Hunter | Ward.
That and I don't think like normal people. Everything I did after I escaped the first time. It was me trying to help. I mean, I get it now. How it wouldn't have looked like that. How it would have come off. How it did.
But I can't help but wonder if I had just turned myself over after killing Christian instead of trying to set up the situation I did, things wouldn't have gone as far off the rails.