|Axel || viii (memorization) wrote in marinasylum,|
@ 2010-02-23 18:48:00
|Entry tags:||:action, axel, demyx, lacus clyne, xion|
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[Life hasn't been treating Axel well and while he isn't one to gripe or worry about it he can't help but feel sort of...useless.
Getting little to no sleep these past couple of days hasn't helped and since he's been devoting his time and energy into keeping Xion and Roxas safe he has little time for himself. But how can he think about being alone? How can he think about anything else? Ironic, considering that this one used to be selfish. Maybe he's been trying too hard to make up for his wrongdoings. Maybe he's been trying too hard to make everything right. Things will be right, Saix said. Things will be right, Xion said. Things will be right, he told himself.
...Why doesn't he believe it.
After waking up earlier than usual--around ten give or take--he slips outside with Pluto for a short walk and ends up at the beach. Arf arf, goes the puppy, playfully hopping over to pad in the shallow water while Axel sits up on the shore, legs pulled into his chest, arms crossed atop them, and demeanor...a little more than dejected.
If you ever wondered about how a Nobody really looks like, well. Here you have it.]
((ooc: please just...bother him.))
[Nothing has changed much after that walk and even when he's back at the apartment. No, Axel just...seats himself at the side of her bed, first staring blankly at his lap and then over to Xion who is still asleep under the covers.
He's seen a few pretty things in his life...but Xion--she's different.]