and said, "I'm taking Sammy outside for some fresh air." and called the dog over, he'd been cooped up inside all day and Zoe didn't feel like being ignored and rejected in the one area where she didn't have to be.
On Mon, Sep 22, 2014 at 8:15 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: He didn't realize that she'd taken it to heart he was just on the couch with his bottom lip hanging out so far she could yank it off with a hook. He was not into this game anymore, he just felt that horrible thing called sensitivity.
On Sep 22, 2014 10:54 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe was offended and huffed, "Fine, I'll go see what there is in the kitchen." and she got up off the couch. She didn't make the connection between Greed missing Glutt because Greed didn't talk about his brother that often or how much he missed him.
On Mon, Sep 22, 2014 at 7:52 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I'm hungry for some reason!" He was thinking about his brother which usually resulted in binge eating because that's what they did. He wasn't ignoring Zoe, his mind was just off in lala sinland.
On Sep 22, 2014 10:46 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Digger called back, "I got glade or something in the bathroom." as the bathroom door closed and Greed focused still on video games and food, Zoe just stared at him. She leaned against the arm of the sofa, her naked feet in front of her, "Greed... Digger isn't here." she said with meaning, "And all you can think of is food?" she must be losing her appeal if he wasn't already trying to fuck her.
On Mon, Sep 22, 2014 at 7:43 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Don't peel the wallpaper, because you're cleaning up that mess." Greed punched away on his game controller as he snuck in another level. "Is there anymore pizza?" He asked Zoe, shuffling around the empty chip bags. He did find a box of ho-ho's though. The weekend was definitely full of junk food.and take out. It was a shame Glutt wasn't there, he'd be in food heaven.
On Sep 22, 2014 8:56 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: They spent the rest of the day with Digger with the guys playing video games and Zoe joining in occasionally. Sometimes she just read a book, curled up next to Greed as he mashed buttons and Digger and him yelled at the screen and each other. It worked out, Greed got to play with his brofriend and sneak in kisses and gropes with Zoe. In the evening after dinner, Digger got up and patted his belly, "I gotta drop a deuce.. this might take a while." he announced before heading to the bathroom with a magazine. Zoe wrinkled her nose, "Ew... thanks for the update."