|ilsa rainmayr (apophenia) wrote in nevermore_logs,|
@ 2013-10-28 18:10:00
|Entry tags:||ilsa rainmayr, joseph van der berg|
WHO: Ilsa & Joey
WHEN: 29th May (YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT BABY.)
WHERE: Joey's place
Lena was back with them and she was going to be okay. She was even out of the hospital and being as positive (as one could expect) about the whole ordeal that had gone on.
And now it was time for Ilsa to make amends. While Lena had been gone, Ilsa had laid the blame entirely on Joey: she had screamed and raged at him that this was his fault, that Lena was being punished because of it. The accusations had been unfair but at the time Ilsa had needed someone to blame, someone who was there and accessible and easy. She couldn't do anything to help Lena and so blame was the only thing left to her.
And so with a bunch of flowers she made her way to Joey's studio apartment, knocking heavily on the door and telling herself that if he refused to see her that would accept this and leave the flowers. (The note attached to them was her apology, put into more eloquent words than it was sure to be when spoken.)