Casper lifted his shoulders slightly in a shrug, not all that used to talking to other people let alone sharing his thoughts and worries with them. He would have given anything to tell Sebastian of his suspicions about the man he'd met the other day just so the other could tell him that he was being paranoid but he kept his mouth shut, afraid that Sebastian would tell him that he was right with his suspicions and he wasn't quite sure if he was ready to accept the truth of the world around him. He's accepted it once been prepared for it, but now...now he didn't know what to think. "Its okay I just...I'm not sure what to think...what to believe anymore but that's nothing you need to know about..." Trailing off he tried to remember the events of last night, avoiding Sebastian's gaze as he did so. "How do you think fireworks are made?"