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Tweak says, "Sarcasm is a honed skill"

♠ Asuka Langley Soryu (redcontempt) wrote in marinasylum,
@ 2010-11-26 16:47:00

Current location:	common room
Entry tags:	:action, asuka langley soryu, castiel, jun ushiro, tamaki suoh, tieria erde, wisely

[private/open action]
[ You closed yourself off to it, which was why it wouldn't respond to you anymore. ]

[ Believe what you like, Second Child. But it didn't serve you very well in my world. ]

I'm so sick of it.

[ The most basic form of the Lilim, when their AT Fields have been removed. A liquid we call LCL.]

I'm so sick of it! You don' t know anything! Shut your god damned mouth! Stop acting like you know it all -- you -- you -- FUCKING ANGEL!

[breathing] ........

I couldn't have been replaced. There's just no way. I did my duty, I killed those Angels -- I obeyed them! They chose me back then, me, not -- not him. He's the trash. Not me. I...I...

He's such a liar. There's no way that primordial soup is even true. I wouldn't have let that happen in the first place! Nothing like that could have happened since I'm --

...But I'm not. Not anymore....

Fucking Angel.

...Fucking Kaworu.

I can't even do anything. Not anymore. I don't have my Eva. I don't have the Lance. There's nothing. I should have hit him harder. [....laughter] I wonder -- stupid -- I wonder what stupid Shinji would say if he saw me. Or the First.

[ You are stronger than this. ]

Shut up...shut up. What would you say if you saw Kaworu? I bet you'd get along with him. He's like you. A freak, an angel. I don't even -- you don't even know me. I'm not....that.....strong. ...I need --

[ What's wrong with a little help, Asuka? ]

...What's wrong? I'll tell you what's wrong. I don't need it. It's worthless. I've already decided that I'll support myself. I've already grown up so -- whatever happens I'll survive.

.......Fucking hell.

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[ Asuka's long since left her room. She's desperate to move about, because if she stays still in bed then she starts thinking and god is she sick of thinking. Instead, she lies on the couch in the shelter and pulls out the Jenga pieces. ]

[ look at this kick ass tower. someone has too much time on her hands 8| ]

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	/PETS redcontempt 2010-11-27 08:07 pm UTC (link)
	I didn't say anything. [ you angels and your perceptiveness ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	*inbox spammer* thursdays 2010-11-27 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	[Starts stacking the blocks back to tower mode with the use of his telekinesis.] Your expression and sudden silence spoke for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	heeeeeeey redcontempt 2010-11-27 08:41 pm UTC (link)
	It's nothing! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	yeeeeeee thursdays 2010-11-27 08:43 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. [Just concentrates on that stacking, then. But, ugh, even using this skill tires him out so he'll stack manually at this time.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	8\| redcontempt 2010-11-28 01:06 am UTC (link)
	[ ....flicks a block at him 8D ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	B\| thursdays 2010-11-28 01:09 am UTC (link)
	[It doesn't hurt but he will stare at the block she flicked before looking at Asuka all questioningly.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	;-; redcontempt 2010-11-28 01:11 am UTC (link)
	[ frowns. ] Do angels ever get mad? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	D8 thursdays 2010-11-28 01:17 am UTC (link)
	... Yes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	8D redcontempt 2010-11-28 10:22 pm UTC (link)
	Well at least you can do something other than constant smiling. [ kaworu and his smiley face makes her rar ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	C: thursdays 2010-11-29 05:58 am UTC (link)
	[Where did this suddenly come from!?] Does smiling bother you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	LATE LATE LATE LATE redcontempt 2010-12-02 11:36 pm UTC (link)
	[ 8) ] If it's fake then yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	HOW COULD YOU. thursdays 2010-12-04 03:58 am UTC (link)
	Ah. I don't have very many of those. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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