My father was... a difficult man to know. He suffered a great loss and never truly recovered from it, and it changed him forever.
[...] Few would have kind words to say of him, it's true.
[Despite it all, despite knowing that he had to move away from the concept of being like his father, of making his father proud -- he still loved and respected him. Even now, he isn't sure how to feel about everything, after everything he's learned and now understands. But, still... he was his father.]