Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_logs, @ 2014-09-02 11:41:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, zoe hansen |
WHO: Zoe & Greed w/Derek and Chance
WHEN: Tuesday
WHERE: Street, Zoe's apartment, Chance's work
WHAT: Worst anniversary ever again
WARNING: Sneaky ex's spying
Note: The log reads backwards
Derek watched that motherfucker from earlier at Chance's computer and only after Greed left did he go and snoop around. He read the sticky notes and ripped them off the computer and pocketed them. Chance didn't know he had a date with Zoe tomorrow night. Which was good, cause Zoe didn't know she now had a date with Derek tomorrow night.
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 3:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed waited impatiently for a response before he left. He assumed she wasn't going to reply, he'd literally hit the refresh button every ten seconds. His stomach fluttered when he saw one new message in his inbox. It stung a little that it wasn't quite the reply he'd been expecting, but there was some sense of pride to know that he was who she really wanted. It made him think fir a moment that if he hadn't been so arrogant and quick to jump, they might not be in this situation. He was learning that it was all Sin that q loved her, it was all Sin she wanted. His body had been his shell of humanity, and even without it, she didn't want a replacement. He replied rather quickly that he would see her tomorrow at eight. He left Chance a sticky note on the computer that said the Saree, time abd place he was to be. The second sticky note said 'BE THERE OR ELSE...'
Then the third 'I'll fucking KILL you'.
On Jul 24, 2014 5:35 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe was surprised when she got an email from Chance and by the time she got to the end of it, she had tears in her eyes. It was a very emotional email for the zombie to send. It was more emotion than he'd shown her since he'd been around. The words he used made it about her, how she deserved to be happy, that he wanted to give her the life she wanted with Greed but couldn't have. Zoe often felt like she wasn't destined for it. She was going to decline but the email just said to show him if she was willing to give him a shot. She didn't want to go.. but the words were so raw. After half n hour, she sent her reply saying that his words were so moving but she wasn't looking to replace Greed. She didn't know if she could attempt to even try to love Chance and maybe she just needed to be on her own for awhile. But they sort of ended things awkwardly and maybe a dinner to say goodbye and end on a better not would be alright. In truth, Zoe didn't want to, it hurt too much to see his face but he seemed so.. vulnerable, her soft heart couldn't deny him. She hoped he'd still meet her even if it wasn't for what he wanted.
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 2:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
That FBI badge came in handy, he'd have to make sure he made a replica for the future. The things he could get away with endless. Once Chance had left the office Greed snuck in. He had a plan. It was a completely insane one, but he was on a mission. Greed needed to contact Zoe, but he needed it to look like Chance was asking fir her attention. It wouldn't work otherwise. It was pretty heartfelt coming from Greed, and nothing was a lie, it was just the face she chose to see it coming from. He told her how empty it was. How he wanted to give her a piece of what she'd had before, and that he was willing to work things out. He asked her out for dinner, picking the restaurant and telling her what time to meet him. By the time he was done his insides twisted into a knot and he felt his head go dizzy. Without her love it gave him the same sick feeling because he couldn't have it.
On Jul 24, 2014 4:31 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
The scuffle was broken up by a flash of Greed's badge to the man that tried to get them to stop, Derek even backed off at the FBI ID. He adjusted his clothes, gave Greed the finger and walked off, trying to figure out a plan. Later in the day, there was barely anyone at the office and Derek chewed on the end of his pen thinking how best to get Zoe. He didn't know where she lived, she wouldn't respond to his calls or texts and it was making him angrier. He'd called the store and they said she'd gone for the day and they couldn't reveal her schedule. It was then he thought he heard someone else in the office but he was hidden behind his cubicle so whoever it was didn't know he was there.
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 1:28 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'll make you bleed just wait," Greed laughed before being thrown in his back by Derek's tackle. It hurt but not as much as Derek would if he perused Zoe.
On Jul 24, 2014 3:05 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Son of a bitch!!" he said when Greed punched him, "I don't even know you!" he wrapped his arms around Greed's middle and tried to knock him to the ground. This was why Zoe needed him and she didn't even realize it, he was better for her than creeps like this trying to push her on white boys who didn't appreciate her. Not like Derek would.
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 12:03 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed wasn't as big as before. He ess ruined, but his muscle mass was nowhere near where it had been. At this moment it was sorely missed. He dragged Derek outside ready to strangle him. "He doesn't know he wants her yet. You are a pain in my ass and have been for a long time." Greed slammed his first in Derek's face. In this body Derek just thought this guy was delusional, not knowing why he was involved. One thing he did know was if Chance didn't know he wanted her, then maybe Zoe didn't know what age wanted either, which was a bonus fir him. Greed was so focused on making Zoe's life happy, he didn't realize the grim fantasy he was pumping into Derek.
On Jul 24, 2014 2:53 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe disappeared, going into the ladies restroom to sit and do deep breathing through her tears. She would stay there until she was sure both men were gone. Derek gave Greed an angry look, "He doesn't want her, jackass." he ground out and tried to shove him off.
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 11:49 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed grabbed Derek by the jacket collar, momentarily entranced by Zoe's pretty yellow dress. It would have been perfect if she had a smile to match. "You're fucking up my plans shitface. I'm trying to get her hooked up with Chance and you are ruining it," he growled.
On Jul 24, 2014 2:27 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe's mouth dropped open when she saw Greed and her face turned red. She was so sick of the men in her life that she kicked out that just kept coming back in. "All I want is for the both of you to leave me the hell alone and neither of you can manage to do that. Does that give you ANY indication of why I DON'T want to be with you?" she had raised her voice but it was unclear who she had directed it at, maybe both. She just stormed off to the back, they could kill each other for all she cared.
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 11:24 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed came in just as Derek started complimenting her dress. He was brimming over with anger. "Leave her the fuck alone." Derek was ruining his plans.
On Jul 24, 2014 2:09 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe felt like he was beating her up with his persistence and she said a very firm and flat, "No." and kept doing her work.
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 11:05 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"We were good together. Just give me a chance. Let me take you out for dinner." He was going to push this, and when she didnt listen he would make her.
On Jul 24, 2014 1:58 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe looked annoyed and busied herself with organizing whatever was in front of her, "Derek, just because Chance and I broke up does not mean I want to be with you."
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 10:57 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Thought you'd like some company. Especially since white boy messed up." Derek wasn't as smooth as Greed. His bluntness was just rubbing her misfortunes in her face. Greed was still arguing with the man outside so Derek had a little more time to corner Zoe.
On Jul 24, 2014 1:46 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe was wearing a bright yellow dress that made her look like a ray of sunshine that you could cuddle. But her face was anything but, she looked tired and she hadn't been eating right. But it would have been Greed and hers two year anniversary and they didn't make it. She missed him but she knew it was best they split up... none of her relationships ever lasted for longer than two years it seemed. This one even less. So maybe she wore the dress because it reminded her of him and what they had and she wanted to torture herself today since she was officially alone since Chance didn't keep in touch since moving out. For the best. She sighed and gave Derek an exhausted look as he walked over and she again explained she was busy.
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 10:28 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
Greed followed his mood darkening each step Derek took towards listing Zoe. He had no idea he'd lead him right to where she worked just by thinking of the toy store. Everything he felt exuded into Derek. That passion, that intensity, that drive to never take no for an answer.
Derek walked in with a smug smile finding his target. Greed however git stopped by another car whose driver got out to argue about how pedestrians did not have the right away when they just crossed oncoming traffic with no cross walk.
On Jul 24, 2014 12:42 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Derek stopped and was typing something into his phone, Zoe obviously had hung up. She didn't want to see him but he was not going to take no for an answer... if she just met up with him, she'd see that he was the right guy for her.
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 9:00 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
Greed followed not knowing that that looming cloud he projected just pushed Derek even further to track down Zoe. He had to get to him before he got to Zoe. Greed had been playing FBI agent for a few weeks, he'd learned a few tricks. Patience wasn't one of them. He crossed the street after Derek, not minding the cars and earning a few honks and fingers thrown out the window.
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 2:32 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com>wrote:
The redhead stumbled back and started having a heated talk with Chance, why did he know such lunatics? Was he really going to let Greed get away with manhandling her like that!? Derek in the meantime was still speaking sweetly in a low voice, unaware that Greed was coming after him, "Forget him, he was a loser. He was feeling up this redhead from the office right now, I'm telling you, they must have been having an affair for months behind your back." he tried to convince her, not knowing why she wouldn't just move on as he crossed to the other side of the street, trying to think of where she might be.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 11:27 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed's ears perked and his blood boiled. Like a hound his sniffer caught whiff of a visible threat. Where the fuck did Derek think he was going? He quickly let go of the red-head and went to attack bigger things.
On Jul 24, 2014 2:03 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
The redhead was still yapping at him like a dog but was looking worried since Greed looked like he was ready to kill someone. Derek didn't give a rat's ass about the trio anymore as he was on the phone and as he was about to cross the street, he turned his head to check for cars, the words "Come on Zoey, just a coffee..." could be heard before the conversation getting lost when he checked for cars the other way.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 11:00 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed's anger was starting accumulate like a cloud hanging over them with a vengeance. It was about to open up with a flood of serious emotions. Those in his post would be affected. If Chance did anything with this girl it was to drop her off at Envy's insane asylum with a note that said "here's a present. Don't kill it too early." He was that pissed. He didn't even notice Derek was a threat now.
On Jul 24, 2014 1:54 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Derek looked at Greed fighting the redhead, "Nah, he seems busy." he stepped back and pointed his fingers in a you the man fashion at Chance, "You're better off!" meaning without Zoe. He started walking away, pulling out his phone to call Zoe.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 10:52 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Well tell that to him." He was tired of being Greed's body doppelganger. He wasn't going to be him no matter what he pumped him up with. Chance was forever going to be an empty shell. He'd used Zoe to find some sort of familiarity, but all it did was make him feel less and less like a person. Funny, considering it was having Greed in him that felt less like a Sin. The two split apart were just oil and water, opposite sides of a coin that needed to merge but couldn't now. Greed was too busy wrangling a red-head ready to snap her wrist so he could try and charm his former self to go back to Zoe's apartment with some sort of peace offering. Hell if he was going to let him maul a stripper that couldn't equal his sprinkled golden Greek.
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 1:47 AM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
That redhead still bitched away at Greed, cursing at him and trying to get free while a HUGE smile spread on Derek's face as Chance gave him confirmation. His teeth gleamed white as he slapped a friendly hand on Chance's back, "Man, I gotta tell you, I think this is for the best. You two never made a good couple anyways." not as good a couple as he and Zoe were going to make.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 10:44 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Jesus H. Christ this was a zoo. Greed needed superhero lazer beems for eyes so he turn them all to ash like Cyclops. That was the only clear way he was going to get out of this without busting a blood vessel. He was angry that in three weeks of attempting to mold his old self that it had turned and done a complete asshole and move (that while complimentary to his nature) was NOT what he'd wanted. Greed grabbed the girl's wrists. Greed was ready to light her on fire. While he had that distraction Chance was able to confirm what Derek needed to know so badly.
"YES!" he finally said. There were way too many people dragging themselves into his life when it obviously had nothing to do with Greed or Zoe anymore. Why was this so difficult for the world to understand?
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 1:37 AM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Man, you on some drugs!?" asked Derek since Greed was clearly crazy. "Does Zoey even know you or you some bitch ass stalker of hers?" the redhead started hitting Greed with her tiny fists and Derek used the opportunity to take Chance by the arm and move him a couple of feet away, he needed the blonde white boy to confirm they broke up and then he'd make his move.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 10:35 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You were talking to me." Greed didn't even cut his eyes over at the asshole. He wasn't the beefcake right now, but he sure as hell could throw down this punk. One salivating idiot was enough, especially when this was not the way his plans were supposed to work. "You're not sinking your vampire teeth into Zoe, so you can regurgitate your saliva or I'll give you something to swallow." His fist in his face. He pointed to the redhead. "You go find the strip club you work when you're not at the office, and you," he pointed at Chance, "go get Zoe some flowers or some shit like normal boys do."
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 1:30 AM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Derek's eyes went wide and he put his arms out at his sides, spread wide, "Hey man, I wasn't talking to you!" he snapped at Greed. "I was talking to him so step off!" and he pointed at Chance and looked back at the red head, "So is it true?" he looked like he was about to devour a pie sitting on a windowsill.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 10:27 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"None of your business fucker!" Greed put his hand out to hold Derek back from this conversation. There was already too much stupid in here for him to work with. He didn't need the added aggravation or he was going to do some serious damage. He assumed that when Derek was talking he was talking to him and not the zombie who was using his name. That fucking skin didn't even have the right to have his name, let alone his tattoos and his girl.
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 1:24 AM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
The redhead girl's mouth dropped open, "Listen, I don't know who you think you are--" she started saying to Greed when a man's voice cut through, "Wait hold up Avaritia," it was Derek, looking slick in his suit and very very interested, "Did you say you and Zoey broke up?" he pointed at him, not even registering Greed with his new skin.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 10:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"We did, this guy's a lunatic." Chance looked at Greed who was fuming. So it seemed that all those hints that Greed had dropped, all the cues he'd given Chance to use on Zoe---he'd been using on this girl instead. "Oh you are a slut honey, I can sniff them out a mile away." He should know, she'd doted on him for weeks before trying to get his attention before he'd been body swapped. "I guess your sticky notes finally made their way out of the trash." Greed was pissed. This was NOT at all what he'd had planned.
On Thu, Jul 24, 2014 at 1:16 AM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It was a good thing Zoe couldn't see, she would die watching Chance's body be all flirty with the redhead. But it was part of why she helped Chance find his own place, his own life... because she knew they wouldn't be able to be together and the idea of watching him start that life without her was painful. And it would hurt too much if he moved on while still living with her. She'd stopped sleeping with him the night she slapped Greed, it was all too unbearable. The redhead had slipped her hand in Chance's but at Greed's outburst, she made a face, she was not a slut, "Wait. I thought you said you and your girlfriend broke up?" she asked Chance. There was someone closeby whose ears perked when they heard the words break up and Chance.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 10:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
Greed had been trying for weeks to actually get Chance to pay attention to Zoe. At least if it was his body, it was still a part of him with her that wouldn't destroy her. It was selfish because he wasn't ready to let go completely, and this was a way to keep hanging on even if through his old self. Chance was just a blockhead without him though. The boy had since moved out from Zoe's apartment, finding Greed's needling just more a hinderance then letting him make a life for himself.
Greed just grew increasingly angry with his former self because he might be the 2.0 version, but fuck if he was going to understand anything he was going to have to work under Greed's tutelage. The hardest hit (aside from that slap Zoe had dealt him weeks ago) was finding Chance flirting with a redhead from work. Of all days he chose this one to be a dickbag? Hell if he was going to let himself give up! This was his special prize and damn all the demons in hell he was still going to have her. Watching himself from the outside was kind of torture. Chance was ruining this!!
The redhead slipped her hand into Chance's blonde hair, fluffing it with her fingers where he reacted shyly, but the little smirk that he wouldn't give Zoe was a clear indication he liked this girl's attentions. Greed wasn't going to let that go. He cornered Chance like he had so many times, this time following him down the street like a big bad shadow ready to pounce. "What the fuck are you doing? Today of all days? Hello! Anniversary! Lose the slut go to see your girlfriend."
Chance just rolled his eyes like a typical boy. He was really getting frustrated with Greed's meddling. "It's not my anniversary! It's yours!"