You haven't gotten a job here then? What about figuring out what brought us here? Could you do that? Or are you more interested in what ties us to home at the moment?
It's more I can't go home than not wanting to. If I go home I'm dead. If there was a way to not be dead back home then I'd want to go back but there isn't.
Good. I'm sure your science will still be there after you've taken some time for yourself.