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Tweak says, "I've got sand in my underpants"

♠ Asuka Langley Soryu (redcontempt) wrote in marinasylum,
@ 2010-11-26 16:47:00

Current location:	common room
Entry tags:	:action, asuka langley soryu, castiel, jun ushiro, tamaki suoh, tieria erde, wisely

[private/open action]
[ You closed yourself off to it, which was why it wouldn't respond to you anymore. ]

[ Believe what you like, Second Child. But it didn't serve you very well in my world. ]

I'm so sick of it.

[ The most basic form of the Lilim, when their AT Fields have been removed. A liquid we call LCL.]

I'm so sick of it! You don' t know anything! Shut your god damned mouth! Stop acting like you know it all -- you -- you -- FUCKING ANGEL!

[breathing] ........

I couldn't have been replaced. There's just no way. I did my duty, I killed those Angels -- I obeyed them! They chose me back then, me, not -- not him. He's the trash. Not me. I...I...

He's such a liar. There's no way that primordial soup is even true. I wouldn't have let that happen in the first place! Nothing like that could have happened since I'm --

...But I'm not. Not anymore....

Fucking Angel.

...Fucking Kaworu.

I can't even do anything. Not anymore. I don't have my Eva. I don't have the Lance. There's nothing. I should have hit him harder. [....laughter] I wonder -- stupid -- I wonder what stupid Shinji would say if he saw me. Or the First.

[ You are stronger than this. ]

Shut up...shut up. What would you say if you saw Kaworu? I bet you'd get along with him. He's like you. A freak, an angel. I don't even -- you don't even know me. I'm not....that.....strong. ...I need --

[ What's wrong with a little help, Asuka? ]

...What's wrong? I'll tell you what's wrong. I don't need it. It's worthless. I've already decided that I'll support myself. I've already grown up so -- whatever happens I'll survive.

.......Fucking hell.

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[ Asuka's long since left her room. She's desperate to move about, because if she stays still in bed then she starts thinking and god is she sick of thinking. Instead, she lies on the couch in the shelter and pulls out the Jenga pieces. ]

[ look at this kick ass tower. someone has too much time on her hands 8| ]

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	icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 03:27 am UTC (link)
	... Yeah, pretty much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redcontempt 2010-11-27 03:36 am UTC (link)
	[ silence get ] ...It's my turn to ask a question. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 03:37 am UTC (link)
	[... Tch. It's only fair.] Fine. What is it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redcontempt 2010-11-27 03:42 am UTC (link)
	What would you do if one of your opponents showed up here? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 03:47 am UTC (link)
	[He thinks about that for a minute.] Considering that I only saw them for a split second, I probably wouldn't even know. If I knew... it depends what's threatened by them. Why, did one of yours show up? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redcontempt 2010-11-27 03:57 am UTC (link)
	[ stops building. usually this is the point where she'd tell him to go mind his own business but, what does she have to hide? kaworu's been squealing to almost everyone about what kind of person he is, why couldn't she do the same? ] ...Yeah. It's complicated. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 04:38 am UTC (link)
	It sounds like it. [... Awkward. He reaches over and picks up a loose block, putting it on top.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redcontempt 2010-11-27 04:42 am UTC (link)
	[ frowns at nothing ] Don't knock it over. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	I could have sworn I tagged this. 8\| icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 06:17 am UTC (link)
	I won't. [He pokes out a block carefully and puts it next to the first he moved.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	/PETS redcontempt 2010-11-27 01:07 pm UTC (link)
	Says the guy who shoved it over earlier. [ humphs and continues along ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 05:13 pm UTC (link)
	Your reaction was more fun than my sister's. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redcontempt 2010-11-27 07:10 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not your entertainment. Look for some little kid to pick on. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 07:31 pm UTC (link)
	Hmm... no. [He grins, and pokes out another block.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redcontempt 2010-11-27 07:34 pm UTC (link)
	[ 8\|\|\| THROWS A BLOCK AT YOU ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 07:38 pm UTC (link)
	[lakjsdfsd batting it away and knocking over the tower in the process.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redcontempt 2010-11-27 07:39 pm UTC (link)
	Nice going idiot! [ stares at the mess ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 07:43 pm UTC (link)
	You're the one who threw the block at me! [Grumble grumble. Starts picking up the blocks.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	redcontempt 2010-11-27 07:51 pm UTC (link)
	You were totally asking for it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	I love these two. \|D icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 07:54 pm UTC (link)
	I think I missed the part where I said "I would like to have a block thrown in my face, please". (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ME TOO! redcontempt 2010-11-27 07:58 pm UTC (link)
	If you think really hard then you just might remember. [ picks up blocks too ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	I'm not sure if they're going to end up friends or what, they're so tsun. icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 08:04 pm UTC (link)
	[He glances over at her... yeah. He definitely can't take her. She's bigger and likely stronger than him. He's not an idiot.] You sure your memory isn't going, old lady? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	and they're going to yell at each other all the time redcontempt 2010-11-27 08:08 pm UTC (link)
	What did you call me?! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bestest friendz foreverrrrrz icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	I called you an old lady. Is your hearing going, too? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	NOT IF HE KEEPS ON DOING THAT redcontempt 2010-11-27 08:42 pm UTC (link)
	What are you, twelve?! Shut up or I'll hit you! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	It's how he shows affection. icanhearscreams 2010-11-27 08:54 pm UTC (link)
	Thirteen, actually. And I'll just hit you back. [What do you mean, you're not supposed to punch girls?] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)