| lisaroquin ( @ 2009-10-11 22:40:00 |
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| Entry tags: | 30 seconds to mars, 30stm: cleopatra verse, 30stm: jared leto, 30stm: tim kelleher, 30stm: tim kelleher/oc |
FIC: A River In Egypt- Cleopatra Verse. 30stm. Tim/OC. Adult 6/8
full header & part one || part two || part three || part four || part five
He waved Jared back, telling him to order something for supper if he wanted but there should be enough salad type shit in the fridge to be a meal for Jared and ducked back into his bedroom then the bathroom. The excuse of a shower giving him long enough to hide from Jared to try to pull himself together or at least brace for the hovering that he just knew was going to commence.
“What?” Tim muttered as Jared's jaw dropped and he just stared.
“Montgomery Gentry?!” Jared stared at his chest.
Tim glanced down...fuck. A concert or band tshirt wasn't a novelty in his wardrobe, just this particular one was a size too big and a country duo. He hadn't even noticed he'd grabbed it. “It was Code's. Got most of his CD's yet too. All the country is his, most of the 80s metal, toss up on a lot of the classic rock his or mine.”
Jared...Tim didn't know what to make of the expression on Jared's face.
“What?”
“Would you have ever said shit to any of us?”
“Yeah-Ange. Would've because of Ange, whatever the fuck we're doing is...yeah, no reason to otherwise. Not like I go out clubbing or would get caught doing anything that's gonna hurt you guys or the band. It was a temp gig to start with. Fill in for a tour, why the fuck would it make any difference if I was just the touring fill in musician? Didn't know you guys, didn't have fuck all to do with anything. Didn't expect it to work out to be a recurring job with friends out of the deal too.”
Tim headed for the kitchen, filled up a glass with ice, grabbed the diet coke from the fridge and a couple packs of cigarettes from the carton on top of the fridge. Jared followed along like a lost puppy still just fucking staring.
“You hungry?”
“No...”
“Well, you can go scavenging if you get hungry later or call for take out delivery,” Tim shrugged.
Jared helped himself to one of the beers he'd bought and stuck in the fridge, and trailed right along back to the living room.
Tim settled on the couch, filling the large tumbler of ice with a mix about half and half of whiskey and diet Coke, sitting both bottles on the floor next to the end table. At least his hands weren't shaking so badly anymore that he spilled and he actually managed to light his cigarette too. “TV, music, whatever. I don't care. I-fuck practicing tonight.”
Jared nodded and moved toward the shelves crammed with CDs and the pictures stuck in between or in front of the stacks in cheap ass plastic Walmart frames. “That's you and Ange?”
“Yeah,” Tim smiled a little at the picture Jared held up. Ange had been a tall bulky kid, and the bagginess of the t-shirt he wore mixed with the still baby-chubby of his cheeks yet made him look pudgy rather than just a smaller, slightly less ripped version of the brick wall he'd been in college and actually had been. Tim had been scrawny and skinny and in that picture on Ange's back like a monkey his cheek against Ange's, chin on his shoulder. Ange had Tim's legs caught behind the knee, Tim's arms tight around Ange, one arm curving up from under Ange's armpit the other around his neck, both of them caught somewhere between insane giggles, pure evil, hyper as hell on sugar, caffeine and silliness, and wanting to kill Salma or at least beat her with the camera she'd dragged along that day. “Ange's thirteenth birthday. Salma took him to Disney and he got to bring a friend, so he took me. We had a fucking blast. She swore she was never taking the two of us anywhere again.”
“You look like you're half in love with him there.”
Tim snorted. “It's Ange, I was. Am. It's Ange.”
“You never had us over here...”
“You order everyone to your place. You have more room, and the practice room in the basement. How fuckin' often do we end up over at Tomo's other than his birthday or Vicky's?” Tim countered and choked back the laugh at the stunned look on Jared's face.
“Kids?”
“The redheads are Jason and Bren O'Rourke's. Jase and Cody were business partners. Friends since they were like three or something. JJ's the oldest. He's ten now-the one there in the soccer outfit.” Tim pointed not really looking but knowing where the pictures were anyway. “Em's the tomboy. Little girl in the baseball outfit she's eight. Ash is the china doll. She's seven. Ryan's the middle boy that looks like he's up to no fucking good at all times. He's five. CT's the baby. He's gonna be two in few weeks. The darkhaired girls that look like pure trouble-those are Lara's. The dark haired girl and two dark haired boys that look like they wouldn't know fun if it bit them in the ass? Those are Alejandra's.”
“Your brother and sister?”
Tim nodded. Jared held up the picture he had from his graduation.
“Yeah. Rach was fourteen there, Jakey was ten. Last time I saw them was about two, not quite three weeks after that was taken, Jared.”
“He looks seven...”
Tim snorted. “So did I at that age, told you I was a scrawny little runt until I was about seventeen. Jakey seems like he was the same. Maybe...hope not. Fuck. Grew like five inches in three months. I was about ready to just bawl by the end of the school day I'd hurt so fucking bad. Of course I couldn't have managed to do that over the summer where I could've gotten away with sleeping through half the day. At least it wasn't football season. Supposedly went over to Ange's to do homework about every day. The one and only time we were nearly caught. Luisa walked in. I was laying on the bed, nothin' but my shorts on and thank god on my stomach or Luisa would've had a heart attack I think. Ange has amazing hands. What Luisa walked in on was just a massage I was hurting so bad, but that usually led to other things once I stopped hurting that I could move for other things.” Tim burst out laughing. “She clucked and fussed and got me some Tylenol before she left for work and ended up buying a bottle of massage oil for us...don't quite think she intended all the uses we put it to but..”
“Shannon did that. Remember him whimpering and moaning in his sleep, be up half the night because his legs hurt so damn bad. He grew all at once at about fifteen and kinda...stopped.”
Tim choked. “Ass. I should tell him you said that.”
Jared moved over to the large frame on the wall, an 8x10 in the center with smaller photos matted around it. Studio ones.
“Luisa's Christmas present four years ago, almost five. We all pitched in for going and getting family pictures done. Even Alejandra and her asshole. Robert wouldn't chip in a dime and had a fucking fit Ange not only put what he could toward it but came home for Christmas that year for the pictures. Can't say as anyone but Ange missed him or was upset he wasn't in the pictures.”
Jared stared at that a long while. The one and only studio portrait of him and Cody ever taken in the grouping. Luisa had insisted he be in the picture with Ange and his sisters, and the one of Luisa, Ange and the girls, declaring he was her fifth kid, Lara, Salma and even Alejandra, despite the prissy glare of her husband. threatening to get violent if he dared disagree he was their extra little brother. He and Cody both in the picture of the entire family.
Tim took another gulp of his drink. Jake. “Jakey looked good. Bo...can't believe that. Small fucking world. How the hell she ever hooked up with him.” He murmured. “Maddie's a sweetheart.”
Jake.
Jake had fricken showed up at his door. And...Jake all grown up and him and Bo with a baby. He hadn't been around Bo all that much, but when she had been around you had damned well known it. Cody had been decent friends with Ray and Nacho. Jason and Bren still were. Tim had seen Ray and his wife Julie occasionally at different things Jase and Bren had hosted. Bo hadn't been with them much the last few years in high school then starting college, plans and friends of her own. Nacho called almost as often as Jase did. Even when Cody'd been alive, he'd had his own insane schedule with work when he was lucky, auditions, scrabbling to keep up his share of the bills even if Cody didn't think twice.
Bo was the type who'd never met a stranger just people she loved or hated, and you knew which category you fell into within three seconds of meeting her. She'd informed him she was pissed she liked him when she met him because she'd had the world's biggest, and most futile, crush on Cody. Outrageous mouthy little thing. And he was willing to bet she'd gotten her way and in the family business. Jake had said his Lin had to get to work, and Ray was there to take Bo to work? Yeah. Doing the stunts Ray had sworn would be over his dead body when Bo was..what thirteen? Fourteen? She would have had to have been something like that then.
“How did you meet Cody?” Jared ventured.
“An ex-girlfriend of Nacho's, her sister dated a guy I used to know. They needed bodies for a shot, stand and look stupid and die of heat for ten hours. Get like thirty bucks. It was thirty bucks, ya know? So we ended up on the set for-I have no idea what the hell it was. Wasn't even anyone interesting as far as actors or anything around, film and stunt crew and extras pulled in from the crew's friends. Cody was there that day and he had JJ and Em with him. They got shoved at Nacho's girlfriend. They hated her and were instantly screaming. I ended up with them. They liked me, JJ was like two and a half. Em was just over a year. Ash decided she wasn't waiting another three weeks to be born. Jason was supposed to be there that day, she decided to come early so Code had JJ and Em and was the one on the set. I-kinda ran into him a few other times through my buddy and his girlfriend with her sister dating Nacho...” Tim shrugged. “Ran into him at a club few months later, Ange was back from college and we were out few beers and dancing. He asked for my number, I never expected a call.” Tim smiled with a little shake of his head. “Persistent fucker called I don't know how many times in the next few weeks. At least a couple times a day for over a month of it before I went out with him. He said he was about ready to give up. My schedule was that nuts at the time...that I wasn't bullshitting when I said I had this or that for every single time and date he came up with.”
Jared circled around staring at shit on the shelves.
Tim took another gulp of his drink and tried to ignore Jared. He glanced at the clock. Between traffic and having to stop at his place to check the Copper and the rest and grab a change of clothes, Ange wouldn't be there for another four or five hours.
Rachel's call...and Jake...
Jared nearly scared the hell out of him when he plopped down on the couch next to Tim, as usual not leaving a breath of air between them. He was so focused on just not thinking, not letting himself even hope he might get a chance to really know Rachel and Jake again, he hadn't noticed Jared's approach.
“Think I'm going to change my number,” Tim murmured.
“Huh?”
“If it doesn't...I mean, Rach and Jake decide looking me up was a mistake...fuck it. Done with mom's shit.”
He wouldn't be able to stand to put up with it. Not if...
“You're hitting that hard,” Jared eyed his drink.
“Uh huh so?” Tim snorted. “I've seen you drink in a mood, you don't have room to preach.”
Jared's arm crept along the back of the couch. Tim tilted his head back against it for a second. “I'm okay, Jared, just a really really fucking long couple of days.”
Jared nodded.
And if Jared scooted any closer he'd be on Tim's lap.
“Find something on TV,” Tim ordered. Some noise, some kind of distraction since Jared didn't seem to be putting any music on.
“Shit,” Jared grumbled at the ringing of his phone. “Shannon...”
“You can go on in the kitchen or whatever,” Tim shrugged and reached for the remote. “Tell-tell him whatever. Just-not shit I talk about, not that I didn't want you guys to know...”
Jared nodded, a kiss pressed to Tim's temple as he got up and headed for the kitchen answering the persistent ringing of his phone as he went.
Tim gulped down several burning swallows of his drink and reached for the remote, turned on the TV and stopped on the first thing that wasn't a debt reduction, credit card or ED commercial. His head starting to feel disconnected and buzzy as the alcohol fucking finally started to kick in.