|Elena Gilbert (notkatherine) wrote in lettersorlists,|
@ 2011-02-23 13:17:00
Write two letters: One to someone you hurt and the other to someone who hurt you.
(Never completed or sent)
I'm sorry. I'm terrible at this because I love you still and I think that makes it worse. You have to know that I--
(Written in her diary and never shown to him)
I don't know what to do, and I don't want to force you to decide. I can't tell him, but you know what? You've hurt me so many times I can't even count. You say you love me and then you compelled me and... I still have no words for what you did to me. You know it was wrong. You tell me you can't change or be better, that you're not a hero, that you still love me and I don't know what to do because it hurts me so much to be around you now.
But I liked it when you held me.
I'll see you tonight.
Come over now.
Muse: Elena Gilbert
Fandom: "The Vampire Diaries" AU