I'm sure this will just seem like rambling to most of you, and I'd hardly blame you if you just ignored it but I...just keep having this thought and having it just go around in my head isn't doing me a bit of good, so. Maybe talking with...all of you, sort of, will help.
I've been freerer here than I have been in years. And even if [...] certain things had not happened, I would still have more freedom here, as a woman. I miss the people I love, but I'm [...]
happy here. With what I can do and be, in a place like this.
But I know that's not the case for a lot of you. That the things the leaders here are doing to some of you, because of what you are, make you afraid and angry. And I can't blame you at all. And even those of you who aren't, who just desperately need to go home...you've every right to that.
What I'm saying, in
far too many words is [...] I want to be happy here, but it doesn't feel right, knowing what this place is doing to so many people, and [...] I'm just losing too much sleep over it
among other, and I suppose wanted to know if I'm the only one feeling that way.