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Yuuri Shibuya (demon_king) wrote in marinasylum,
@ 2012-02-13 16:14:00

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[mingle] Mistletoe Bots
[Lovely day for being in any open, common area of the dome, isn't it? Of course there is a chance of kissing bot, but it's always something in the underwater prison.]

(OOC: Check out the OOC post for details. Pucker up! Edit: Links for those with loading problems!)

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promoted_pawn
2012-02-14 03:38 pm UTC (link)

[There's a pang in her chest when she sees his face, but it is better still than outright rejection. PM won't let go of his hands, relishing this moment where he isn't avoiding her touch or giving her an icy cold shoulder. She thinks she understands at least part of his behavior, now, and she feels terrible for putting him through it, even unintentionally.]

I would be sick with grief if you were not.

AR, if this is... [She shakes her head to abort the sentence, trying again. There is a fear present that he will do or say something that will reduce her to pain once again. She ignores it and keeps her gaze locked squarely on him.] Let me speak with WV. I want you to be part of my life without guilt or pain. I- I... [She trails off, practically biting her tongue in trying to make herself continue.]

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certiorari
2012-02-14 04:53 pm UTC (link)

[ As much as he wishes to, AR can't will himself to match PM's gaze - an action that has been increasing in frequency as of late. He feels as if he is going to vomit, or run away, or do both at the same time. Or one at a time, in no particular order. ]

It's fine... well, it is not. Not at all. But.. [ he looks at her ] I'd rather not be someone that... comes between others.

[ He attempts to free himself of her grip. ] I should go.

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promoted_pawn
2012-02-14 05:41 pm UTC (link)

[She doesn't want to let go, but she won't forcefully hold him down if he really wants to pull away. Despite that, though, she isn't giving him leave. It feels like the ground beneath her is no longer as stable as it should be, and her throat is tight, and all she can think is that she can't just let him walk away with things like this.]

[PM is practically pleading with him at this point.]

You won't come between us. [She changes tact, though, because she has a feeling it's the sort of thing she'll have to convince him of over time.] Ignoring it isn't going to make it go away! And WV does care for you, though perhaps not in the exact same manner, but I know he craves your ultimate happiness.

[Adding, lamely.] So please don't walk away. I have to tell him about this no matter what, but I would prefer to have your support.

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	certiorari 2012-02-15 12:36 am UTC (link)
	You are both my friends... [ there's a lot more he's not saying, out of an inability to form the words and out of general politeness ] .. But you're correct. Ignoring this will not make it go away, at least not now. [ he shakes his head ] .. Of course. It must be told about. Immediately. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

promoted_pawn
2012-02-15 12:53 am UTC (link)

[She draws up close to him, looking like she has half a mind to kiss him again. Despite that, she does demonstrate all proper restraint. Holding someone down and kissing them until they cry is not how we solve problems.]

If... if you need time to think, I do understand. [It's really hard to force herself to draw that line, but he deserves space as much as she did when WV confessed to her.] But please try not to be so pessimistic about it.

...May I just ask you one thing, AR, before you go?

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	certiorari 2012-02-15 01:16 am UTC (link)
	[ And there go his eyes again, averting to the side, to the ground ... anywhere but PM. He's not comfortable looking at her right now and that fact is quickly bubbling up to the surface. ] [ He feels like he needs to rub his hands together, fidget, just move around but more importantly get out of here, but he waits. ] ... I see no harm in a question. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

promoted_pawn
2012-02-15 01:26 am UTC (link)

[It's a very hard question for her to ask, not because she feels the answer, but because it's so completely personal that it feels wrong to try and pry it out of him like this. She hesitates, hoping to find an alternate wording that will get the job done without being so forthright and rude.]

If you... that is to say, on a scale of- no, no, that's foolish. [She takes a breath and looks right at him.] I suppose I'm just afraid that if I don't ask you how you really feel for me, that you'll never say. I want to hear it from you, rather than guessing, but I shouldn't force... well, anyway, I will ask you instead: can you be home for dinner tonight?

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certiorari
2012-02-15 01:53 am UTC (link)

[ He doesn't answer any of her other questions. Since they weren't questions. What right does he have to answer something that wasn't even proposed to him as a question? He's dodging on purpose, but he figures PM already knows the answers to the questions she never finished asking. ]

You don't have to force, but you do not have to guess. ... I will arrive home for dinner.

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promoted_pawn
2012-02-15 02:07 am UTC (link)

[Though she assumed he would completely dodge the not-questions, PM is still somewhat disappointed when he doesn't volunteer the answer. After all, even having an understanding of how he feels, it's nice to hear it too. At least she isn't hurt by his avoidance.]

Alright. I'll have a meat dish prepared for us. [Just to reinforce how serious she is, PM steps in and steals a brief kiss before turning to go. Not because she wants to, certainly not--right now she wants to hold his hand and talk to him until he feels okay and then go find WV together--but with the way things are, she'll at least do her best to show that she can give him a little space.]

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