sparkle4meandu (sparkle4meandu) wrote in its_gravitation, @ 2008-12-07 23:30:00 |
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Current mood: | crushed |
Current music: | The whir of the computer's cooling fans |
Been up for nearly a week. No sleep.
Thinking.
Writing.
Writing shit.
I hate what I've written.
Why do I keep this crap? It sucks ass.
*sigh*
Anyway, I saw Tatsuha the other day.
He told me that he left years back to keep me safe back when he was doing drugs. I guess he was in serious trouble.
And now he's working at a host club and going to school.
I haven't been able to write since I saw him.
I guess my heart still remembers what we had.
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My writing's shit.
Why do I keep this stuff? Why do I even try?
My head hurts.
I'm going to bed. Alone. Again.
I hate sleeping alone.
Ryuichi