Summersmut Mod (summersmutmod) wrote in hp_summersmut, @ 2008-08-18 00:00:00 |
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Entry tags: | 2008, lily potter, lily/sirius, sirius black |
[FIC] In a Roundabout Way: Sirius/Lily :: gift for tripperfunster
Title: In a Roundabout Way
Author:
Recipient: tripperfunster
Pairing: Sirius/Lily
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~2,800
Warnings: Umm... Improper use of playground equipment?
Disclaimer: All Harry Potter characters herein are the property of J.K. Rowling and Bloomsbury/Scholastic. No copyright infringement is intended.
Summary: On her way home from a dinner with James and his family, Lily runs into Sirius, who wants just one more chance...
Author's Notes: Thanks again to my beta readers! I used the British term, roundabout, for the playground equipment that I call a merry-go-round. I think they are slowly being banned, but the ones I remember from my childhood were AWESOME!! (Even if the same kid had to do all the pushing and even if people tended to get run over or go flying.)
“You shouldn't be out walking in the woods alone, young lady.” Lily froze, her heart sinking, as she recognized Sirius’ voice. Schooling her face to neutral indifference, she turned around. “It's dark out here,” he continued, “you never know what might be lurking in the bushes.” Dusk was slowly turning to night around her making it difficult to pick out Sirius beneath the towering oak tree.
She glanced over each shoulder and behind him. “I'm hardly walking through the woods alone. I could have sworn it was a play park.” She motioned toward the see saw and swings just beyond the oak trees lining the path. “Which begs the question, what are you doing in a play park at night?”
Sirius ambled over to her, stopping just out of reach. He was not smiling, as she had expected. “I find it a bit distressing that I have to wait in ambush for you, Lily. Why haven’t you returned my owls?” She couldn’t meet the intensity in his eyes and looked away, leaving his question unanswered. With a sigh, she started back down the path toward home.
“Would you like an escort?” he asked a moment later, catching up to her and taking hold of her arm, pulling her close. She resisted the movement, her mind racing. Oh God, how am I ever going to tell him! she screamed at herself. James was expecting her to break it off with Sirius! Her sprinting thoughts stopped as she became aware of Sirius’ scrutiny. She glanced up at him. “Lily, I…I want to know what’s wrong. What did I do?” he asked, stopping and pulling her to a halt as well, spinning her so that they faced each other.
The silence stretched between them and she just couldn’t bring herself to answer. The longer she stared at his chest, the deeper his scowl grew. “Maybe I didn’t do anything wrong. Is that the problem?” His voice was dangerously low. She looked up, her denial dying on her lips at the sudden heat in his eyes. He lashed out, grabbing her upper arms, pulling her into him and violently kissing her full lips.
She struggled for a moment. This can’t happen! she berated herself. However, as his tongue forced its way into her and his teeth nibbled along her lips, her resolve ebbed. With a sigh, she melted into him, closing her eyes. Sirius broke away just as she placed her full weight on him and she stumbled a bit. She looked up into his face and found a thoughtful stare.
“Are you that fickle, Lily?” he asked. “Do you want me? Or don’t you? Because, right now, your body says yes,” he finished with a dark, sad, smile. Turning away, he took her by the hand and started down the path, leading her onward. Lily sighed in the darkness beside him, their thighs brushing against one another. He was right. Her heart was pounding, a tingling pleasure had begun to build between her legs, spreading through her lower abdomen. Sirius' hand tightened around hers. “Will you be inviting me in?” he asked, as her home came into view. Again, there was no laughter in his voice, only a dull curiosity.
“My parents are home! I think it's best that you don't come in,” she replied, stopping, secretly hoping that this would prove to be the excuse she needed to leave. He turned toward her, studying her once again.
“Well, that’s convenient,” he snapped. When he started forward again Lily refused to move and released his hand. He stopped, studying her.
“I’m not fickle, Sirius,” she whispered, tears building in her eyes, “It’s just …” the words died, I love James! She could think it, but not say it. Instead, she shrugged and crossed the distance between them, returning his kiss, lingering at his lips, waiting for him to accept her. What am I going to do! When he was unmoved, she pulled away. It was Sirius' turn to sigh.
“Are you late?” he asked.
“Late?” A confused pout furrowed her brow.
“When are you supposed to be home?” he clarified.
“Oh, I have about an hour until they'll start worrying,” she said with a smile tentatively. “Do you want to go out?”
“No, I was thinking of staying right here. Well, maybe over there,” he said, pointing to the playground.
Eyes narrowing, she studied him. Catching sight of the glittering hunger that danced in his eyes, her heart leapt into her throat. Alone in the dark with Sirius, she thought. This is not how you break up with someone! She shivered, closing her eyes, savoring all the possibilities as he waited. Inwardly, she chided herself. But the voice was dim beneath the sudden heat that chased through her. Recent memories of James and the dinner party with his family, which she had just left, were drowned by the remembered feel of Sirius moving between her legs, his tongue buried deep within her, bringing her to orgasm. “Well, maybe for a moment,” she relented. His instant smile, despite the sadness that dragged at its corners, tore a matching smile from her and she took hold of his outstretched hand. Am I really going to do this tonight, she thought as they started across the grass toward the playground.
Sirius stopped in front of the roundabout and she allowed him to maneuver her until her knees bumped against the cold metal of the platform behind her. Their lips locked in a passionate kiss, and she pushed her doubts away. Sirius lowered her carefully until she was laying between the upright bars, her knees parting around him as he followed her down. The heat of his body pressed against her, a counterpoint to the cold metal that engulfed her from behind, gnawing at her skin through her jeans and the thin material of her blouse.
He pulled away from her and watched her as his hands brushed along the tops of her thighs. Lily closed her eyes and smiled, realizing that this was the chance he was giving her to say no, a chance he had given her before and a chance that she had taken before. He hesitated just a moment longer before closing the distance between them again. I should say no. I should go home!
Rather than finding her lips once again, Sirius nuzzled along the hollow of her neck, kissing her collar bone and nibbling the soft skin. Her excitement grew, the need for him to touch her, to rub her clit as only he could, increased as his hands caressed her shoulders, tracing their way along her arms and across her stomach. She giggled and wriggled away from him, as his long fingers tickled across her ribs. Sirius' low laughter, breathed across her skin, sending a shiver down her arms and causing the muscles of her vagina to tighten.
Breathing heavy, she found herself suddenly alone. Worried, she sat up. Sirius had left her. He watched her for a moment. “Is this our last time together?” he asked suddenly. She gaped at him. “If it is, Lily, I don’t want to know.” He gave the roundabout a small push. Lily moved toward the center, making more room for Sirius as he climbed aboard when she came around a second time. His hands returned to her shirt, finding the buttons and slowly undoing them.
Tears in her eyes gave the night a fuzzy patina. She swallowed hard but couldn’t stop the small sob from escaping. She looked up at the stars that spun lazily around her and smiled as the roundabout continued along at a constant speed, despite Sirius' lack of effort. Magic, just for me, she thought.
His soft hands on her bare skin startled her and she looked down at him. Sirius' grey eyes sparkled as they met hers. “Let me change your mind tonight, Lily,” he whispered. “You know that I’m the only one who can touch you like this,” he reached between her legs briefly and grabbed her. Her gasp brought a smile to his face and he released her, toying with the lower edge of her bra instead. Lily reached for his right hand and moved it atop the swell of her breast. She took a deep breath, lifting her chest and arching her back. Sirius squeezed, drawing a sigh of pleasure from her. He sat up as his other hand mirrored the first and, in unison, they freed her from the confining garment, shoving it up toward her collarbone. The cool breeze hardened her nipples as Sirius gazed down at her. She watched the stars spin lazily behind him, breathing deeply and waiting. Finally, she closed her eyes and he lowered himself to her breasts. His warm mouth closed on her left breast, his tongue rolling her nipple as he played with her other nipple between his finger and thumb. Her breath came in a gasp of pleasure, turning to a small cry as his teeth bit lightly into her flesh. His mouth moved to her other breast, grabbing her nipple with his teeth, nibbling. She gasped again, her hips moving against Sirius, finding him hard inside his own jeans.
Sirius left her for a moment and she opened her eyes. He was removing his shirt, baring his skin to the starlight. She sat up, reaching for him. “Let me help,” she whispered. He smiled and left off, allowing Lily to pull the shirt off over his head. With his narrow chest bare, she pressed against him, shivering again as skin met skin. Her hands kneaded his shoulder blades, kissing him hard, forcing her tongue between his teeth. He pushed her back down to the metal platform, never breaking the kiss. Their tongues caressed, exploring. Lily's hands dropped lower, tracing the ridges of his muscles until she found the edge of his jeans. Her heart skipped a beat as her hand continued lower, finding and holding the hard thick shaft of his cock, only the jeans between his silken skin and hers. His sharp intake of breath broke their kiss and she chuckled, low and throaty.
“Oh you find that funny?” he breathed, his own hand thrusting between her legs and grabbing her again, harder than before. She gasped, throwing her head back. Sirius' own chuckle echoed hers. He found her mouth again, caressing her between the legs. Oh God, she thought, wishing the two layers of cloth between his fingers and her clit would disappear. The kiss ended, the world spinning both inside and outside her head. Sirius stared at her, watching her face as he slid his hand inside her pants, encountering the softness of her pubic hair. Mouth open, heart sinking to her stomach, Lily closed her eyes, tumbling and spinning with the slow, deliberate movement of Sirius' hand.
His finger traced around her clit before settling upon it, rubbing alternately up and down then in slow circles. He picked up speed, pulling a gasp from her and causing her hips to move beneath him. In response, he moved deeper, suddenly thrusting his finger inside her. Lily cried out briefly, biting her lower lip, arching toward him once again. With his finger still massaging her, Sirius' other hand began removing her clothes. Lily lifted her hips, helping him as he moved above her. She opened her eyes when she felt his hair tickle her inner thigh. He was watching her move above him in time with his questing finger. He smiled, withdrawing from her. In response, her brow furrowed and she sat up, reaching for him. “No,” he said, gently pressing her back down. “I'm not done with you yet.” Lily smiled, allowing herself to be returned to her former position. Sirius lifted her legs, resting her feet on the roundabout's upright bars to either side, spreading her open before him. He bent over, his mouth hovering above her mound of curly red hair. He blew across her, the cold air mingling with the wetness between her lips. She sighed in response, arching towards his mouth. She stole a peek down the length of her body, watching as Sirius' black hair engulfed her crotch and the wetness of his tongue found the button of her clit. He played with her, teasing her with the tip of his tongue before sucking long and slow, taking her clit into his mouth. She cried out again, her hips thrusting involuntarily towards the source of her pleasure. His strong hands grabbed hold of her, pressing her back down. He moved away from her and quickly removed the rest of his clothes.
Lily lowered her left leg, sitting up enough to study him fully revealed between her legs. Sirius watched her as she studied his hard shaft. She lowered her other leg and sat up fully, reaching for the silken flesh of his cock. Her fingers tickled along the length, nestling in the dark hair at its base. It was his turn to gasp with pleasure. She shivered again at the heat that poured across his face. “Can you stand up?” she asked, playing along his length. With a short nod, he stood, holding on to the uprights for balance. A small adjustment brought the tip of his cock to her mouth. She ran her tongue along the tip, tasting salty pre-cum. Working slowly, she coated his shaft in warmth, licking him from the base to the tip before taking the head between her lips. His hips thrust forward, forcing his cock into the roof of her mouth. Lily started to pull away until Sirius grabbed hold of the back of her head. She pushed once more against his hand but when it would not budge, she moved forward, taking him deeper into her mouth. Her tongue caressed him, playing over the veins, stopping to explore the head again. Above her, Sirius’ breathing grew sharp and he moved against her, pushing into the warm softness of her mouth again. His thrusts reached the back of her throat, threatening to gag her, the strength in his hand increased and a flicker of fear sparked in Lily. Then he released her head and she pulled away from him, looking up and studying his face.
He sank to his knees in front of her and embraced her, melding their bodies together, wrapping each other in warmth. His cheek was wet against hers. She closed her eyes, drowning in the sadness that welled up between them. Hearts pounding, they lay down together facing each other. Sirius kissed her again, slow and deep as he moved on top of her. She spread her legs, resting her feet on the uprights again. Sirius’ head prodded her clit. Gasping, Lily lifted her hips, helping him find his way to her vagina, she reached between her legs, taking hold of his shaft and guiding him. Sirius moaned as he filled her and she shivered with pleasure, closing her eyes and focusing on the feel of his cock slowly burrowing into her wetness. When his entire length was inside her, his balls brushing against her, he sighed, dropping his chin to his chest, closing off the world with a curtain of black hair. “Please, Sirius,” Lily whispered, moving under him in anticipation. He pulled out of her as slowly as he had entered, stopping just before the head was free. Lily bit her lip. Her heart beat faster and she moaned in anticipation as Sirius paused once again. He thrust deep without warning. Lily dug her fingernails into his shoulders, opening her eyes. Sirius was watching her, smiling. He pulled out again, continuing the slow, maddening pace until he was almost free before pausing. “God, Sirius!” she cried, thrusting her hips up into him and forcing him deep inside her. He laughed low as she pulled away and quickly thrust up again. He moved to meet her, driving hard and pulling a gasp from her lips. Changing his pace, he moved hard and deep within her, each thrust traveling through her body.
His forceful pumping, each movement punctuated with a breathless gasp, filled Lily’s world. The friction built within her and she tightened around his pulsing cock, increasing the intensity. As his speed increased, her pleasure crested and she cried out, wordless and breathless. Liquid warmth filled her as Sirius cried out above her. His movement slowed until he collapsed on top of her. For a moment, they lay still, basking in the pleasure that pulsed between them. Then Lily lowered her legs and Sirius pulled out of her. She opened her eyes, smiling up at him. Sirius kissed her on the tip of the nose before rolling off of her.
Maybe James can wait just a little bit more, Lily thought as the stars slowly spun above.