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May 16th, 2012 @ 7:35pm
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just realized i probably haven't even checked this in a week.
reading the Graveyard Book.
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May 15th, 2012 @ 12:12pm
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My dog died today. That's two pets in six weeks. I'm so completely drained and I don't even start work for three and a half hours.
I didn't cry so much this round, and I think it's a combination of the fact that this wasn't MY pet and I just didn't really let it process until this morning when I came down to shower. She was only 12, and in a perfect world she could probably have lived maybe three more years, but she was having a terrible time moving at all, and had started chewing her legs until they were bloody last week. This morning she wasn't wanting to put weight on one of her paws at all and we knew if we kept stringing this along she would just suffer, and we didn't want that. So. We're down to one cat and one dog.
If I'm a little moody/quiet on the rp front, that's probably why.
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May 14th, 2012 @ 5:39pm
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( The List. )
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May 11th, 2012 @ 10:48pm
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![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) flippedmods, marvelu, riftmod. I have plot needs. Also, you should just join even if it's not to benefit me. If you have ~riftmod questions, ask me, because, you know, it's mine.
Also, ~maincabin people, how awful would it be if I made a not completely terrified of the world version of alabaster? I might put someone up for rolls if I took her on. IDK.
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May 12th, 2012 @ 1:41am
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ADVENTURE | (• ◡•)|╯╰(❍ᴥ❍ʋ) TIME
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May 11th, 2012 @ 11:22am
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Ask me questions/to do things/opinions/etcetc and I will answer them in a voice-post/video! (Assuming I can figure out how to do so. Otherwise expect the old fashioned text kinda answers as a last resort.)
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May 10th, 2012 @ 10:56pm
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i discovered this
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May 10th, 2012 @ 6:00pm
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A hefty stack of notebooks dropped on the desk beside his laptop dragged Tanner's thoughts back from the far away dream of free time and the ability to sleep in on the weekends. He focused on the pages for a couple of seconds then lifted his gaze to the girl standing over him.
"Who'd you buy your notes off of, Vic?" he asked, one hand moving to idly flip through the top notebook to make sure he could read what was written. The print was neat, thankfully, and Tanner looked up once more just in time to catch the sound of a quiet, tinkling laugh as his superiore headed back toward the exit of the library as if she were just some fairy assigned with leaving him work.
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May 10th, 2012 @ 10:01am
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Mom took it upon herself yesterday to buy me a Mother's day card from Cleo. I haven't wailed as much as I had yesteday since the day I buried her, and I haven't been as depressed as I am now about her death since I was that week. I realize Mom was trying to help. I do. But we seem to have majorly different styles of grief. She looks over and over at puctures of her, obsessively. I can barely bring myself to look at them. She also keeps pushing and pushing and PUSHING for us to go look at cats. I. Am. Not. Ready. I can't seem to get her or anyone else to understand that. I'm in mourning still. I need to move on in my own time, and it could take years. She was more than a pet to me. She was my daughter. And I had to put her in the ground. Less than two weeks before Christmas. I cannot handle another cat right now. I cannot handle being reminded of my loss.
All I want is my baby back.
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May 3rd, 2012 @ 9:09pm
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omg I'm sorry but name hopping really creeps me out.
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May 3rd, 2012 @ 1:29pm
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I have no brain for RP right now.
Like, despite my entry suggesting otherwise on Monday, I haven't checked any games at all this week, despite my best intentions otherwise. Every time my mouse hovers over the IJ login thingie in the corner of my browser, to switch journals and check games, I just get a little "meh" and decide to do it later. Except later never comes.
Idek, I love all my characters, I love the games I'm in, I'm just ... so not feeling it right now, y'know? I think it's all the RL stuff finally catching up and all that, but ... idk. I have journal entries to write and a thread to respond to, and I just don't wanna. I got an email earlier this week from a couple people in one game, who had a plot and wanted to include me, and instead of going "HEY AWESOME, LET'S MAKE THIS WORK" I just made up excuses for why it wouldn't work to include my character in their log. Partly it was because of the "meh" that I'm feeling, and also partly guilt that if I did say yes, I'd be dragging down their log with my meh and the fact that I still have another thread to respond to in that same game that I haven't and GOD I JUST SUCK. :X
idk if I should just request a hiatus from that game until my meh goes away, or just quit and let someone else have the characters I've got there, or what.
I've also been at my computer at least all afternoon (aside from stepping away briefly to do household stuff), and I've had no inclination at all to sign into AIM. I've opened AIM, but then just closed the window without signing on.
I think I'm just going through an antisocial spell for whatever reason. :/ This icon. It is me right now. I try to give a damn about anything rn, and I just can't. :XXXXXXX
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