I've decided to leave. Its nothing against you love, its just that, I can't screw my head on straight right now and still remain in England so I'm leaving for a while. I appreciate what you've done for me, and for what you gave me when I came to you. And for not pushing or badgering me. Its meant more than you can know at the moment.
I just can't deal with this all and be around people. I'll be fine on my own, so please try not to worry about me. I know that's pretty much like asking for the rain not to fall in England, but do please try. I promise I'll be ok.
If any one should come looking for me, namely Rabastan, please do not tell him I left. I have no desire for him to hunt me down once more. The further away from him I stay the better for my mental stability. Actually the further away from the both of them I stay the better off I'll be I think.
I'll let you know once I've settled in somewhere and perhaps you can come and visit. Merlin knows your the only friend I really have at the moment and I love you dearly for it Barty.