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Sigyn, Gudinna Trogen ([info]sigyn) wrote in [info]history_dot_com,
@ 2012-04-19 20:25:00

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Entry tags:~loki, ~sigyn

Artistic Endeavors [a long, long time ago] (tag: Loki)
Sigyn let out a low grunt, then lifted her hand to brush back the hair that was damply clinging to her forehead. A bead of sweat rolled down the back of her neck, then slid south to tickle its way down her spine. The linen of her underdress was itchy and sticky because of the moisture radiating off her body, and she stopped for a moment to lose another layer. She unfastened the brooches on the straps of her woolen hangerock and quickly pulled the overdress over her head. She had no fears about mussing her head covering, as she'd shed that very early on in her efforts. The overdress was dumped onto the cloak, along with the headkercheif, in a pile that was off to the side.

If anybody came along at that point, Sigyn would be woefully underdressed, wearing nothing more than her ankle-length shift, but she was growing far too warm in the early afternoon sun to wear the rest of her normal clothing. She refastened a belt at her waist, mostly to keep the fabric out of her way as she bent forward, and she rolled up the sleeves another two turns. What she was doing was very physical, and she was happy she'd taken the time to not only braid her hair extra tight, but to wind it about her head to keep it from swinging freely.

As she'd stopped for a moment, Sigyn took the opportunity to check on her quark. It would have been better if she hadn't had to move it, because once the curdling started in the milk, disturbing it could break up the curds that were forming. But quark was better for what she was doing than plain milk, and she obviously could not do this anywhere near Asgard. She'd never hear the end of it, because this was so beyond unladylike there would be no coming back from it.

Perhaps, she reflected, this was why all the other maidens and handmaidens stuck to the sorts of crafts that Frigg deemed women's work. Carding and combing and dying and spinning and sewing wool. Which seemed an awful lot like sheep-tending after the fact to Sigyn. Not to mention, she had no skill at all with anything that resembled string. Whether it was yarn or thread, there were always knots that she was at a loss to explain where they came from. She much preferred her artistic hobby, even though it took some effort to accomplish.

Speaking of which, she'd better get back to preparing. The quark was currently draining in the cheesecloth and she would rinse it off in a moment before adding it to the rest of her ingredients. The various she'd found earlier in the week had already been made ready as well. Sigyn knew that if she told anyone what they would produce, they'd be surprised, but experimenting had proven to her what a lovely blue the steel grey ilmenite could be, how limonite produced a golden yellow, and the raspberry beryl gave her a soft pink. All she had left to do was to smash the limestone and grind it down to a powder as fine as she had with the minerals. Once she had the lime, she could mix it first with water, then the quark and pigment would go in, and finally, she would have paint.

It was a lot of work, but it was worth it. She picked up the hammer again, setting the next piece of limestone on the large granite stone she'd found. Sigyn had used it enough that there was a bowl-shaped indentation, like a giant mortar. Which was fairly accurate as she would soon used the end of the hammer as a pestle for the roughest grind. But first, it had to be broken up.

She swung the hammer down with a harsh grunt, then raised her arms to do it again. Yeah. This was so not ladylike. Sigyn grinned and set to work.



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[info]laufeyson
2012-04-23 12:18 am UTC (link)
There were days when Loki would wonder what kept him in Asgard. With the exception of Odin and Thor and maybe Hoenir, no one else every really made him feel openly welcome. Some of the goddesses were more than willing to let him secretly warm their beds, but when push came to shove, they never sided with him. It was always: Loki do this, Loki do that, Loki we have to save Freyja or get Thor's hammer back or get Idun back.... or any other endless list of things they demanded of him to do. Always conveniently forgetting that without him would Odin have his spear? Would Thor have his hammer?

No.

Really, he was just a scapegoat for their troubles. Never mind that he sometimes was the cause of their troubles. Maybe if he wasn't so damn bored all the time he'd be doing more productive things. But unless Thor felt like he wanted to go on a journey to slay some jotuns, or Odin and Hoenir wanted to travel and experience the nine worlds, Loki was left to make his own entertainment.

This was how he frequently found himself in the beds of women... sometimes even married women. When all his charm and dedication could be used to woo, there was little chance of being turned down. Well, that and he just loved women in general. Had a low resistance around a pretty face and it was by sheer will power alone that he had not been talked into matrimony with one of said pretty faces. Not for the lack of trying on the part of some of Asgard's more eligible females. That was a road he had been down twice, both times ending badly, and would not go down again.

He had been entertaining the charms of a daughter of a mortal farmer, one whose mother was relatively easy on the eyes as well and had Odin been around that day they could have both have taken one or the other and had a grand time of it, when the farmer came in and caught the Trickster mid-coitus with his daughter. There had been a great deal of shouting, a quick doing up of his trousers on Loki's part, the wanton daughter tossing him back his tunic, boots and cloak before making a break for it. Once far enough away he paused only to tug on his tunic, belt and boots and left the cloak draped over his arm and he chuckled to himself.

Far out of town, he heard the sounds of a female grunting and of metal striking rock. It took him a bit to find the source of the sound and even then, he timed his steps with the sounds of the metal on rock. Finding the source, he stood back and watched with mild amusement. A woman. A woman only in her shift, was breaking apart rock for some reason.

Loki looked around her for some notion of what she was doing. It certainly wasn't woman's work, whatever it was. Then he felt it. That small bit of electricity on the air that told him that this was no mere woman. This, this was a goddess and probably one of Frigg's many handmaidens. He watched her for quite a long span of time before feeling bold enough to say, “you know, you could ask Thor for pointers on your technique. But I think if you got anything out of him other than “put your back into it” you'd be lucky. Though, there has to be a more efficient way of doing... whatever you're doing." Then he smiled, since he was genuinely amused and folded his arms together in front of him.

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[info]sigyn
2012-04-23 07:21 pm UTC (link)
Sigyn jerked upright at the first sound of a male voice, shocked that somebody had arrived without her hearing their approach. If she'd known someone was there, she would have put on her overdress and headkerchief. As it was, she was practically undressed in front of a total stranger. But she didn't reach for her things, or attempt to cover herself. It seemed like the best option would be to brazen through and casually reach for her cloak in a moment or two, as though she was doing nothing at all wrong.

Because she wasn't. She had every right to think that she'd been alone, and that she had some reasonable expectation of privacy. If anything, he was in the wrong for sneaking up on her without making any noise. Sigyn was sure she would have heard him if he hadn't been deliberately trying to be unobtrusive. And only rude people did that.

Rude gods, she corrected, as she took in the shimmer in the air between them. Which would explain his comments about Thor much better than assuming he was a very impertinent mortal that didn't care if he blasphemed. Though he looked like the sort that would be given to blaspheming anyway. Probably every chance he got.

Sigyn drew herself up straight and looked him square in the face, holding the small hammer at her side. “This is the way to do whatever I'm doing. Though I must admit, Mjölnir would make the task go much faster. But I would worry that as efficient as Thor's hammer is it might cause sparks, and that would be a problem, since some of the rocks I have to break can be a bit combustible, especially after I powder them. I don't want fire.”

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[info]laufeyson
2012-04-25 01:40 am UTC (link)
His eyes lit up at the mention of some of the rocks being a touch combustible. Loki rather enjoyed combustible things -being a fire giant himself, and the potential for combustion instantly had is attention. At least, that was until he took a good look at her face. Oh, she was fair, that he noted immediately. And bold, the fact that she was standing about in her shift and nothing more was proof of that. As was the fact that she didn't immediately rush to cover herself. Not to mention her words.

Loki was... intrigued.

Boldly, and uninvited, he stepped toward her. “Certainly you don't mean that. Who doesn't want fire? Fire warms us, cooks our food, burns our dead... it's very useful. Unless of course it interferes with,” he waved his hand at her tools and stone, “whatever you're doing.”

For just a moment, he took his eyes off of her face and looked back from her hammer, to the stone, to the powder, to everything else and then back to her face. “What are you doing anyway?” Loki honestly didn't know. Intelligent though he was, he had no experience with making paint himself. Nor had he known any of his companions to do it. At least not that they've shared the process with him.

He wondered what her hair looked like when it wasn't braided up. Was it long, was it only to her shoulders? Loki wasn't quite sure why it mattered, but he also wondered what she'd look like if she smiled. So he said, “Other than standing out here in your shift and beating a rock into submission with a hammer, that is.” That was a tease, nothing more, and was delivered with a friendly smile. And, he hoped, a non-threatening smile. She had a weapon at hand. Loki didn't want her to feel threatened.

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[info]sigyn
2012-04-25 11:42 pm UTC (link)
Sigyn wasn't exactly sure what to make of this man. He struck up a casual conversation with a woman he had not been introduced to, and was then bold enough, or gauche enough, to comment on the fact that she was in her shift. A polite gentleman would not have done that. Then again, a proper maiden wouldn't be out here doing what she was doing in her state of undress either, so she supposed she didn't really have a leg to stand on in that argument.

Still, she moved towards her clothing, still holding her hammer tightly. While he seemed friendly, appearances could be deceiving, and she was in her underdress. Some men, a lot of men, would want to take advantage. While she knew, logically, that putting on the hangerock would not deter a truly determined attacker, it wasn't some magical shield, it would at least demonstrate that she was not a loose woman. Getting it on one handed would be a tad awkward however, so she clutched it in her free hand and considered.

Finally, she asked outright, “Would you mind turning around, please? I would feel better if I were properly dressed. Obviously I was not expecting company, and I would like to compose myself.”

Sigyn wasn't certain if he would actually give her that concession, and even to her own ears it sounded a little stuffy the way she'd asked it. But she didn't want to be overly friendly either, given that she was in her shift. “After that,” she offered, “I'll explain what I'm doing and you can wax poetic about burning things down if you like.”

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[info]laufeyson
2012-04-29 11:41 pm UTC (link)
Loki chuckled. Not about the part of composing herself, that was amusing sure, but understandable all the same. Obviously she hadn't been expecting anyone to happen upon her. Obviously she thought she was alone. And, he realized, she obviously had no idea who he was. Not that Loki had a clue who she was, but logical deduction told him she was probably one of Frigg's protegees. Though, how she'd managed to escape his notice until now was unknown.

But she hadn't addressed him by name or epithet. Or had she given any other apparent indication of recognition. That was interesting as well. She really intrigued him.

So rather than incur her wrath and have her wish to strike him with her hammer, even though he'd admit he was enjoying seeing her there in her state of undress, he bowed his head in a slow nod and turned around. Loki also said nothing further. Instead let her compose herself and would let her take as much time as necessary to do it. If she fled, well... he'd not pursue. Interesting as she was, he wasn't in the mood to chase today. He'd been chased off already, he didn't particularly feel like chasing someone also.

It might seem surprising to some that someone who enjoyed women as much as Loki did wouldn't immediately take to trying to woo the mysterious woman in her shift. But as much as Loki loved women, he wasn't a lech and he never went where his advances weren't welcomed. He was not, and would not, become his father -the sort of man that forced himself on the unwilling.

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[info]sigyn
2012-05-01 03:09 am UTC (link)
For a moment, she thought he was going to be a problem, and her grip tightened on the hammer. Especially when he chuckled. That hadn't made her feel at all comfortable, and she had started planning in her head how she was going to evade him long enough to get somewhere safe. Because fighting him would be foolish. While she was strong and fast, she wasn't stupid enough to think she would be a match for somebody his size.

But after that first unsettling minute, he tilted his head almost gallantly and then he turned around. Sigyn didn't waste time, she grabbed her overdress and pulled it on. The headdress and cloak could be grabbed if she had to run, or left behind if necessary. But at least she wouldn't show up at the gates of Asgard looking like a trollop.

Though she was starting to think maybe she wouldn't have to run. He hadn't turn around at all while she'd gotten dressed. Nor had he badgered her with questions as she'd half expected him to. All in all, once she'd made her request, he'd been fairly polite. So it would be rude on her part to simply bolt. Besides, it would mean that all the work she'd done that day would have been for nothing, and Sigyn always hated waste.

“Alright,” she finally announced. “You may turn around now.” Then before she could stop herself, Sigyn asked bluntly, “And just who are you anyway?”

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[info]laufeyson
2012-05-02 11:20 pm UTC (link)
He turned on his heels slowly and considered what name to give her. There was the innate fear that if he told her who he really was right that moment that she'd definitely flee. Loki was no fool, he was well aware of his reputation and women that appreciated that sort of reputation generally knew who he was. But she didn't know who he was. He, a rather prominent figure, he liked to think, in Asgard and she didn't know who he was. He, Loki, Odin's blood brother. Did the woman live in a cave?

But still, Loki was intrigued, so he would try to avoid scaring her away. So after a moment, he answered her as truthfully as possible without giving his actual name away, “Someone you probably don't want to be seen with. Who are you, who I've never seen around Asgard?” It was a fair enough question, given he'd spotted her in a state of undress, in public of all places and then had the audacity to act surprised that someone was around.

“But more importantly, what are you doing?” Of that he was genuinely curious as well. Nothing could help that, unfortunately. He was a curious individual and it frequently got him into trouble. He was also good a lying and getting others out of jams, much to his own suffering later, but that wasn't important at the moment.

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[info]sigyn
2012-05-03 06:29 pm UTC (link)
She could have responded that she'd never seen him around Asgard either. She almost did. It was little off-putting to Sigyn that he'd state that so bluntly, as though he were somebody and she was nobody. The fact was, she hadn't seen him either, so he couldn't be all that important, now could he? But she bit her tongue and didn't say what she wanted to.

Sigyn crossed her arms, still holding the hammer in one hand, so it ruined the effect just a bit. But she wasn't letting go of her weapon until she was sure she wouldn't need it. Which might be never considering he hadn't answered her question at all. He'd turned it around on her instead. Did that mean he had something to hide? After all he said he was somebody she probably didn't want to be seen with. What did that mean anyway?

“I will tell you what I'm doing, and who I am,” she informed him, “when you answer my question. And you know very well that was not an answer, that was an evasion, so please don't try to argue that what you gave me was enough. It wouldn't be a fair trade to tell give you the information you're looking for when you deny me the information that I see, would it? I will say that it stands to reason that if I've never seen you around Asgard, you wouldn't have seen me either, would you? Obviously, we have different circles of acquaintances. Now. Who are you?”

It was bold to not only question him again, but to offer him such a tease. Sigyn didn't actually do it intentionally. But if she was offering a fair trade, well, he had given her a response of sorts, so she should offer him one in kind. He wasn't somebody she should be seen with. And she wasn't a member of his clique of friends. But neither answer gave any true indication of identity on either part, and Sigyn really wanted to know who this man was.

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[info]laufeyson
2012-05-06 09:47 pm UTC (link)
He laughed again. Oh, she was clever. And spunky. Two traits that amused him greatly and did nothing sway his interest in her at the moment. If anything, it was only succeeding in making him more interested in this mystery woman.

He didn't tell her that he had a rather firm grasp on the who was who among the ladies of Asgard. Once she got his name, she'd know immediately. It was a bit of information he was going to have to give her, it seemed, because her argument was very valid. It was hard to argue with logic. “I concede defeat to your logic. And,” he added, “you can put your hammer down if you're not going to use it in showing me what you're doing. It doesn't intimate me.” Lie. Weapons in general intimated him a great deal. But he'd give her an inclination of who he was before he actually gave his name. “When you've been near Thor as often as I have when he's slinging Mjollnir around, it damages your after hammer's... intimidation quotient.”

Then Loki took a step backwards with one foot. “But I suppose if I am to yield to your logic, I must give you my name.” He extended his right arm forward, palm up, then brought it to his waist and bowed moderately as he said, “Loki Laufeysson, at your service.” Returning upright, the only thought that entered his mind was the hope that she wouldn't immediately flee. She didn't seem the type that would be thrilled with his presence. Then again, she hadn't left yet.

And where the thought that he didn't want her to leave was coming from, he wasn't sure. So he offered a friendly smile.

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[info]sigyn
2012-05-09 02:44 am UTC (link)
Well then. That would explain his reluctance to tell her who he was. He was not just famous, he was infamous. It also explained why he wasn't a gentleman about finding her in her shift; he wasn't a gentleman at all anyway. Though he had been polite enough to turn around while she got dressed. Knowing who he was now, that actually rather surprised her.

“As I understand it,” she said, “you're at everyone's service, aren't you? They do seem to keep you busy retrieving this or stealing that or something. Maybe that's why you didn't recognize me. While I was there, you must have been off on some adventure or other. With Thor, I'm sure.”

Alright, now she was blatantly teasing him, and truthfully, she wasn't sure why she was doing it. Maybe it was the look on his face. There was something slightly cocky about the way he smiled, and it made her want to poke him with a stick. Or maybe it was the name dropping; she really didn't think it was necessary to tell her how often he'd seen Thor sling his hammer. That sounded dirty, now that she thought about it.

But since he'd given his name, it was only fair that she give hers in return, since that was the deal she'd offered him. “I am Sigyn.” There was a short pause before she added, “Holdadóttir.” It wasn't a lie, exactly. Holda was the only mother Sigyn truly remembered, and it got rather tiresome to keep repeating that she was “just Sigyn.” He'd given her two names, fair being fair, she was giving him two in return.

And since this had all begun because of his curiosity about her activities, she said simply, “I'm making paint.”

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[info]laufeyson
2012-05-09 10:31 pm UTC (link)
Loki crossed his arms and raised one eyebrow at her tease. He wasn't quite sure if he should be offended or not. It was possible that the woman had intended to offend him, by making some remark about his apparently penchant for doing dirty work for others at their will, which was what she clarified as to meaning -not what he initially thought she meant which related to his... virility. Either way, it wasn't particularly kind to rub his nose in it, so he stared and waited expectantly for her to return her end of the bargain.

And when she did, he was perplexed again. Sigyn Holadottir. He'd not even heard her name before. Nor was he aware of Holda having such a daughter. Though, it wasn't like he was on the sort of terms where he would know such a thing either. Still, he had a good memory for things and her name was never mentioned within his earshot that he could recall.

Oh well. He met her now.

Then he got the answer he wanted, which he was telling himself mattered more than her name... though why he was telling himself that it was more important he didn't know. It was strange and he wasn't going to dwell on it. She'd disclosed what she was doing... making paint.

Paint?

For what?

Curiosity took over and he took two bold steps forward to peer at her work. “Paint?” He asked, echoing his earlier thoughts. “What do you need paint for?” It wasn't really something -making paint, that he associated with women's work. Not that he was particularly conservative regarding what women should and shouldn't do, he often thought Frigg regulating her handmaidens only to activities that were dainty or fiber crafty did them a disservice in the long run, he just always associated hard manual labor with men's work.

She didn't address herself as anyone's wife, which pleased him -again, he wasn't sure why; so he was having difficulty figuring out what she would want paint for that didn't involve maintenance of some kind.

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[info]sigyn
2012-05-10 09:50 pm UTC (link)
Sigyn blinked, then deliberately gave him a look as though he was particularly slow. Which, if the stories were even remotely true, was far from the truth. She knew why he'd asked the question; women did not make paint, because painting was a job for workers, male workers. Generally because paint was usually just used to paint things like walls and tables and chairs. That was not was Sigyn used it for, but she couldn't help but tease him for taking the most obvious route. Someone as clever as he was reputed to be should know better.

So, speaking slowly, as though to a child, she replied, “I need it to paint things.”

Then she waited a heartbeat. Then another. All the while, holding the patient face as though she was waiting for the explanation to click in his teeny, tiny mind. But three heartbeats of time was a little too much, and the corner of her mouth twitched upwards as she tried to contain the teasing smile that wanted to come out. Another twitch followed a moment later, and Sigyn gave up and grinned.

Before he could get too angry with her mild taunting, Sigyn turned and bent to look through the supplies she'd brought with her. When she stood again, she had something dangling from her hand. Looped onto a leather thong was a circle of wood that she'd stained a dark color, then painted over with a dark grey paint that had dried almost black. On top of that, with greens, blues, browns and little splashes of red and white, she'd painted a flowery design. Sigyn held it out for Loki to see for himself.

“This is what I do with the paint,” she explained. “Though thus far, I'm the only one that appreciates my skills. Mostly because it's my only skill.”

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[info]laufeyson
2012-05-11 05:18 pm UTC (link)
“I need it to paint things.”

Loki narrowed his brows and cocked his head to the side to say, “really?” As if he didn't know she needed paint to paint things. As if he were dim or something. She wasn't talking to Thor, she was talking to Loki. He who considered himself relatively intelligent, perhaps moreso than the others in Asgard. Not particularly wise... wisdom was different from intelligence, but he thought of himself as a smart fellow.

Then she was grinning. Obviously, she was proud that she had made a jibe at his simple question and gave it a simple answer. She was teasing him again. What was up with that? Was that particularly smart of her? It was a good thing he had a sense of humor, though it was hard to be amused when it felt sort of like she was patronizing him.

Then she turned and bent over and he couldn't resist the urge to tip his head to take a good peek at her bottom. He may have been trying to be gentlemanly by letting her dress with his back turned... but he wasn't dead. Pleased, he tried not to smile and looked back upward the second she started to turn toward him. And then she was holding out something for him to see.

Loki took the pendant in hand and looked it with a genuine amazement. It was, plainly put, beautifully done. Very intricate. It was nothing like anything Loki had particularly seen before. At least not done on that small a scale. Before he could think through what he was about to say, his mouth opened and he started speaking. “How do you get your strokes so small, steady and even?” Then he paused, blinked and realized that it didn't quite come out in the most... polite way possible. Actually, taken out of context, it sounded rather dirty.

“That...” he said looking up at her, “that was worded poorly.”

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[info]sigyn
2012-05-14 06:43 pm UTC (link)
Sigyn had moved closer while he was looking at the pendant. It was a subconscious desire to see how he reacted to her work, and a bit because she liked to look at the things she'd made. While it wasn't something that most would appreciate, since it wasn't a terribly womanly hobby, Sigyn always found pleasure in her artwork. Even after the fact. So she gave into her pride and stood close enough that she could see the details, just as he did.

So when Loki looked up, Sigyn was a bit startled to find that she was that close to him. She hadn't realized that she'd maneuvered herself into such a position until just that moment. Not that they were going to bump into one another when they moved, but she was definitely nearer than she had planned on being. And his eyes were very, very blue.

Not a light bluish-grey that was so common, but a deeper blue. It was not an intense color, but rather a comfortable one. Like forget-me-nots in the shade. Then she gave herself a mental shake, wondering why she was waxing poetic about the color of his eyes. Sigyn was generally not given to the silliness that affected other handmaidens and made them titter and blush, she wasn't going to start now. Especially not because he happened to have pretty eyes. She frowned slightly, first at her own thoughts, but it stayed in place when she registered his words. Because she was more than a little confused.

“How was it worded poorly? I thought it was a very nice compliment, thank you,” she told him, completely missing the innuendo. It was simply beyond her ken. “I use a very small brush, I made it myself. And I usually rest my hand on a tabletop when I'm painting something so small so that I don't accidentally shake it. I keep meaning to try to paint something larger, like a chair, but I'm... well I'm not sure that would be a good idea. I don't know that the others would... understand.”

By others, she meant Frigg. And by understand, she meant approve. Perhaps if her threadcraft was better, if she could spin or embroider or weave, Sigyn would be more secure. But this was outside the norm. And the technique for getting the supplies she needed was, as he'd already seen, very physical. Sigyn was almost positive that her painting wouldn't be considered an acceptable pastime. And she really loved doing it, so thus far, it had been a secret.

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[info]laufeyson
2012-05-17 02:05 am UTC (link)
He decided to let his comment about her strokes go completely by the wayside. She didn't catch the innuendo and he certainly wasn't going to draw attention to it. He didn't want her to think he was a lech. Which, contrary to rumor, he wasn't. So he wasn't to mention that his words could have been taken in a far more... intimate context. Instead, he took what was probably not a wise decision to make and commented instead on her last remark regarding others not understanding.

“If by others you mean Frigg,” he didn't expand to say and her coop of clucking handmaidens but it was implied. Most of the handmaidens had been kind to him when they wanted him in their beds. Loki had his suspicions, though, that the 'others' Sigyn was referring to was probably the chief asynia... Miss I-Wouldn't-Know-Fun-If-It-Bit-Me-In-The-Ass... and Loki had some very strong feelings about that woman. “Tell her to piss up a rope. You'll be much better off for it in the long run.”

It was his honest feeling on the matter. To further stick his foot in his mouth, he added, “I think she does you all a great disservice by keeping your fields of expertise so narrow. Good on you for doing your own thing. And you can tell her I said that if you want.”

Then Loki paused, smiled and handed the pendant back to her. “This is extraordinary work. You shouldn't hide it. You are very talented.” And dedicated. Loki wasn't sure that he, himself, would have the sort of patience that was required to make the paint, make the brush, make the pendant and then paint said pendant.

She was also quite beautiful. Not in the arrogant sort of way that Sif and Freyja were at times, that in-your-face obtrusive beauty. No, she had a soft, natural beauty. A comforting, inviting sort of beauty and when Loki found himself looking at her face again he didn't want to look away. So, for the moment, he didn't. He didn't so much stare, as just look at her with a pleased expression on his face. A stark contrast from the snark he had given moments before regarding Frigg.

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[info]sigyn
2012-05-20 06:13 pm UTC (link)
Sigyn felt her cheeks flame when he made his comment about Frigg. She wasn't used to either the language, or anyone speaking of Frigg is such a manner. The Chief amongst the Asynia was respected and loved, and generally considered the end all, be all of behavior in women. Sigyn had never heard anybody disparage her before, and it made her a tad uncomfortable. Especially since Frigg had been so kind in helping her adjust when she arrived in Asgard.

Though she could be a bit overbearing about the spinning and weaving thing. She very much wanted Sigyn, well all of her handmaidens really, to excel at it. Sigyn didn't have the heart to tell her that if Holda couldn't get her to do it properly, Frigg probably didn't stand much of a chance at it either. But beyond not wanting to hurt the queen's feelings, Sigyn got the impression that it wouldn't make much of a difference if she said it anyway; Frigg tended to think she was always right.

Sigyn could see how that might rub a strong-willed person the wrong way on occasion, but she didn't know if that was the issue with Loki. Or was she a conquest that had gone poorly? Oh yes, she knew Loki's reputation quite well, but she'd never heard of him trying to woo Frigg. Which didn't mean it hadn't happened. Now she was curious.

And flattered. Very flattered, because he liked her artwork. And nobody else she'd shown had been as kind about it. Mostly because the only others she'd shown were women, and all of them wondered just how that was going to get her a husband.

“Thank you,” she told him sincerely. “It's very nice to hear that somebody else appreciates my talents. But Frigg has a very practical point. A woman is judged by how well she can take care of a husband, either current or future. While I could keep him fed and surrounded by pretty things, I'm not sure if I could keep him clothed. If I cannot spin or weave well, my husband would be frequently naked. That cannot be a good thing for a marriage, can it?”

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[info]laufeyson
2012-05-27 03:25 pm UTC (link)
A bright grin formed on his face, but he stopped himself before he could utter the question, “what's the problem with being frequently naked?” Loki didn't say it because just as the immediate thought came to his mind, especially since he couldn't think of single man in Asgard -well anywhere actually, that would mind having a wife that kept them frequently naked; it also came to mind suddenly that she was very naive. Which was relatively surprising. Loki was sure Frigg's handmaidens, well in some cases he actually knew, weren't the maidens of virtue Frigg liked to promote that they were. He was sure that the Asyniur chatted in much the same way the Aesir did when separate from the opposite sex.

Maybe Loki was wrong.

In either instance, Sigyn was incredibly naive and while moderately refreshing, it was also a little off-putting. Loki was certain just sitting here and conversing with her would ruin her naivete. He would ruin her and that was the job of any future husband she may have. Which, speaking of husbands, he had an opinion on that as well.

Of course he did. Loki always had an opinion.

“If you'd listen to Frigg, it seems that we are completely incapable of taking care of ourselves at all. Yet somehow we manage to keep ourselves clothed, clean and fed when either not married or separate from our wives.” Then Loki shook his head. “No. If you want my opinion on the matter, a woman should be more well-rounded. Someone a conversation can be held with where the conversation doesn't revolve around how her weaving is going. That would make for a dreadfully long winter indoors if she can't carry a decent conversation.” Well, and other things, but he was trying to censor himself a bit.

Then Loki shrugged. “Most men can keep themselves fed, and clothes can be commissioned or bought. But a practical, talented attractive, self-sufficient and intelligent woman you can talk to... that's a rare find.” Unless you were Thor, then you just wanted someone pretty to warm your bed.

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[info]sigyn
2012-06-01 03:37 am UTC (link)
Sigyn found herself returning the grin, though she had no idea what was so funny. There was just something very infectious about the way his face lit up. It made his eyes even bluer, she thought. Then she reminded herself that she was not going to be distracted by how pretty his eyes were. She'd already decided that.

And she was starting to come to the conclusion that there was little Loki didn't have an opinion about, as he began speaking about future husbands and men in general. What he was saying was completely counter to everything that young women were taught, and yet... And yet he did have some very valid and logical points. Sigyn found herself nodding in agreement.

But that really wasn't how things were done. Regardless of what Loki said, it wasn't just women that espoused the need for a wife to be crafty. “I would like to agree with you, but really, I've heard many men give compliments on a woman's embroidery or weaving. I've heard husbands brag about their wives' accomplishments at spinning. That leads a person to believe those are the sorts of things that are valued in a mate, especially when it's reinforced by other women. So while I'd like to take comfort in your conclusions, because that would give me some hope of finding an intelligent husband, I can't help but wonder if it's only your opinion, Loki.”

Sigyn shook her head, and stated bluntly, “I'm quite resigned to being a spinster, in any case. Frigg keeps trying, but Holda tried too, and I just don't seem to be able to pick up those sorts of skills. Threads and yarns and strings... they are determined to thwart me. I am beginning to believe they were designed specifically to add frustration to my life. I will stick to my painting and simply do without a husband. After all, I don't really see why I need a man to define who I am. No offense intended.”

That would probably send him scuttling off. Always seemed to with other men. Though Sigyn got the impression that Loki was not like other men at all. Still, being outspoken had rarely gotten her compliments. But when he left, she could get back to her painting. So she would not be disappointed if he went, she was determined she wouldn't be, she was planning not to be. She hoped.

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[info]laufeyson
2012-06-06 01:08 am UTC (link)
“Maybe it is only my opinion,” he said with a shrug, “but perhaps that's what men applaud because that's all they know to applaud. If a woman is good a nothing else, what can you possibly compliment her on... or brag about her to others over?” He shrugged again. “And really, how many of the ladies of Fensalir have husbands or intendeds? Some of them are quite skilled with those strings you claim thwart you.” And the women that were married and of any notoriety were skilled at other things. Idun, Sif and yes, even Frigg all had skills outside of fiber-arts. In fact, it wasn't Frigg's ability to make Odin socks that won him away from her mother and his previous wife into her position as the Alfather's wife, but he'd not mention that.

Loki ran his hand through his hair and looked away for a moment. This was becoming an uncomfortable conversation. It was similar to one he had with Eisa and Einmyria at one point where they were convinced that their broken home would be a deterrent to them finding husbands. Which was ridiculous. They were beautiful, intelligent and strong women. Sure, they may intimidate a lesser man, but those men were not worthy of them to being with then.

“Look,” he said turning back to look at her. Loki sighed and rather than smile at her like he really wanted to, she was smart and beautiful, his face took on a very serious expression. “I'll tell you the same thing I told my daughters and you can take it or leave it. You're not like the others Frigg has under her wing. You are obviously intelligent, you are independent -that much I can gather from seeing what you're doing here, and you are quite attractive. No, you are right, you do not need a man to define who you are, but don't let another woman do that either.” That was a pointed remark directly to Frigg and her forcing of skills on Sigyn that Sigyn obviously had no interest in or adeptness at.

“There is far more to the nine worlds than it what in Frigg's tiny niche. Only you can define who you are and you should be proud of who you are. Don't resign yourself to a fate that is indefinite. Don't sell yourself short and for fuck's sake if a man -suitor, intended or husband- can't appreciate you for who you are then he isn't worth having. Then it's his loss.”

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[info]sigyn
2012-06-07 06:43 pm UTC (link)
Sigyn stared at the man standing there, his hair rumpled, his face serious. It took a moment for everything he'd just said to truly register, because her first reaction had been disbelief. She blinked, and then a grin spread wide across her face. A moment later it was followed by a hearty chuckle that she didn't even try to contain. With anyone else, in any other company, she might have tried to be a bit more ladylike, but she was both startled and pleased and didn't even think to curb her reaction. Sigyn laughed.

Before he could think she was laughing at him, she held up a cautioning hand and explained, “I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm not laughing at your advice. It's very, very good advice and it warms my heart, it really does, that you're the sort of father that would support your daughters that way. And it is ridiculously sweet that you'd offer that same advice to a stranger that you just met. I do appreciate it, please don't think I don't, it's just...”

And there, she had to pause as another giggle bubbled out of her lips. “It's just that you're Loki! You have to know the reputation that you have, and here you are... giving me fatherly advice. I'm sorry, it just tickles me. Thank you. For the advice and making me feel... better about being me.”

Her smile turned teasing, as did her tone. “Are you alright? Do you need to say something lascivious and naughty to balance out the niceness? It was so kind of you to say such things, I'll let you get in one free flirt without even threatening you with the hammer if you like. I might even be convinced to keep this to myself to protect your reputation. Of course, that will probably cost you.”

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[info]laufeyson
2012-06-12 01:16 pm UTC (link)
Loki frowned. It was a deep, unhappy frown. She was laughing at him, wasn't she?

Oh sure, she tried to explain that his advice was good, that it warmed her heart, that he was good to and supportive of his daughters, and that he was sweet to offer the same advice to her. Even that she appreciated it. But she was laughing. She was laughing. In fact, the longer she tried to qualify why she wasn't laughing at him, the more he waited for the “but.”

And it came. Sigyn might not have actually said the word, it was implied. Oh, his reputation. Because that was all he was -a man stuck in a perpetual quest for a rut. As if he had no worth if his clothes were on and something offensive wasn't coming out of his mouth. That, rather flatly, ruined the amusement he had with her earlier.

“I'll have you know,” he said and raised a finger as if to tell her what for, “that in regards to my reputation, I never go where not invited.” Then Loki crossed his arms over his chest. “I've had no reason to suspect that you'd invite such behavior, nor am I in the mood. But I am disappointed that you, who seem to think freely enough for yourself, would -like the others, reduce me to nothing more than a lech.”

Rolling his eyes, he sighed, “I keep forgetting. That must be the reason Odin, Thor and Hoenir want me around, right? My ability seduce women?”

He raised his hands in defeat. “Tell people, I don't care.” Loki shook his head, dropped his hands and bowed slightly. “And now, having been thoroughly laughed at when I was trying to help, I take my leave before I say something we both regret.

“Good day to you, Sigyn Holdadóttir . Good luck with your paint.”

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[info]sigyn
2012-06-12 06:02 pm UTC (link)
Her brows rose as she listened to him... well... whine. And she stopped laughing and smiling. At least, externally. Apparently she'd touched a bit of a nerve, which had not been her intention at all. She felt a bit bad about that, considering that he had been kind to her. But he was going just a tad overboard with his wounded pride act, wasn't he? Was he truly this thin skinned? Remarkably, Sigyn didn't think he was teasing, he was truly affronted, and she really didn't understand how that had happened.

But she would have let him go with a genuine apology, since she really hadn't intended to upset him, if he hadn't thrown out the challenge to tell people. Tell people? Why would she do any such thing? Just what motives was he ascribing to her? Because she was fairly certain he was doing so unfairly. And that she was not about to allow to stand without challenge.

“Before you say something we both regret?” she repeated. “I think you may have missed that mark, Loki, when you began accusing me of things I did not do. Something, I would think, that you would take care not to do since it appears to be something you feel happens to you often if I am understanding your rant correctly.”

Sigyn shook her head and clarified. “I was not laughing at you or at the advice you gave me. I appreciated it. And I told you just that, but you chose to ignore it. I also told you, and you chose to ignore, that I was laughing at the juxtaposition of your reputation against your actual actions, which I find to be rather ironic given that you have been kind and polite, despite all I've been told of your rakish behavior. It was a compliment, you ass. And I was teasing you, because I did not expect you to be so thin skinned that you could not tell the difference between good natured ribbing and biting saracasm.”

A harsh sigh huffed out between her lips, stirring the hair at her brow as she gave him a hard stare. “I am sorry your feelings were hurt and you were offended, because I didn't intend my words in such a manner. But I'm not about to let you make me feel ashamed because I have a sense of humor and am smart enough to use it, and you missed the joke. So good day to you, Loki Laufeysson.”

Turning away to gather her things, since she was not about to waste the time she had due to this interruption, she muttered half under her breath, “Big baby.”

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