Idris Academy

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I can't believe he's really gone. At least before when he was missing, I could pretend that he was running off somewhere on a whim...

It had to be a faie. Had to. Who else would be able to beat Kendall down? Those stupid bigots. I bet they set him up for Prescot's murder too. Though, why now?

Did Montague's party have anything to do with it? A cover-up maybe?

I need to make sure LiShan will be safe.

I want to know who did this. Jason Kendall was a teammate and a friend.
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Just when you thought you knew what was safe and what wasn't...

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I can't believe it... are the rumors true? Jason? Poor Charlotte...

I am so scared. And I can't believe he's really gone. Who would do something so horrible? And to someone so nice.
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Can I come over after work? I just need to make sure you're okay...
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ignore, ignore, ignore.
i don't know why people say that denial isn't healthy.
i didn't see a body, and i really stopped thinking about him once he disappeared.
we weren't very close, anyway.
is it bad that i just want everyone to stop talking about him it him?
it's over. another therian, another faie. who cares?
it's never going to stop, and i don't want to think about it while we're all still alive happy.
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i have no idea what to wear to the winter ball.
does anyone want to help me go shopping?
actually, maybe i'll wear something already in my closet.
the easier, the better. right?

Someone died on campus. I dont like that. Its scary. He was a Therian. What if they want to hurt other Therians? Everyone wants to hurt me. I dont want to be hurt. What if they say we have to go home? Schools close because people die. People get killed and they send us home. I dont want to go home and not come back. I dont want to go home at all.

My condolences to anyone who knew Jason well. Can't say I really did, though it feel somewhat unreal none the less.


I finally got my copy of Picatrix, not a day too late. I was running out of things to read and there's still three weeks left of classes before I'm allowed to get out of this place. I should try and go, get the damn gifts over and done with as well.

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Also, need to pick up more coal, papers, soap and something to wear for the formal.

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Kendall è morto. PERCHÉ? Questa morte deve essere uno scherzo!
...almeno penso così.
La guerra non è uno scherzo.
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Kendall's dead. I'm... not sure where I stand at the moment on it.

What's up with all this talk about Jason Kendall being found dead here on campus?

Did anyone actually see the body? Do we have any proof that it's not just a sick, sick joke?

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How can this be real? I can't believe this is really happening. Jason was a good person, he deserved so much more than this. I don't know how to make this better. I don't know if it can be made better. Jason is dead.

Maybe Alec and Dylan were right about TFU. Maybe there isn't any hope for Therians and Faie to ever get along on a mass scale. I can't help but feel like we're fighting for people who don't want to be fought for. I don't know what to do.

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I'm scared.

I didn't know the deceased very well, but I offer my condolences to everyone who has lost a friend.

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It's a good deal like being back home during the worst time. I remember the bombings and the cars blown up.

... I should call my sister.

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Would the people outside my room stop fucking screaming?

I swear my head's going to explode.



EDIT: Just because I'm having a hangover doesn't mean you can skip out on swordplay practice. Meetings are on as usual. Get your arses down there before I find you. Or I promise it'll be painful. For you.

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And the world just keeps getting crazier.

I still can hardly believe what I saw. If they had not said his name...It just didn't look like Jason. The body was so thin and broken looking. At first I thought someone offed themselves but now it's obvious someone used Jason as some sort of morbid message. Who the fuck would do that? What the hell is going on around here? There are some nasty fucked up people out there.

And now the school thinks we are safe by locking us up. Of course, they aren't doing it for our safety. It's just so they can have a big meeting and scratch their heads about what they need to do. More kids will go home probably. Pretty soon, Idris is going to be out of business, or at least cut back hardcore to where some of the professors will have to be let go.

It seems the bad just keeps coming.

On the bright side, Ma seems happy. She sent a letter and two fat envelopes of cash for me and Angel. Says I don't need to send her anything anymore and now it's her turn to give back. I know where the money's coming from even though she hasn't come out and said so. It's from Mr. Brite. Ma has latched on to him good now. She even mentioned selling the house so I guess they've started shagging. I don't know what she expects me to think. Actually, I'm not sure what I think. The Brite's are good people. Freedom is a sweetheart...but it feels like Dad is being forgotten.

I can't take this man's money. I'm just going to tell Angel it's all his. I can do for myself. I always have.
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The roof is still technically the dormitory, right? I'm going up for a smoke.

Al.

I am going to kill you.

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¿Por qué me dolía la cabeza tanto? ¿Qué diablos me trago? ¿Por qué me despierto en la sala común y quién hice la mierda yo despierta con? Realmente no debo acordarme de más de la noche.

Nota a sí mismo: no voy a beber alcohol nunca más. Malo para el cerebro.

Yo no quiero ni pensar en Inglés, hablar y mucho menos en ella. Demasiado duro. Me voy a dormir.

¿Qué está pasando? Todas las personas ruidosas me están molestando.
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I am so tired of people I care about ending up dead. I don't understand why anyone would want to hurt Julian or Jason and I know it wasn't each other. I don't understand this war, but I think it needs to end.

Now.

Yesterday was... different. I'm glad that everyone in Mathey didn't get into any trouble despite being cooped up in the dormitory.

Pen, can we talk after classes? I have so much I need to tell you. Yes the gory details of my missing class will be among them.

I didn't know Jason, but I guess I am sorry for anyone who did. He seemed like an all right kind of guy. And to have so many other people leave as a result.

I don't mind being stuffed in my room; I don't leave much anyway. I will be playing my new fabulous guitar which dylan gave me however, if anyone wants to play and Dylan doesn't mind. (You don't mind? I know you have a headache...but it could be soothing?!)

James, my brother sent some more cookies, you should come by my room at some point today since we don't have class.

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I'm so sorry that we couldn't go on our nature walk. I really hope we can try again? Maybe we could just hang out sometime? We don't have to do anything in particular, if you don't want to. I like just being around you.

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Well, this wasn't how I was expecting Monday to go down...

I woke up with the worst headache ever. I'm not going to the Hospital Ward for these damn cuts and the headache. I got most of the glass out. I need someone else to get the rest, I think.

I also need to consider getting some breakfast lunch into me. So it's down to the kitchen to make something, since I can't go anywhere. I hope there's something good down there to make.
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Dios Mio! I cannot...No

Rakiahs, please, please, please, behave this week. I know is not easy, but for me? I do not ask it often.

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No es happening. Jason?! Is worse than before, both Julian y Jason gone. I wish...there were someone to talk to, pero, we cannot.

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YES, I CAN STUDY FOR LATIN

Yes, we are all now stuck in here. Really, stop whining. What we should be doing is speculating on why we are stuck in here. It has to be something major, so any guesses? I think it has something to do with finals.

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I can't believe it...I put my lips on Alec's dick. Wtf...if I catch any diseases it would be from him. This is even worse than the time I stuck bubblegum into Louisa Merind's hair.

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