"Yes, Dean. You're selfish! You didn't want to carry on without me, but guess what? I'm going to have to carry on without you knowing it's my fault you're in Hell! How did it make you feel when you found out Dad sold his soul for you?! Because that's what you've put on me. I am not going to shoulder that guilt. I won't. I'm going to find a way to save you or die trying!" Breathe, Sam, breathe.