WHO: Zoe & Greed w/ Digger WHEN: October 17 [Backdated] WHERE: Zoe's and Greed's apartment, office WHAT: Greed makes a change WARNING: Shower wank Note: The log reads backwards
She had beaten that Sin up when she hadn't said a word before, it was another strike out instead of a home run. Each time he thought he dug a little deeper she managed to squash it. Not on the same plane as Lust because Lust would have made fun of him. Zoe did it to save her own pride, and if Greed wasn't being so broody he might have been proud of her for that.
He hadn't said anything to her, he didn't even have any squirrels to talk about as he spent his entire lunch getting a shave and a haircut. Her reaction now however did make him look over with a half smile. Better late than never.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 11:33 PM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: Zoe looked at her arm and picked up the sticky note with the kiss on it. She looked over at Greed and knew he was upset she didn't say anything or look at him. By the end of the day when the office was quiet, she got in the elevator with him so they could go to his car and go home. She held her bag to her side and when the elevator doors closed, she ran one hand in a swoosh motion over the top of his faux hawk, "Looks good." was all she said and looked straight ahead. Yeah, she noticed.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 8:28 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: Every other girl in that room had their eyes glued to him. He just eluded all sorts of sex appeal. When he made changes he wanted to be noticed, but the one person he wanted to take note wasn't even meeting his eyes. His big blue eyes dropped, and that smug smile didn't stay but for a few moments. He tried to tug the corners of his mouth to still keep it from dropping, but his pride was hurt. He reached over for a pen and the pack of sticky notes on her desk. He could have just walked away but this was Greed. She was the only girl he saw in that room, and she was the only one he was going to make goo-goo eyes at. He drew a pair of lips with a few squiggly lines. She might not kiss him, but he'd sneak one in himself. He put the sticky note on her arm and continued back to his desk. That was another bust.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 11:22 PM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: She only glanced up when she saw his hand and she knew that hand so she quickly went back to looking at the papers she was writing on as if they were so interesting. She looked at the food but was very very careful to not look at him, "Thanks." and she went back to scribbling on the reports even tho she had no idea what she was writing, she just didn't want to give him any power.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 8:18 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: Greed had learned with Zoe the things that made her tick. Even around the apartment she avoided looking when he walked around in a tank or towel, sometimes even naked. That was the easy way to get her attention, but she hid behind the injustice he'd rooted into their relationship. She used that against him. Something more drastic, something different now that made a statement. He slipped his hand down the top of her cubicle wall. He'd even gotten her lunch which he dropped down onto her desk. Greek fries and a gyro. He'd said before gifts didn't seem to work on her, but they might in this package.
"Thought you might be hungry later as you didn't bring anything with you." He was playing it cool, playing it smug. He wanted to catch her looking at him for longer than a second.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 11:14 PM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: A couple of the girls were whispering and staring and Zoe snapped out of it before Greed could catch her looking. Oh God that was the last thing she needed, him gloating about how she still had the hots for him. She pressed down hard on the paper with her pen. Well of course she did! She wasn't saying she didn't but that wasn't the point. God, she hated him so much.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 8:12 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: The beard had been trimmed up and shaped as well, almost just looking like a light shadow cast across his chin. It wasn't a full on beard, but it was a little more than just a morning after peach fuzz. He hadn't noticed her staring. She wasn't the first girl to double glance when he came back into the office, stripping of his coat and straightening up his tie. Zoe was still a few blocks away in the array of cubicle-land. He had every intention of going by her just to make an entrance.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 11:03 PM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: Zoe was in the office, kicking herself for accepting Digger's invitation and replaying it over and over in her mind. She was idly looking around when she landed on the hottest guy she'd ever seen... her lips parted as she realized it was Greed. Holy... she didn't mean to but she was totally staring at his hair. That. Was. Different.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 7:53 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: The barber had just sheered off the sides of Greed's fluffy head. The top was trimmed to a faux hawk. He hadn't even looked in the mirror yet when the text came through which nearly caused the barber to cut a little too much. The last time Greed had gone somewhere for a cut the person had been new and completely made a travesty of his hair.
Today was about changing something that Zoe saw as her enemy. She saw the shell he'd been during the whole demon deal trade. She saw someone that she couldn't believe in. In some way this was Greed challenging her to see him again.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 10:23 PM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: While Greed was getting his haircut, he'd get a text from Digger that said: "She said YES! Sort of.. I told her this way she can tell people she has a date if they ask her (cause I know she's too nice to say no repeatedly)."
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 7:21 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: Greed put his hands through his hair. "Fine, fine." He knew it was going to be blistering his brain full of pictures as to what happened when Digger asked her. Did she turn him down? What if she turned him down and some other asshole asked? What if she said yes to them? Fuck. Digger's plan better work. By the time he came back from lunch he better have some good news. Usually during lunch he found some hole in the wall to devour their buffet or grab a handful of sandwiches. He was headed to the usual sandwich shop when he passed the glass door of a barber shop. He looked at his reflection for the longest time before stepping inside, running his hands through his fluffy blonde mop. Time for a change.
On Aug 21, 2014 7:58 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: He nodded, "Yeah yeah man, she's your girl... even tho she doesn't want to be." he patted Greed's shoulder and then grinned, "Wish me luck." even as a placeholder, Digger was gonna look good if he got Zoe to agree to go with him.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 4:54 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: "You don't touch her or anything, it's just an asking as a place holder. That's it!" Greed motioned worth his arms that that was Digger's cut off. Could he once again put faith in someone else and leave fir a break without thinking every guy in the damn building was going to come after her?
On Aug 21, 2014 7:43 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: Digger raised his brows, "Hey, it's cool, it doesn't mean she's gonna say yes... she said she's not interested in dating anyone right now." he wondered if Greed was going to flip out. "I mean if you want, I can ask her." he held up his hands, "Just so that way no one else will. But I'd be doing it for you buddy."
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 4:40 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: "What? No, no, no...." Greed whined. "I don't want her to be asked." He stood up shuffling his hair in frustration. "Digger they can't ask her...."
On Aug 21, 2014 7:23 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: "She might. She's gonna get asked, I know that much. I know Dave and Eric were talking about asking her...." he gave a salute when Greed decided to take an early lunch.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 4:16 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: He shifted in his seat, the idea of those words still coming out of her mouth made him fidget. The only thing she told him these days were how much he let it go. She didn't believe in him at all. "Shit, think she'd even go?" Greed peered over the walk to see her bob bounce from side to side. He scratched the back of his neck, "think I'm gonna take an early lunch..." He had to regroup, get his thoughts in order. At least he wasn't sexually tense. She'd killed that by changing out of her pencil skirt.
On Aug 21, 2014 7:08 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: "I don't know man, she told me she loved you, just couldn't be with you." he tapped the desk, "You know what you should do, you should find a reason for her to go with you to the office Halloween party. It's gonna be a big thing happening at the Ritz. Employees in charge of party planning get a free stay there the weekend of the party."
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 4:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: He shut the box back up inside the drawer. "Huh? She hates me right now, she's trying to push someone else on nee and im not going to fall fir that." Greed had no idea what she'd be saying that was "cute".
On Aug 21, 2014 6:53 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: Digger nodded, "Smart idea. Since you kinda fucked up the last few attempts." he tapped his temple. "But you know, she might not think so low of you. I heard the girls asking her questions about you earlier. She had pretty cute things to say."
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 3:50 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: "You have no idea what all kinds of crazy I am." Greed motioned his brows but he'd successfully kept his cover this time. Greed opened the drawer to take a look at the box Digger had mentioned. "Nope. I haven't brought them up yet. I don't think she's in the mood for presents anymore. Not right now. She'd only think I'm looking for a handjob."
On Aug 21, 2014 6:39 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: Digger thought Greed was just using a phrase so said, "Nah, I know that, man. Well if she loves you and your freaky ways then I can see why you wanna hold on to her. You give her your gift yet?" and he gestured to Greed's drawer where the earrings he'd been tinkering with were.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 3:36 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: "I've been into some freaky shit, yeah. Straight from hell..." to Digger Greed just sounded like he was making a joke, but he was not in the least.
On Aug 21, 2014 5:48 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: Digger kinda gave Greed an odd look and then grinned, "She knows your secrets, huh? What is it? You into something freaky?" he narrowed his eyes.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 2:43 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: He bolted upright snapping his fingers! "That's what I'm talking about! When you've been around as long as I have sometimes you need a change of scenery and I like having a girl that knows who I am and doesn't freak the fuck out." Greed was starting to ramble awfully close to revealing who he was, territory that Digger wouldn't understand.
On Aug 21, 2014 5:28 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: Digger gave Greed an odd look when he started talking like a stalker psycho, "Riiiiiight... I'm sure your wedding at the insane asylum will be beautiful." he kinda paused at Greed's question and fidgeted, "No... but I don't know. It's one woman. Forever..." he scratched the back of his neck, "Tho it'd be nice to find someone I can talk to.. that understands my hobbies..." he looked lost in thought.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 2:21 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: "No one else gets her and she's mine, she can't be anyone else's. Ever." Now Greed just sounded like an obsessive prick. "So you want to just be a piece of meat for every girl to hit but no one that gets you?" Digger didnt understand how little Greed had had with friends and love. He was as starved for it as he was attention from Zoe.
On Aug 21, 2014 5:12 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: Digger could sort of understand that, he was just surprised. "You got that part right..." Greed was insane, "Man, you must be crazy in love with her then. I gotta tell you tho, if I had your face and your bod, I definitely wouldn't be looking for a relationship." he didn't know why Greed would, the way he talked Zoe sounded magical.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 2:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: "That's just it. Every other girl sees me as this dumb beefcake. I'm all body and no brains." It ess such a girl thing to say, but Greed was more than the shallow heartthrob everyone saw him as. "They don't want to get to know the guy that likes Chinese takeout and zombie movies. They want to get to know me with my pants off." Zoe was different. Zoe was just his Zoe. Sexy, bambie-eyed Zoe. "It doesn't matter how much we fight. If I didn't drag it out of her she would just let me walk all over her. She's a challenge and she's crazy, but so am I."
On Aug 21, 2014 3:38 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: Digger winced, "Morning wood I can't help ya with buddy, that's all you." he seemed to hesitate and then said, "You just seem to fight an awful lot with Zoe.... you sure you don't want to try to start fresh elsewhere? You're a good lookin' dude." he put his hands on his own chest, "I wouldn't personally do you but all the girls in the office are always drooling over you....." he didn't quite understand why Greed was hung up on a girl who did not want to be with him and all he did with her was fight.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 12:34 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: "I had to deal with morning wood and she and I got in another fight." Greed huffed loudly and flopped his head back to look at the ceiling once he was in his chair. He was itching to do something drastic. Already at work and he was counting down the minutes to his lunch break.
On Aug 21, 2014 2:09 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: Zoe had changed into something that covered her up almost completely. She didn't want Greed looking at her in that way anymore. She got busy with work but even she wasn't smiling. Digger saw the look on Greed's face and winced, "What happened now?"
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 11:06 AM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: Greed let her up reluctantly, continuing to get ready for work. She even changed clothes much to his dismay. The ride to work was deafening, like nothing he tried to talk about was engaging enough for her because she kept blocking him out. Once again grew showed his face without that bubbly smile, and Digger knew something was up.
Greed needed a change, something to break up this vibe between him and Zoe. She still saw Chance, and he needed to fix that.
On Aug 21, 2014 12:37 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: She shook her head vehemently, "No. I was in denial, now I'm not." when she felt his grip slacken, she tried to push him off her, "All you see is a girl who's saying no, a challenge. If I gave in to you, things would be great. For a month. Maybe two. And then we'd be right back here again. All I'm doing is saving us time."
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 9:25 AM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: "You are in denial. You want to listen to me, I know you do." He wasn't so much the smooth talker he'd been in the beginning. Zoe had learned all his tricks of the trade, now when he wasn't the boy crying wolf she didn't believe a word of it.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 12:16 PM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: "Those days will run out." she was sure of it. He'd get tired of waiting and decide she wasn't worth it. "Let me up." she didn't want to talk about this anymore, it hurt too much.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 8:25 AM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: "I realize no matter what I say now your gut reaction is to believe it a lie, I get it." He took in a deep breath because waiting so long stressed him out, but in cases where he needed to to get the prize, he just had to truck through this pile of shit he'd made himself. "You'll just have to come to that conclusion on your own, because right now I'm here and each day I make an effort is one day longer that you didn't believe I could." Dying wasn't enough of a dead ringer of the lengths he would go for her. Greed had a feeling even if he'd been a ghost he'd still have to work for this fuck up.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 11:12 AM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: She was surprised and a little scared when he pinned her to the bed in a way that made her feel open and exposed. She struggled but then listened. She wanted to believe him, it was there on her face how badly she wanted to believe him.. but she didn't. Because he'd told her before that other girls didn't quite cut it and he still left. The difference between then and now is now he knew not only for sure, he just didn't want to experiment and see anymore. She'd gone still and looked up at him, "Everything you said before turned out to be not true.." he could live without her, she wasn't his air, he let her go when he said he never would, "So why should what you're saying now be any different.." her voice was quiet and hurt. Because she wanted to believe him but her mind kicked her and told her he's said beautiful things before and they weren't true. She just felt like an idiot.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 6:41 AM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: Greed rolled her over with a growl. They were not done because she said so. "And had I not made some demon deal because I was high on Virtue juice poisoning my brain and turned into the tall, dark and handsome Ken doll---we wouldn't BE here. I wouldn't have made that choice so willy nilly. You know what though? As fucked up as it was, and as much as you are disgusted by me right now, I wouldn't have learned just how much more precious you are me now. Sex with Lust didn't even curb any craving Zoe. Don't you get that?" He branched her arms out on either side of her head, squeezing her hands. "I wet my whistle elsewhere and I realized it wasn't the same anymore and it never will be because you opened doors I'd never had open before. And you can ignore it all you want but until you are mine again I'll deal with this the human way. I'll deal with it in the most disgusting way I can because one day I'll have you back." There was no maybe or slip in his voice. He knew that was where they would be abd he wasn't going to be bullied by feelings that he'd lost. Greed didn't lose.
On Aug 21, 2014 1:25 AM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: She just looked into his eyes so he could see the pain in her own, "You spent almost two years convincing me that you were so scared someone was going to take me away from you because I meant that much. Because you were going to hold so tightly you were going to suffocate me. And you were the one that opened your hand and let me go. So no, I don't have you figured out. It turns out I don't know you at all." shock was too tame a word to describe what she'd felt. She tried to get up off him again, she was so done with this.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 10:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: She was newlywed right into his chest, her boobs squished nicely. He could appreciate it at least for a moment. "You think you have me so figured out. I'm not that predictable." He didn't survive this long without changing to get the things he desired the most. Sometimes greed was in achieving a goal. She was his goal.
On Aug 21, 2014 12:58 AM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: She was still so angry and so in pain, she yanked and twisted her wrists to try to free them as she snapped at him, "What I know is that you needed sex more than you needed me. And that isn't going to change."
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 9:47 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: He spread her arms out so she could stop shoving him, though something about it was kind of sexy. The way her hair flew against her cheeks, bouncing with her as she face flinched in anger---yeah it was sexy. "I know what I said and I know I was doped up on being in a new body and all that came with it. It was the unknown. I fucked up....I know that." Telling her that over and over again wasn't going to change what had happened.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 12:32 AM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: She was so so angry.. but there was so much pain there from what he'd done before. She didn't know why she did it but she did. She literally ran (well moved quickly) and shoved her hands on his chest to knock his back onto the bed and she looked down at him, "You said you couldn't breathe without me, do you remember that??" because it felt like he forgot, "You used to tell me you needed me as much as oxygen. That you couldn't be without me." she shoved him again to jostle him, one knee of hers on the bed for leverage, "And you LEFT me. You COULD live without me. You DIDN'T need me! And for what." she couldn't give him sex as much as he wanted when he wanted. She never said he was a slut, she was just saying he'd do again what he'd already done.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 9:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: Greed was picking out a tie to his outfit as she started up her chatterboxing again, only this time more irritated than she'd been in the bathroom. He slipped on his pants and his shirt without saying a word. Just let her scold him. He pulled on the vest, buttoning and leaving the tie out there in plain view for her to see around his neck. "You did call me a slut. When you say 'you'll change your mind and go back' that means I'll go back and be just some piece of meat for some girl to fuck. That implies very heavily that I am a slut. You didn't have to spell it out Zoe, I could see it on your face." He sat on the bed to buckle up his shoes.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 12:15 AM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: She felt bad but she never said he was a slut, she followed him into his room, she normally never came in. "I did not call you a slut. You just have needs and there isn't anything wrong with that. Do NOT put words in my mouth." her tone harsh because she hated when he did that.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 9:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: She was seriously killed this. "Well, thank you beautiful for calling me a slut right to my face." He left then to get dressed in silence. He was angry but not at the reason she thought. It wasn't because of the lack of sex (well maybe it was) but more on the fact that no matter what she dissed his actions. He supposed he really did deserve it for all the shit he'd run her through, this was by far the worst. It in turn made him feel the worst.
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 12:06 AM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: She wanted to believe he could keep this up but he seemed so angry and so upset... she doubted it. "When you hate it enough then you'll go back." and it sounded like he hated it a lot. She seemed heartbroken over that, she didn't believe she'd ever be enough for him.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 9:01 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: "I don't do that!" that's what he was trying to get her to realize, "I am doing it now because it's either be fucked and feel like pet for someone else to dominate." He meant Lust, and they had already determined that him sleeping around with other dimwitted Barbie dolls basically made him feel like a hollow piece of shit. Zoe had flat out ruined empty, meaningless sex for him now...nothing compared. More than that, no one else compared to her.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 11:25 PM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: She made a shocked face when he talked about her butt and she looked seriously confused. He really masturbated? She couldn't quite believe it and blurted out, "Why? You said you don't do that!" she had tried to get him to do it before and he had gotten so angry at her.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 8:22 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: "Where else?" he threw one of his hands up. "Yes in the shower while you stood there in your pencil skirt and perfectly bouncy ass." Of course she was doubtful, he supposed she felt in that amount of time he'd ran off to Lust come back and then ran off again and then popped out of the shower. Seriously? She wasn't getting it at all.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 11:17 PM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: She just stared at him, her brown eyes so big he could fall into them. She tried to move back away from him but her back just hit the door he was blocking. "You... you masturbated.. in there.." she pointed to the shower. And then she made a slight face, "While I was standing out here?" she seemed kinda doubtful, wouldn't she have heard him?
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 8:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: She wasn't getting any of this because in her brain he was just a slut right now. She might not be saying it but he could read it all over her face. "I just jerked off because I don't want anyone else!" he yelled it nice and clear so she could hear. Maybe it would actually dawn on her that Greed didn't need to do this, he chose to.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 11:00 PM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: She bristled when he blocked her way. She was already angry and hurt since she felt he was blaming her again and getting mad at her for things beyond her control. "I heard you. You had morning wood. I'm sure your sister would be happy to help you with it." it was kinda a low blow but she'd seen Lust calling him incessantly and part of her didn't know if he did go see her, she wanted to believe he didn't.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 7:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: He reached for the door before she could reach it. He wanted to her to understand this was not like some normal boy. Not with this. "Did you hear me?" His voice was a little more pleading now and less intense. "Do you even get what I'm talking about?" The lengths he would go to prove to her that he wanted her.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 10:52 PM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: Her mouth dropped open as he was so.. angry. And at her! She put her hands on her hips as she hated when he blamed her for his sexual.. things. She didn't quite get that he was referring to taking care of it, just that he had it. "Well SORRY, you could have just told me to leave." and she grabbed for the doorknob, the fuckin jerk..
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 7:49 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: He wasn't sure where his emotions were now as he was somewhat pissed and relieved at the same time. It was like having angry sex but still being angry. "You have no fucking idea..." he dried himself off slipping into a pair of boxers. He wasn't going to let her leave until she understood just how....difficult this was. "While you were chattering away like a fucking infomercial I had to deal with morning wood. Me." He just didn't do that.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 10:42 PM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: Zoe dropped the powder case when he suddenly threw back the curtain and she looked at him as he stood there naked and wet. "OH god.." she put a hand up to block out his junk and then turned away quickly, "I.. sorry, I didn't know you were done. I'll go." her freckles shining on top of the pink on her nose and cheeks since she didn't cover them up today.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 7:38 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: In a way the most embarrassing thing would be for him to walk out with that erection and nothing to do about it. It wasn't like he could jump her in any form or fashion. No, this was a test of his pride. He would get through this and maybe next time she'd be able to do something instead of chatter away about silly things. He wasn't even hearing what she said, just the sounds she made and imagining much more each time he glanced over to see her perfect, shapely silhouette. The water helped do it's part too, and eventually Greed got through what seemed to be the most difficult thing for him to manage as it was a matter of what he was, who he was and none of this was normal for him. He'd gagged on his own voice, holding himself up with one hand on the shower wall because now his uncomfortable anxiety hit. Instead of answering her he just ripped back the curtain with the look of stone on his face. She had no idea how humiliating that had been now that his brain had caught up to his actions.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 10:10 PM, Lucky L. <email@example.com> wrote: She was surprised when he stayed quiet so she kept blathering and then picked up her powder to put on her nose and paused, rubbing her lips together.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 6:44 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: She wouldn't ever believe it unless she pulled the curtain back herself. He'd let her keep busy talking so he could get through this without an anxiety attack with what he was actually doing. As he'd noted before, he'd done it during his porn stint, but never alone and right now she was within earshot. So, he only turned that cold water even colder so that all he felt coming down were hard pellets to cool him off. He was at least making...progress.
On Aug 20, 2014 8:25 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: Zoe was rambling because she was too aware he was naked and just two feet away. She finished brushing her teeth and then started to brush her hair, her body turning to the side, this way and that as she lifted her arms, fiddling with her hair. She still had no idea what Greed was attempting to do...
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 5:15 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: He couldn't avert his eyes from that sight. She gave him such a perfect silhouette to go by. So while she tried to chat him up, he closed his eyes and tried this whole relieving himself on his own. As long as she didn't break his concentration and he listened to the sounds of her voice he might make it through without psyching himself out.
On Aug 20, 2014 7:12 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: "Thanks.." she slipped into the bathroom, all she wore was a cami and a pencil skirt so he could see her silhouette through the curtain as if she was naked. She ran the water and picked up her toothbrush, keeping her eyes away from the shower.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 4:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: Shit.
He wasn't embarrassed but this was no easy task already. He thought better of it though, in a way she'd be helping so he called her in. The curtain was drawn and he could make a vague picture of her out there. Maybe....just maybe he could do this with her there.
On Aug 20, 2014 6:17 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: While Greed tried to get up his courage to touch himself, Zoe knocked on the bathroom door and opened it a crack, "Greed? Are you... are you behind the curtain? Look, I'm sorry but we're running a little late and I wanted to brush my teeth and stuff." she wouldn't dare set foot in if he was visible.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 3:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: Zoe was a hot little thing, especially when she put on pencil skirts and heels. The problem was Greed never needed this kind of stimulation to just get by. If he was going to prove anything to her he had to drop his ego and just try. Otherwise he was going to loose either way, might as well make this doable. It was the getting beyond what he was doing to tell himself this was for a greater payoff in the end....
So he tried. Admist the cold water hitting him in sharp pellets, he tried to do this with his eyes squeezed shut, imagining it was Zoe there and not him being pathetic.
On Aug 20, 2014 5:32 PM, "Lucky L." <email@example.com> wrote: Zoe had no idea that Greed took a mental snapshot of her butt or any other part of her. She gave him credit for not running to Lust but to Zoe... it was just a matter of time before he caved. She was not giving brownie points for him holding out for an x amount of time. It was forever or no deal and she still didn't believe he could do forever.
On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 2:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: It had been days since Greed had tried an all around conversation with Zoe concerning the functions of every day normal boys who did not get sex when they wanted. Lust had not stopped written her calls, and a vulnerable Greed was getting antsy. He was going through his usual morning routine to get ready. Nothing unusual until he caught the smallest glimpse of Zoe through the crack of her room door. Samson has nudged his way in the room when she thought she'd closed the door. Greed had dodged her eyes when she turned to see the dog, but he'd gotten a glimpse of naked flesh and that perfectly round bubble butt.
Once safely in the confines of the bathroom he just kept replaying that picture in his head. Only when he'd been just a human shell had he gotten a morning woody that doing anything about was futile. He was not walking around with that all morning. He tried a cold shower with some relief but it was then that he realized maybe he should take Digger's advice. Starring definitely wasn't going to make this problem any easier, today or any other day. He'd made a choice, now was the time to put it to the test.When he'd been Mason Steele, the hunky buzz cut porn star he'd had to touch himself and all that shut, but this was so different.