"I just wanted to get you to safety Bill, I reacted the second I heard it. I told Hermione, Ron, and Ginny to get to a place I needed you all to be so I would know where you were when I came to find you. I did what I thought was best, Bill. I never claimed to be a good leader, I didn't ask for any of this shite, I did it because I had to. I had to do something, and I didn't know what exactly was going on so I didn't want to worry you more."

He sighed and just slammed his fists into the table before sitting back down and placing his face into his hands, "Bill. I love this family with all of my heart, and i don't want anything to happen to them. I thought this shit was over, and... and when I heard that I just, I panicked. I know, I should be 'better' trained than this, but. I felt my heart skip."

He closed his eyes and frowned, "I let a man die, like you said, and then killed three more. I've never felt sicker. I'm.. i'm sorry."