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Tweak says, "YO MAMA!"

Hikaru Hitachiin (onelevelmeaner) wrote in marinasylum,
@ 2012-01-27 16:30:00

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aimless renegade, billy kaplan, estellise heurassein, hikaru hitachiin, kurama, miwako sakurada, road kamelot, saya otonashi, tieria erde, yuuki kuran, zero kiryuu

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[Hikaru is missing Kaoru like crazy. That's not unusual since his brother is his entire life, and it feels like he hasn't seen him in a very long time. Not having him here always felt terrible, despite making friends and always meeting new people.

Look at how hard he's concentrating.]

Will you help me with a personal survey? It's just some things I've been thinking about.

Some of you may remember Kaoru, my brother, when he was here for some time. We're used to people assuming they know what being twins is like, but most of the time, they're wrong. So here's where the survey part comes in:

What do you think twins are? More specifically, identical twins.
What kinds of things do you think when you see twins?
Do you ever assume they are the same, just because they have the same face? Be honest.

I want to know what you think. People really can't be as clueless and as dumb as they have been in my life. I hope you prove me wrong.

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	onelevelmeaner 2012-01-30 06:10 am UTC (link)
	[This guy says the weirdest things, and yet it always makes perfect sense.] Well... yeah, that is... kind of what it is... or was. [Was? Why did he say was? It's not like he wasn't ever going to see Kaoru again. God he just didn't know.] We balance each other, help each other out, yeah. He's better at certain things, and I'm better at other things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	certiorari 2012-01-30 06:41 pm UTC (link)
	... I see. It must be good to have someone to rely on so readily... Not a crutch, but someone you can always turn to when you need it. [ ... This phenomenon seems less painful than he originally thought. Sort of. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onelevelmeaner 2012-01-31 02:27 am UTC (link)
	[Mood shift.] Mm, having Kaoru around was always the best thing. Yeah, I should be happy that he's not in prison. [But he's not, and he sucks at hiding it.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

certiorari
2012-01-31 07:04 am UTC (link)

.... You can be happy for someone, of course, but that still does not mean you cannot be upset at various other things relating to their good fortune.. Especially if those things end up relating back to you in a negative manner.

[ he pauses and casually steers the direction of the conversation away from general statements that more than likely apply to more than just the person he's talking to ]

You already stated you are both individuals. There is no shame in feeling your own individual emotions.

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	onelevelmeaner 2012-01-31 04:02 pm UTC (link)
	That may be so, but it's still... not so fun when you're homesick. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	certiorari 2012-01-31 08:05 pm UTC (link)
	I think that is a feeling many feel.. Especially here. And I agree, it is not entertaining at all. But it is something that must be put aside and hope should replace it. [ easier said than done of course. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onelevelmeaner 2012-01-31 08:08 pm UTC (link)
	I know. It's just that I've been here too damn long and it's still doesn't get any easier. Ugh. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	certiorari 2012-02-01 12:43 am UTC (link)
	I would not expect it to get easier, just more tolerable over time. However, terrible circumstances sometimes find an unexpected happiness. I do not know you very well, nor do you know me, but if there is one piece of advice I implore you to take to heart it would be that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onelevelmeaner 2012-02-01 12:45 am UTC (link)
	Thanks. Um, my name is Hikaru, by the way, if you wanted to know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	certiorari 2012-02-02 05:37 am UTC (link)
	It is nice to meet you Hikaru. I am the Aimless Renegade, previously known as the Authority Regulator and briefly as the Armaments Regent. ... You may call me AR, if you so choose to. [ he really needs to stop introducing himself like that. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onelevelmeaner 2012-02-02 06:18 am UTC (link)
	AR. I'll remember that. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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