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jake_mackenzie ([info]jake_mackenzie) wrote in [info]kobols_legacies,
@ 2008-05-10 09:15:00

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Current location:Shangri-La
Entry tags:(c) jake mackenzie

Morning Visit
Jake's life the past few days had been filled with work and nothing but. With the sudden removal of his deputy his workload had increased and there was much to do with the upcoming operation. Her own people were competent enough, but Jake was a hands on sort of person and it took a few days to make sure everything was up to speed.


By the time he finally had a chance to take a breather he realized that Anika probably interpreted his lack of communication as something very different than just being incredibly busy. The Colonel didn't like the idea that someone would think he was siding with Jilleen and her comments, which she'd had no proof for, but there hadn't been time to do anything about aside from sending a note over with Lt. Kypros-Gaither when she was evacuated off Avalon the day before.

After the daily briefing with the Admiral the next morning, Jake had caught a Raptor over to Shangri-La. He'd had to brief the marines training aboard a closed off portion of the massive ship on the mission, and it provided a perfect opportunity to check on Anika as well.

The briefing over, Jake went off in search of Anika.



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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-10 08:52 am UTC (link)
It had taken a good hour that morning for Anika to make herself look less like the wreck she felt and not as likely to attract Bethany's attention. Despite Dani telling her to come clean with Bethany, tell her what had caused the whole scene over on Avalon, she knew she couldn't. It was bad enough it had started the nightmares again, she didn't want Bethany taking it further.

Bryn was dead. And nothing was going to change that.

She looked at the note again, for the umpteenth time. While it was probably the most welcome thing she'd seen or heard since the whole debacle started it didn't change how she felt about what had happened, but it did suage her anger ta not having heard anything from Jake since.

Of course he's got all her bloody work to do now, while she's swanning around here on holiday! She's probably laughing her head off, all the way to therapy! There wasn't much Bethany couldn't find out and their contacts around the fleet, especially the 'farm ships' were extensive.

She inhaled sharply, squeezing her eyes shut as she pushed the woman's red bloated face out of her head again, letting go her breath in a long hard exhalation. She quickly checked herself in the mirror and with a few small touchups to conceal the dark shadows under her eyes she left the small cabin and headed toward the place she'd left a message for Jake that she'd meet him. The tropical biodome, where she'd said she'd be, had a few spots where seats were tucked into small glades, the path winding through it to and then from the rockpool. It was also one of the few places Anika found she could relax, and feel human again, as if there was some sort of connection to Bryn's spirit in there, and it helped her more than she cared to admit.

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-10 09:01 am UTC (link)
Jake took a deep breath when he stepped inside the tropical dome, inhaling the warm, moist air and the heavy scents of green growing things. It was a welcome change from the air aboard Avalon, recycled though it was it couldn't help but seem a bit stale compared to the air in the dome here.

The young Colonel made his way along one of the paths and stopped to admire a particularly beautiful plant, the color of its flowers a brilliant pink. "I need to get out more often," he muttered to himself, shaking his head.

That thought in mind, he resumed his search for Anika, who'd said she'd meet him here.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-10 09:11 am UTC (link)
The seat she'd gone to was opposite the waterfall, across the pool. She sat down, the sound of the water soothing and steady. It had been almost eerie in here the months they'd turned it off, trying to fix the filtration when replanting the main biodome. It was like something was missing, and it was a huge relief when the water had started flowing again.

Again she found herself staring, this time at the water, the constantly moving whiteness where it splashed into the broad expanse of stillness where the tumult eased to every expanding and diminishing ripples.

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-10 09:31 am UTC (link)
Jake found here there, staring at the water and clearly absorbed in her own thoughts. He almost hated to disturb her, but it had been the first time he'd seen her in more than a month now. She'd probably be annoyed with him if he simply stood there and watched her, so he continued toward her until he was right by the bench.

"A cubit for your thoughts?"

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-10 09:38 am UTC (link)
She jumped, not having realised she'd become completely absorbed again in the sound and sight of the waterfall.

"A cubit?" She snorted softly. "Not sure they're worth even that," she told him, shifting along the seat to make room for him. It had been over a month and when she saw him standing there she really realised how much more she knew about him than she did last time. "How'd it go with the meeting?"

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-10 09:49 am UTC (link)
"That bad huh?" Jake asked humorously, and sat down beside her. He'd thought about giving her a kiss on the cheek, but wasn't quite sure where he stood in her eyes and decided against it. Instead he settled for taking on of her hands in his.

"The meeting went fine. Typical Marines." Jake shrugged. "You tell what they need to know to the best of your ability and they're happy."

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-10 10:01 am UTC (link)
That made her huff a dry laugh, her eyes darting down to where her hands now lay in his. "Sometimes that's all there is. Gotta be happy with it," she commented quietly before she even realised she'd said it, not just thought it.

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-10 10:09 am UTC (link)
"That's a gloomy thought," Jake frowned as he said it, looking at her curiously. As he took in the circles under her eyes and the rest of her body language the frown deepened. "You look tired, something keeping you from sleeping?"

He wasn't sure if she were prone to nightmares, but she wouldn't be the only person in the fleet if that were what was going on.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-10 10:16 am UTC (link)
Automatically her chin lifted, a small fire of defiance sparking in her eyes, in a pitiful attempt to hide from him what he'd already seen. She bit back the retort that leapt up, the stiffness that had suddenly appeared in her shoulders already fading away.

"Nothing any different from anyone else," she told him truthfully, the nightmares she was having now not all that different to before, just with an added face flickering in and out.

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-10 10:28 am UTC (link)
"Something obviously sparked them off, I don't recall you looking this tired after the pyramid tournament."

He risked putting an arm around her shoulders. "What's got you so worked up that you're having nightmares? That argument on the hanger deck with Jilleen?" He'd understood that Jilleen had gone over the line right from the start and he was mystified as to why, but it didn't make sense for it to still be bothering Anika days later.

At least as far as he knew.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-10 11:02 am UTC (link)
She even felt herself tense at the mention of the woman's name, despite her having tried very hard all morning to prepare herself for this moment.

She shrugged, an attempt to dismiss the suggestion combined with trying to relax her shoulders again. "Probably," she finally admitted, unable to lie about it. "But like I said, they're old, had 'em before, nothing I can't handle." She didn't even try and smile, her eyes just returning to the waterfall as she focused her attention on that to stop the anger that always threatened when conversation about that incident was looming.

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-10 11:30 am UTC (link)
"OK," Jake was willing to accept that for now. Anika was an adult and he was going to treat her as such. If she wanted to talk about it, he'd be there for her, if not then they wouldn't.

"This place looks completely different during the day cycle." He commented, looking out over the waterfall and the dense foliage. "I can see why you like coming here."

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-10 04:39 pm UTC (link)
After Rhys's behvaiour the day before, Jake's easy acceptance and the complete about face of subject threw her for a moment and she looked at him, a little surprised and confused and wondering if this was just some sort of game, but then she remembered his note. She swallowed hard and looked back across at the water, nodding slowly as the tension in her body, and the tighness in her stomach actually eased for a moment.

It was only then that she felt his arm around her shoulders as something other than a restriction. Still a little wary, but not on edge any more she murmured her agreement.

"Reminds me what we're running for," she added, knowing the meaning would be lost on him, but the statement being the simple truth of why she came there.

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-10 05:46 pm UTC (link)
Jake had sometimes wondered that himself, what they were running for. Three years now they'd been stuck inside these metal boxes, and he hadn't set foot on a planet since Vulcan's final port call a month before the Colonies fell.

There had been no sign of a world capable of supporting life, and the Cylons kept coming.

"How often do you make it over here?" As a resident of the ship he imagined she made it up quite a bit.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-10 06:20 pm UTC (link)
"Usually every day," she replied, not adding that since the major had been swanning around Anika had hardly left her cabin. It was bad enough that she had to go through the nightmares again, but to have it all rubbed in her face everyday by seeing that woman being rewarded for her treatment of Anika had her convinced she'd been right to stop Bethany from registering an official complaint.

"It's my favourite part of the ship."

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-10 08:30 pm UTC (link)
"I can imagine," Jake told her. "It's very peaceful here." He watched the light dance on the surface of the water and wondered what it would be like to live on such a ship every day.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-11 12:33 am UTC (link)
His bland response was both a relief and a concern to her as she nodded her agreement. She looked down at her hands, fingers of her free one outstretched and pushing together against the others that were entwined in Jake's, resting in her lap. Her level of discomfort rose dramatically as she stared at them, focusing on not clenching them but just letting them rest. Rest was good. She hadn't felt rested in a long while, and she knew it was going to start affecting her flying soon.

She wanted to ask why, why had this officer, his friend, been allowed to accuse her like she had, then given leave to come and rub it in her face here, on the ship Anika lived on. But she knew that sounded irrational, even to her own ears.

"How long... when does your shuttle go?"

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-11 07:35 am UTC (link)
"I've got a twelve hour pass," Jake told her, giving her hand a gentle squeeze as he continued to watch the water. "Everything seems to be running smoothly back in the Strike Group, I figured I could sneak away for a little while and not have things descend into chaos. I don't have to be at the shuttle for another..." he did the mental arithmetic in his head. "Eleven and a half hours."

He glanced toward her face. "Anything in particular you'd like to do in that time? I'm yours to command." It was said as a joke, but he really was prepared to let things go at her speed.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-11 08:08 am UTC (link)
"That long?" She looked up at him, surprised, having thought it was only a few hours. "Well," she glanced at his clothes, grateful he wasn't wearing his uniform and wondering where it was. "Are you hungry? We could eat, or maybe go for a swim?" She didn't know what to suggest, even given the fact they were on the primary ship of luxury and entertainment of the entire fleet. "Or we could walk," she added, realising she'd been penned up in her cabin, or Bethany's since she'd returned from Avalon. "The orchards are starting to change colour..."

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-11 08:28 am UTC (link)
Jake thought it over for a few minutes. "I wouldn't mind getting something to eat, then afterwards we could go for a walk through the orchards. We've got plenty of time to do just about anything I guess."

He'd changed out of his uniform in one of the compartments on the deck the Marines had taken over, and put his travel bag in a rented storage locker by the hangers.

"Where would you recommend we go eat? I guess you'd know which of your sister's places has the best food."

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Anika spends time with Jake
[info]fly_baby
2008-05-11 08:50 am UTC (link)
She named the small cafe she felt would be the best place for this time of day, between the early morning breakfast diners and the mid-morning and early luncheon-goers. Standing up she kept a hold of his hand, almost as if afraid to let it go. She knew he wouldn't disappear if she did, but something made her hold onto it anyway as they started making their way along the path toward the exit to the dome.

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-11 09:09 am UTC (link)
Jake was perfectly happy to let her hold his hand, but he couldn't help but give a quizzical glance at her face as they walked toward the exit. It wasn't like her, from what he knew of her through their short time in person and then the letters they'd exchanged since.

They walked in comfortable silence from the dome down to the cafe, Anika holding his hand the entire time.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-11 09:25 am UTC (link)
She wasn't even willing to admit to herself that she held his hand as a reaction to the nightmares. Things kept slipping away from her in it, her hands never able to grab a hold. So when he'd held her hand when he had first sat down she had kept a hold ever since. And another part was almost trying to make sure he'd meant what he said, that he believed in her. So strong was her insecurity that if he'd pulled away at all, tried to hide it, she doubted she would see him ever again. She'd spent the days and night between her arrival back from Avalon convincing herself that Jake was taking Jilleen's side, and that had hurt even more.

As they made their way to a table that looked out onto the promenade deck outside the window she eased her grip, giving him the opportunity to withdraw his hand as they sat down.

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-11 08:06 pm UTC (link)
After a meal with better tasting food than could be found on Avalon, Jake and Anika made their way toward the central bio-dome that held the orchards.

Jake found his hand claimed once again by Anika almost as soon as they'd stepped away from the table and he couldn't help but feel even more concerned. She'd been quiet during lunch, and it had been hard to talk around the incident on the hanger deck without mentioning it. It was definitely bothering her, but Jake wasn't sure how to bring up the subject.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-11 08:15 pm UTC (link)
"The apple trees are starting to change colour," she said as they entered the massive dome. Even though it was the most amazing feat of science and construction Anika still preferred the tropical dome, but it didn't mean she didn't appreciate the environment inside the main dome. Often she would hear passengers wax on about how amazing it was, and every so often it was nice to come down and actually look at what they had been talking about. She led the way along the path toward the orchids, the dome over their heads now displaying the simulation of a sky lit by a 'sun', and hiding the dark reality of what lay beyond the dome - the few hundred ships of the remains of humanity.

"Have you been here before? In this dome?"

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-11 08:23 pm UTC (link)
"Once before, shortly after the fleet was assembled and we were doing damage assessments of all the ships." Jake replied. "The artificial horizon was turned off then, it looks very different now than it did that day."

He was also in a different place then. Still shellshocked over the destruction of the Colonies and the failure of the fleet to protect the homeworlds, Jake hadn't been in the mood to appreciate much of anything. The grief over Bridget's death had still been very fresh as well.

"It's beautiful, and impressive. Hard to believe we could build such a thing."

The colors of the trees were quite striking, changing into brilliant yellows, oranges, and reds.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-11 09:20 pm UTC (link)
"Yeah, it is," she agreed. As they walked she could feel the tension rising, as if there was a megamont* walking along on a lead behind them, and growing larger. Her fingers figetted against his hand she suddenly realised, stopping it quickly. There was no way she could put it off for much longer - her mind whirling with the stories she'd heard come back across the space between the two vessels, events twisted and distorted by the retelling.

And then there were the facts. She had to wonder which version he had heard.

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-14 06:47 pm UTC (link)
"Do you want to talk about it?" Jake asked quietly as they walked. The incident on the hanger deck loomed between them, making talk of anything else difficult. It obviously bothering Anika and they wouldn't be able to be at ease with each other until the air was cleared.

He'd heard Jilleen's side, and Lancelot's eyewitness description along with a few others and felt he had a decent idea of what had happened. Now he waited to hear Anika's view of the events.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-14 07:16 pm UTC (link)
Her eyes darted up to his face then fell away just as quickly. "Want to? Not really... " She looked up at him again. "What did you hear?"

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-14 07:36 pm UTC (link)
"I talked with Jilleen," Jake told Anika, watching for her reaction. "She admitted that she was out of line and that she tore into you without provocation. The specifics of what started it were confirmed by Lt. Lancelot."

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-14 07:59 pm UTC (link)
Anika's eyes darted back to Jake's, searching them for any sign he wasn't being serious, his words more of a shock than anything.

"She what?"

After the woman's tirade and display of hatred for Anika she found it impossible to believe she's accept any responsibility for it at all, it had been so savage.

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-14 08:13 pm UTC (link)
"You heard me," Jake told her, his expression serious. "I'm not making it up. She went to the Admiral and confessed what she'd done, and Sinclair removed her from duty and ordered her to get counseling. I've known Jilleen for fifteen years, since we were both plebes at Gladius Cross. She's never been quite right since the Attacks, and what Admiral Pullo ordered her to do. I hope the counseling does her some good."

He'd have to try and check in on Jilleen before he left. In hindsight he should have seen the warning signs that she was in trouble. "I'm sorry you had to go through that."

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-14 08:38 pm UTC (link)
Anika heard what he was saying, and shook her head, still a little stunned. "So am I. Removed from duty and sent here on a holiday. Nice for her. Just lovely."

She was bitter, and she was glad the woman had been removed from duty, but to have to see her there, on Shangri-La, running around like a special guest was like she was rubbing salt in the large wounds she'd blithely carved open. And as far as Anika knew the woman was laughing her head off, and couldn't give a damn about the hell she'd started Anika on the path through again. Anika felt again like she'd been hung up as a punching bag and left dangling after the poor major had finished taking out her damaged psyche on her, and then tossed off the ship without so much as a 'Sorry for the trouble, have a nice day!'

She couldn't help but laugh, because otherwise she'd cry, and she definitely wasn't about to do that, not in front of the woman's friend of fifteen years.

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-16 09:13 pm UTC (link)
"It wasn't my decision to send her here." Jake kept the reply simple and to the point. He didn't want to get into the whys and wherefores of Jilleen's stay aboard Shangri-La. In his opinion it set a bad example for the crew that Jilleen was now living in a luxury suite aboard the cruise ship, but it hadn't been his call to make.

"I'm sorry about what happened, there was no excuse for that. It wasn't your fault." He squeezed her hand, trying to show his sympathy and concern.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-16 10:00 pm UTC (link)
She could see there was no point in her saying anything more to him. It would just seem like unnecessary bitching, and that was the major's realm, pure bitch.

"I just hope to the Ladies that you never see that side of your 'friend'," she told him quietly, eyes cast down to the ground as they continued walking the path toward the centre of the dome. "Or anyone else for that matter."

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-18 05:35 pm UTC (link)
"I just hope the counseling helps her figure out why she did that to you and she doesn't do it to anyone else. All I know is that she wasn't like that before the war." Jake didn't want to defend Jilleen or talk about her anymore than Anika did.

"How is your sister? I hear you and she have taken Lt. Kypros-Gaither under your wing when she was evacuated over here." It should be a safe subject to talk about, and something other than Jilleen and her actions.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-18 06:19 pm UTC (link)
The obvious change of subject was a relief, Anika's hand giving an unconscious squeeze of thanks as she inhaled deeply and nodded, pushing the behaviour of Dani's husband out of her mind. "Yeah, she arrived yesterday with the others who are being housed here for the duration... " She looked up at him, a frown creasing her forehead now. "What's going on, Jake? Is the fleet in danger? Or, you know what I mean, more than what we've been running from for the last three years?"

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[info]jake_mackenzie
2008-05-18 06:40 pm UTC (link)
"I'm not sure what I can tell you, Anika," Jake told her. The operational aspects of the mission were still classified, and beyond that he simply didn't know.

"Hopefully it will be over quickly, but we're heading into unknown territory with what we're going to try and do. The civilian fleet shouldn't be in any danger even if things go wrong." That was the whole reason Pacifica and half the destroyers would stay behind with the ships not participating in the salvage mission.

Whatever happened, humanity would survive.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-18 08:01 pm UTC (link)
She knew he couldn't say anything, but it didn't help. And it wasn't the civilan fleet she was worried about. Given the behaviour of some of the officers on the Avalon and the way it was all handled she felt she had good reason to be worried. It had been insane.

And the relocation of crew and passengers on the ten ships that were being prepared for... whatever it was they were being prepared for...

"Just hope they know what they're doing."

They'd reached the grove where the orchard trees stood in rows, the leaves turning a myriad shades of yellows, reds, oranges and browns.

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[info]fly_baby
2008-05-20 01:50 am UTC (link)
Suspended indefinitely

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