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[May. 14th, 2013|11:26 am] |
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I'm eating lunch almost an hour early I AM AN ANARCHIST |
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[May. 9th, 2013|11:11 am] |
Not much to say but I am trying to post more.
In one-on-one therapy on Monday my therp and I agreed that I would try to eat lunch at the same time every day, to start getting a little more routine going. I spaced it Tuesday, remembered Wednesday, and I have about an hour to go today.
Did a good thing this morning, went to the 7-11. Got some stuff to drink (they still have a sale on 2 2liters of Coke, and I got a 6-pack of that Jack Daniels brand cooler) and some cake balls. I'd meant to get some Kool Whip but I forgot.
Got kind of serious with my caseworker yesterday. Pointed out to him that my being so cooperative and understanding even though he's really flaky isn't because I don't need his help, it's because I am too anxious to make waves and scared to speak up for myself.
So that's life right now. The cats love playing with the laser pointer so I am trying to do that more. |
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[May. 6th, 2013|02:11 pm] |
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Made it to therapy. Frustrated as hell with the privilege my counselor is steeped in.... she doesn't get that I live in a shitty neighborhood and going to a book club would be great but when that means taking the bus home after dark it's not terribly safe and I have to weigh the pluses and minuses carefully. Also made the mistake of introducing her to spoon theory and got the same rage-inducing remark I got from a former, really bad therp: "But I find I have more spoons when I use them!" Do they stamp it in their brains or something?
But I did two nice things at the clinic this morning, so I'm glad I went. I gave some tissue to a guy who started crying during group, and I remembered to bring a CD I'd burned for another regular. So I was able to be kind in small ways, which makes me feel a little better about myself.
Ordered cat food, cat litter, dishwasher detergent, instant mashed potatoes, linen spray and an e-book off of Amazon. So I've been productive. |
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