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Leyla Demir ♛ Persephone ([info]anironqueen) wrote in [info]mythopoeics,
@ 2012-08-16 03:38:00

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Entry tags:!zurvan, persephone, rosier

forty-three.
[Filter: Rosier]

Sometimes, I go to sleep wishing we could do it all over again. They are ashes now and that wish is futile but it remains.

I don't feel as satisfied as I thought I would. Nothing, I think, will satisfy me, Rosier, as nothing will bring back to me a warm, gently breathing Hypnos. Our youngest brother will never lay about as I comb my fingers through his impossibly soft hair. I will never wait with great patience for him to open his eyes and smile again.

Something was done. Justice was obtained but I still don't feel right.

So what do we do now?

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[info]loveisthedrug_
2012-08-16 08:02 am UTC (link)
We bury everything. We stop thinking about it. We never bring it up again. We just ignore it

We keep going. That's all we can do. We continue with our lives. There is nothing else we can do. Bottle everything up, leave it somewhere, and keep going

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[info]anironqueen
2012-08-16 07:01 pm UTC (link)
It feels like there should be more than this. I feel helpless and unfulfilled and

I want more and I know there is nothing left.

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[info]loveisthedrug_
2012-08-16 07:11 pm UTC (link)
I'm not good at this You're right. There's nothing left. Hypnos is dead and they are dead and nothing else is left to do on that front. It wasn't meant to last. We aren't meant to last. One day someone may find us and do the same.

We were never meant to- How do I put this? We will feel it until we are dead and so we will never be fulfilled. That is why we find a way to bury it deep and continue. Find work to do if you like. I'm sure we'll have more customers to accommodate soon enough once their customers come to us. I'm sorry if this is harsh, but I- I don't want to think about it anymore

Forgive my mood. I'm tired.

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[info]anironqueen
2012-08-16 07:46 pm UTC (link)
I imagine so. Yet, even with that possibility that could bring us closer to Hypnos, I don't want to die.

You're right. You are so very right. And I forgive you, brother. Forgive you and love you most dearly but never fear, don't worry. I don't expect you to say the same words back when I know you feel something for us.

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[info]loveisthedrug_
2012-08-17 07:41 am UTC (link)
No one wants to die...except for the stupid ones.

I lo- Yes. Good.

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[info]anironqueen
2012-08-17 06:07 pm UTC (link)
I imagine so.

I'll let you do...whatever it is that needs to be done. I'm going to lie down a while.

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