InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "What are you doing Dave?"

♠ Asuka Langley Soryu (redcontempt) wrote in marinasylum,
@ 2010-11-26 16:47:00

Current location:	common room
Entry tags:	:action, asuka langley soryu, castiel, jun ushiro, tamaki suoh, tieria erde, wisely

[private/open action]
[ You closed yourself off to it, which was why it wouldn't respond to you anymore. ]

[ Believe what you like, Second Child. But it didn't serve you very well in my world. ]

I'm so sick of it.

[ The most basic form of the Lilim, when their AT Fields have been removed. A liquid we call LCL.]

I'm so sick of it! You don' t know anything! Shut your god damned mouth! Stop acting like you know it all -- you -- you -- FUCKING ANGEL!

[breathing] ........

I couldn't have been replaced. There's just no way. I did my duty, I killed those Angels -- I obeyed them! They chose me back then, me, not -- not him. He's the trash. Not me. I...I...

He's such a liar. There's no way that primordial soup is even true. I wouldn't have let that happen in the first place! Nothing like that could have happened since I'm --

...But I'm not. Not anymore....

Fucking Angel.

...Fucking Kaworu.

I can't even do anything. Not anymore. I don't have my Eva. I don't have the Lance. There's nothing. I should have hit him harder. [....laughter] I wonder -- stupid -- I wonder what stupid Shinji would say if he saw me. Or the First.

[ You are stronger than this. ]

Shut up...shut up. What would you say if you saw Kaworu? I bet you'd get along with him. He's like you. A freak, an angel. I don't even -- you don't even know me. I'm not....that.....strong. ...I need --

[ What's wrong with a little help, Asuka? ]

...What's wrong? I'll tell you what's wrong. I don't need it. It's worthless. I've already decided that I'll support myself. I've already grown up so -- whatever happens I'll survive.

.......Fucking hell.

-------------

[ Asuka's long since left her room. She's desperate to move about, because if she stays still in bed then she starts thinking and god is she sick of thinking. Instead, she lies on the couch in the shelter and pulls out the Jenga pieces. ]

[ look at this kick ass tower. someone has too much time on her hands 8| ]

(Read comments) - (Post a new comment)

	and they're going to yell at each other all the time redcontempt 2010-11-27 08:08 pm UTC (link)
	What did you call me?! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bestest friendz foreverrrrrz icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	I called you an old lady. Is your hearing going, too? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	NOT IF HE KEEPS ON DOING THAT redcontempt 2010-11-27 08:42 pm UTC (link)
	What are you, twelve?! Shut up or I'll hit you! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	It's how he shows affection. icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 08:54 pm UTC (link)
	Thirteen, actually. And I'll just hit you back. [What do you mean, you're not supposed to punch girls?] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Asuka too! redcontempt 2010-11-28 01:07 am UTC (link)
	Like that's a difference. [ snorts ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	See? They're perfect for each other! ... Or something. I think she reminds him of Machi. \|D icanhearscreams 2010-11-28 03:44 am UTC (link)
	It is! [Don't you snort at meeeee. 8\| ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	THIS IS A HEALTHY AND LOVING RELATIONSHIP 8DD redcontempt 2010-11-28 10:30 pm UTC (link)
	[ well she's fourteen so she can't really say anything lmfao. but ] Suuuuure it is! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	CLEARLY. Also there was a tag delay while I made this icon JUST FOR THIS THREAD fft. icanhearscreams 2010-11-28 10:52 pm UTC (link)
	[lasdkjfsd going to try to punch Asuka in the face.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	FFFF redcontempt 2010-11-28 11:02 pm UTC (link)
	[ aksdjlfs WHAT. dodges, knocking over whatever pile of blocks they managed to build up. ] You little -- ! [ aiming for his shins! ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icanhearscreams 2010-11-28 11:08 pm UTC (link)
	[Ow ow ow. He takes it right in the shins and tumbles to the ground, but lashes out to kick her in the knee as he falls.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redcontempt 2010-11-30 01:19 pm UTC (link)
	[ D8< gets hit, starts hopping around with one leg in the air ] Ow!! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icanhearscreams 2010-11-30 03:53 pm UTC (link)
	[Triumphant smirk!] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redcontempt 2010-12-02 11:35 pm UTC (link)
	[ THROWS ANOTHER BLOCK AT YOU though it's kind of off-target ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icanhearscreams 2010-12-02 11:38 pm UTC (link)
	[... Good job, Asuka. You hit him in the shoulder. He throws it back but misses wildly.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redcontempt 2010-12-02 11:46 pm UTC (link)
	[ watches it hit the wall ] [ what are they even doooinggg ] Wow, your accuracy sucks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icanhearscreams 2010-12-02 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	Shut up. Zearth can aim at people's life force automatically, so it wasn't a problem. (Reply to this) (Parent)

(Read comments) -