Malia Tate (hadafurcoat) wrote in madisonvalley, @ 2017-04-21 10:56:00 |
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Entry tags: | !closed, !log, ~2017 april, ~25 points, ~~malia tate (hadafurcoat) |
WHO: Stiles Stilinski and Malia Tate
WHAT: Coffee
WHEN: Today
WHERE: Starbucks
WARNINGS: TBD
STATUS: Closed/Ongoing
Malia wasn't really looking forward to this meeting. She had a lot of feelings about it, and she was never good with feelings. But she knew that they needed to talk, about a lot of things, so she'd sucked it up and had done what she needed to do.
The truth was, she still loved him. She'd always love him. She knew that. Nothing and nobody could ever change that. No matter what happened between them, a good part of her heart would always belong to him. He was her first love, the one who had taught her control, and had been her anchor since she'd been changed back. He was the one she'd wanted to stay human for in her hardest times, and the reason she'd kept trying.
She didn't know what had happened. She didn't understand. Yeah, she'd pulled away when she'd been set on killing her mother, because she hadn't wanted him to get hurt. He'd pulled away from her after the whole thing with Donovan...and they'd broken up without ever really saying the words. Then he'd disappeared and come back and gotten together with Lydia...
...and she'd been left behind. Literally and figuratively. She'd managed to graduate high school, but hadn't been able to get into a four year college. So everyone had gone away and left her. She'd been strong and survived because that was what she did, but facing him now...well, it hurt. Because she did love him. And losing him had come really close to breaking her heart forever.
She was sitting at a table near the window at Starbucks, playing with her Unicorn Frappucino as she waited for him to arrive. She'd gotten the drink out of morbid curiosity, but the more she drank, the more horrified she was.