Wha-- [Reaching out to take it back from him, an automatic gesture, not wanting him to have to deal with whatever's contained in there]
[But, alas, the point of contact is what makes them both experience that emotion: a deep feeling of love, and the feelings associated with it - comfort, acceptance, happiness. It's different from how he feels about the others he loves - this one is more gentle, a little melancholy at the tailend of it. Resigned.
It's a very specific kind of love. Or, rather, a very specific love for one person. Congratulations on experiencing all of Porthos' feelings for Alice, Aramis.]