Well... [She hesitates.] off of the record...
I can't put myself in the shoes of another. And I...realize that every fight or situation someone gets into may be different. Some people may very well find themselves defending them self or another against an individual who won't stop at anything.
[At some point or another, it's very possible they'll face a decision to kill or be killed.]
I would hope that...everyone on the force make the decision to try and do everything within their ability to avoid such an outcome. But I don't have the right to condone someone for defending themselves or others either, if it comes down to that. And neither would I want to.
In the end I really just...don't like the loss of life. But in particular, I can't stand the loss of innocent lives.