beautifulquinn (![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} beautifulquinn) wrote in ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} mckinley_high,@ 2012-04-03 20:28:00 |
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| Entry tags: | ! aim, # character: quinn fabray, # character: rachel berry, * status: complete |
Who: Rachel & Quinn
What: Chats about the wedding and life
When: Tuesday evening
Rating: G
musicingenue
I didn't say it the other day, but I'm sorry for what happened. And I really do appreciate you coming to the wedding. I didn't say that and I should have.
I didn't say it the other day, but I'm sorry for what happened. And I really do appreciate you coming to the wedding. I didn't say that and I should have.
quinn fabray
I'm sorry, too. And I'm sorry you blame yourself.... and you're welcome. I'm sorry my presence made Finn uncomfortable, and if it made you uncomfortable, I'm also sorry. I just...really wanted to be there for you guys.
I'm sorry, too. And I'm sorry you blame yourself.... and you're welcome. I'm sorry my presence made Finn uncomfortable, and if it made you uncomfortable, I'm also sorry. I just...really wanted to be there for you guys.
musicingenue
Did Finn tell you that?
Did Finn tell you that?
quinn fabray
Kinda, yeah. That it was awkward for him with me there.
Kinda, yeah. That it was awkward for him with me there.
musicingenue
Did he say why?
Did he say why?
quinn fabray
Not really. I think just 'cause we don't always get along very well. But it's ok.
Not really. I think just 'cause we don't always get along very well. But it's ok.
musicingenue
I don't really know why he would say that.
I don't really know why he would say that.
quinn fabray
It's okay, Rachel. Last week...tensions were running high.
It's okay, Rachel. Last week...tensions were running high.
musicingenue
I know. But, still. I mean, don't get me wrong ...I've been jealous of you for a really long time.
I know. But, still. I mean, don't get me wrong ...I've been jealous of you for a really long time.
quinn fabray
...why?
...why?
musicingenue
Because you had it all.
Because you had it all.
quinn fabray
Key word being had, Rachel. And even then..it wasn't all it seemed.
Key word being had, Rachel. And even then..it wasn't all it seemed.
musicingenue
You were pretty, popular ...you had Finn. The grades. Friends.
You were pretty, popular ...you had Finn. The grades. Friends.
quinn fabray
You should have seen my home life. How fake it was. How much I struggled with fearing I wasn't good enough. Rachel...if anyone should be jealous, it should be me of you.
You should have seen my home life. How fake it was. How much I struggled with fearing I wasn't good enough. Rachel...if anyone should be jealous, it should be me of you.
musicingenue
I had nothing but my voice. And even then that didn't seem like much
I had nothing but my voice. And even then that didn't seem like much
musicingenue
But why would you be jealous of me?
But why would you be jealous of me?
quinn fabray
Your confidence. Your ability to put what other people said behind you...
You've got it all, Rachel. It might have taken longer to show than you liked. But really.
Your confidence. Your ability to put what other people said behind you...
You've got it all, Rachel. It might have taken longer to show than you liked. But really.
musicingenue
It's easier to see now, of course.
It's easier to see now, of course.
quinn fabray
You've got more going for you than I ever did. Just...enjoy it, okay?
You've got more going for you than I ever did. Just...enjoy it, okay?
musicingenue
I'm trying.
I'm trying.
quinn fabray
Good.
Good.
musicingenue
It's very different, you know.
It's very different, you know.
quinn fabray
How so?
How so?
musicingenue
I know everyone thinks what Finn and I did was stupid. But I ..I like the changes.
I know everyone thinks what Finn and I did was stupid. But I ..I like the changes.
quinn fabray
I hope it works out for you, then.
I really, really do.
I hope it works out for you, then.
I really, really do.