I called yesterday and got some doctor's appointments. I'm seeing my psychologist so I can get my medicines adjusted tomorrow. Or my psychiatrist. I can never remember which one it is that does meds. I had a call early this morning to do verbal counseling over the phone. It was just an intake call, I won't start for two weeks but it made me nervous all the same.
Not as nervous as I could be though, which is strange. I think the blahs are overtaking my nerves even. Which is odd since I am used to a certain amount of panic, especially when I go out.
But yeah, I'm taking some steps to make myself better. Wish me luck tomorrow at the doctor.