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[26 Nov 2009|10:59pm] |
"This is the one." The universe assures me from behind the counter.
"But I thought you said the last one was the one." I reply.
"No." Says the universe. "I sold you that one so you would know that this, this is the one."
"Is there another one?" I ask the universe.
"I can't tell you." They reply. "It'd ruin the surprise."
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[25 Nov 2009|11:07pm] |
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SQUEEEEEE.
I can't wait to watch Glee tomorrow. Also, I AM NOT DOWN WITH THE EXTENDED HIATUS. FOX, WTF?!
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[24 Nov 2009|02:26pm] |
are you serious, pharmacy people? giving MY cellphone number to another pharmacy and telling them i would probably be able to work tonight? on my day off? to a pharmacy that's over an hour drive for me? i'm seriously debating calling back and asking the assistant manager that did it what the hell is wrong with him.
in other news, i'm seriously proud of myself because i'm two presents away from being completely finished with christmas shopping.
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[24 Nov 2009|01:14pm] |
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Did I mention that I want this month to end? Today I started off the day the worst damn way. Well, last night I was up until 2am writing my vampire research paper, so I woke up a very tired grumpy girl this morning. I immediately went downstairs to get something to eat out of the pantry because I felt like I would've passed out in the shower if I did my usual ruitine of going straight into the shower. Out pantry is not very big and there are barbeque utensils hanging on the wall. I bent over to get my ramen noodles and somehow moved my head too close to the wall. And when I stood up really fast, I ended up stabbing my head on a barbeque pitchfork. I kind of just stood there for five minutes asking myself, "really?!" over and over again. The fun part is that it even bled a little. I have a nice puncture wound on my head. Fucking fabulous, hahaha. Such a great start. I'm so glad I just have to get through this computer class and my algebra class tomorrow... then I'm done until next Monday! Thank you, Thanksgiving. :]
Aah, my mom finally ordered my winter coat!
http://store.delias.com/item.do?itemID=51810&categoryID=2023&sizeFilter=&colorFilter=&brandFilter=
It's back ordered, but I'll receive it once they get more.
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[23 Nov 2009|09:12pm] |
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If this month could end any faster, I'd be so fucking happy. This month has been pretty fucking bad for me... and I haven't really been in a bad mood since my last fucking relationship. Aah, too much swearing, haha. Anyways. So, you read my friend only entries a few weeks ago. I'm not going to repeat them now, but you understand how that fucked my week up a bit. Well, today wasn't a very good day. Every Monday, my friend Destiny drives me home because I have sociology with her. Well, today, she rear-ended someone. She wasn't distracted, she just didn't press the brake hard enough. Neither of us were injured and there was practically no damage done to either car. And when I got home, I went to grab something under my bed and moved my neck weird and now it fucking hurts. It hurts to look to my left. I feel like my neck problem is only a coincidence to the accident because we weren't jerked that bad. Ugh, not to mention I'm doing a bunch of shit for my research paper that I need to get done by tomorrow. It's on vampires, so basically I'm getting description quotes from Twilight and Interview With the Vampire and looking up stuff from the tv show Moonlight. The books are the only credible sources I have since my topic is fictional. I've gotten all the cool myths from wikipedia since all the other sites are Twilight fan girl shit sites. But I don't know. I'm sure I'll be very well off with this essay. In two weeks, I have an argumentative paper due and I'm doing it on how bullshit the 2012 deal is. The world isn't going to end. Shut the fuck up. :]
Oh, by the way, the only good thing about that movie was John Cusack and Woody Harrelson. I half expected Woody to pull out a twinkie after seeing Zombieland, haha.
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[22 Nov 2009|02:13pm] |
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i am home on thanksgiving break, two days in and i already have too much time to sit around and read/think. i read this essay in one of the books lying around my house about what i would accomplish if i knew i could never fail. the list was large, but the items were small things that could be achieved easily, i've just never gotten around to it. looking at this list, i feel extremely pathetic. i mean, what the hell is holding me back? i am a poor man's version of myself. i plan trips but never take them, i buy the guitar but never learn, i buy books but never read them, i buy clothes i never wear, i create plotlines and characters for novels that i never finish writing, i have feelings but never act on them. i don't have enough time to do things i want, scratch that - i don't make time. i am only nineteen but i feel like i've gotten nothing done in my life. i haven't been truly happy with myself since 2005. from now on - i start finishing what i begin.
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| i hate being sick. |
[22 Nov 2009|11:48am] |
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[20 Nov 2009|11:19pm] |
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[20 Nov 2009|10:30pm] |
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So, today didn't go completely as planned, but I still had a really good day. I was woken up at 8:30am this morning by someone working in our bathroom. I stayed up until 1am talking to my best friend on AIM so I was pissed. It hurt to keep my eyes open, so I stayed in bed. The guy had a machine going so that's what kept me up. I'd fall asleep whenever he turned it off, but would be woken up when he turned it back on. I wanted to fucking cry.
Anthony came over around nine. He coaxed me out of bed after a little while. We ended up going downstairs to get some food and hung out for a bit. Then we took a (non-sexual) shower together... in my uncomfortably small shower on the third floor. Very uncomfortable. We cuddled for a bit after, then we got all ready and such. He had to go back to his house to get his bass and I went with him. Then we went back to my house and took a few quick pictures together. So much for my picture-party/picnic. Oh well. Once we go to Newburyport, we'll take a bunch of pictures.
After my mom got home, we picked Katie up. We visited quickly with my aunt and uncle outside of their apartment. Katie's sleeping over tonight and tomorrow night. I guess we're going to visit more with my aunt and uncle tomorrow afternoon and then we're going to Kohl's because my mom wants to buy Katie a Christmas dress.
That's about it, haha.
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[20 Nov 2009|09:36pm] |
Dear NBC,
All is not forgiven. But almost all is. For now at at least.
Love, Me.
Going to have a Chuck party on Jan 10th when season three starts. That date is also ... my birthday. So you know, NBC got me Chuck for my birthday.
THANK YOU NBC.
(If you could somehow arrange for Zach Levi, and Adam Baldwin to show up at my house you know, than all would be forgiven.)
EDIT: God the MuchMusic VJ's were so much cooler when I was a kid. No. For serious, we had George Stroumboulopoulos, Rick, and Bill. We had cool ones. I remember Bill being all "THIS SONG ROCKS" about 'Hello Time Bomb' and being all 'oh hey, he's right ...'
Blah. I dislike these new VJ's.
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| is there a home for the homeless? is there hope for the hopeless? |
[20 Nov 2009|04:27pm] |
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he talks and i intently hear the words and cling to them. i grab them and store them in my long term memory to hold on to for later, i know everything about him and he knows nothing about me and i'm perfectly fine with that. i love knowing everything about him, i wouldn't have it any other way because i'd almost rather listen than speak. he is bipolar and i am always confused, i am usually so good at reading people but with him, i draw a blank and every day is something new. whenever i think i have him figured out he does something completely unexpected and i'm back at square one. he stutters and mumbles and mixes up his words and he is flawed and perfect and everything in between. and he is the reason why i am slowly learning how to feel again.
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[19 Nov 2009|10:07pm] |
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I love not having class on Fridays. I get to sleep in and do whatever the fuck I want. Not to mention I will be home alone until Brandon gets home. Anthony wants to visit for a little while before a show. I can't go because my cousin Katie is sleeping over. Should be nice, and a little awkward. I haven't seen her in years... and apparently she asked if my aunt and uncle could visit for a bit. a;fghsdklfgd. Let's just say I do not like my uncle and he's in a lot of trouble somewhere and a local cop (who's friends with my mom) knows the whole story. My mom doesn't really know what to say... she hasn't replied yet. She doesn't want to get him in trouble, but she can't really stop it. Complicated.
Anywho. I mentioned Anthony might stop over for a few hours. I decided that we have a photo-party and have a picnic outside. I don't think it will actually happen since he complained and said it will be too cold outside. WELL. I agree. I do not have a winter coat yet so I might freeze my tits off. Speaking of which, I need to remind my mom to order my coat. Dammit. So, maybe we can have a picture party/picnic indoors? I also want to go on an "adventure" with him sometime soon. Maybe explore Newburyport and have dinner/lunch with him or something. I don't know. We rarely go out other than school anymore. Not to mention I've been dating the boy for over three years and we've only been on like three dates. Super lame.
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[19 Nov 2009|07:29pm] |
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Dairyland Greyhound Racetrack in Kenosha Wisconsin will be closing 12/31/09. 900 Greyhounds need to be adopted or they will be euthanized. Please help spread the word. Contact Joanne Kehoe; Operations Director @ 312-559-0887 or Dairyland Racetrack Adoption Center directly @ 262-612-8256. (repost from a friends page, please do the same)
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| Bring your toys back to the cahphet! |
[18 Nov 2009|06:21am] |
Went to sleep last night with a pounding headache -- this was about 9:30 or so. Woke up with a ... wait for it ... headache. Urgh. (Obligatory: "It's not a tumor!" comment. There now that is out of my system).
Hoping to be able to get RP stuff done tonight. Hoping this stupid headache goes away.
( This has been stuck in my head for days .... )
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[17 Nov 2009|04:52pm] |
the whole world is watching, you haven't come this far to fall off the earth
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| i love these boys so much. |
[17 Nov 2009|05:26pm] |
bsb dates to remember
08.02.05 / 08.13.07 / 08.06.08
08.07.08 / 08.26.08
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| oh, Facebook stalking. |
[17 Nov 2009|12:50pm] |
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For some reason, the guy who I was absolutely in love with in elementary/part of middle school reminds me of Joseph Gordon-Levitt. And much like JGL, he is kind of unattainable (read: across the country). FML.
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| Tonight, I watched the sky fall |
[17 Nov 2009|02:27am] |
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It's amazing how happy I feel after being determined to stay up and watch at least a few meteors zoom across the sky. It's a great feeling. I'll probably dream of shooting stars for weeks now.
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