"He already knows," she admitted quietly. "I told him when I first got the letter. I asked him not to tell. But everything is so... argh!" with a sound of frustration she ran her hands though her hair, giving it a yank. "It's not fair! I hate all of you. I hate living in this house and having to watch dad and I hate Thomas being in hospital and I hate mom worrying and I hate hate hate everything in the world!"