I can't ever tell Elena what I did, which is the worst thing, ever! She's my best friend and so I should be able to tell her anything. But she's still dating Stefan, and she's happy, and she hates Damon.
I don't blame her; in the past Damon hasn't exactly been trustworthy. I get why Stefan doesn't get along with him, either. The thing is, no one gets that I'm changing, too. My Power is different each day! The Druids left a big legacy, like Grams told me, and I have to live up to it. But it's dangerous, too.
Sort of like Damon.
I think he trusts me. I think he hasn't killed anyone since I saw him, either. It's a weird connection we've got now -- plus he's super-hot. I'm tired of everyone thinking "poor Bonnie this, or poor Bonnie that" all the time. I can make my own decisions!
And right now, my decision is to keep seeing Damon, keep learning more about my Power, and let Damon have some of my blood so he won't go out after other people in town.
Diary, I don't know if it's the right decision, but it's the one I'm going to do.
P.S. He kissed me! (And other stuff), so Elena can't ever know. If I accidentally tell her and she gets mad, maybe Damon can just erase that part of her memory?