No, you do not follow. I did not hurt my child.
[And he will actually get a real answer now!]
It is our job to protect the Princess's kingdom. There are four who protect the Princess directly. There are three including myself who protect the solar system from invading threats. And then there is one more. Her only job when she awakens is to destroy the solar system in case those who protect the Princess or the Princess herself is killed. Only the three of us can awaken her.
However, after we had to destroy the kingdom once, she was reborn in the same area as the rest of us and when all three of us had awakened there was the threat she could awaken and ruin everything we had done. She was not my child and all though we had the idea we never carried it out.
When she was reborn, I took her in as mine and we can prevent her from doing that again.