| Eliina Silja Luvic ( @ 2008-04-05 11:53:00 |
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| Entry tags: | eliina, veronica |
Week Five: Monday
Who: Eliina and Veronica
Where: Old Town Towers, Eliina's condo
When: Monday Evening
Eliina didn't often pace, even rarer did she take up the old habit of chewing at the perfectly manicured nails that she kept. One of her few vanities. But at the moment she was wearing a path on the rug that sprawled across her living room floor, protecting that hardwood floor investment. Another glance at her phone told her that it wasn't quite seven yet and that she should just calm down and wait patiently for Veronica to arrive as they'd discussed over the phone earlier.
That was easier said than done though.
She broke away quickly from the path she was so familiar with and headed into the open kitchen. The kitchen that looked barely used. A bottle of Chardonnay sat open on the counter and Eliina poured herself another glass, her hand shaking ever so slightly as she held the glass bottle. Damn.
Her nerves had always been a source of irritation. Panicked breathing and that tight feeling in her chest. Why now though? She was scared. Her memories of her brothers were so very faint and it was such a long shot... she barely remembered their names. But more than that it was as if... doing this would bring back the ghost of her entire past, leaving it bare in front of her and maybe she would lack the courage to face it all again. How he'd loved to tell her that they were dead. That even if they were alive they wouldn't want to know her as she was now... No matter how many times those words had been spoken she'd never truly been able to believe them.... until she'd done what she never thought she'd been able to do and dirtied her hands beyond cleansing.
But the desire still remained in her, to find out the truth. She could only hope the cost wasn't too great.
Wine glass in hand and still dressed as she had just left the office, she made her way back into the minimally decorated living room and waited for the sound of the door buzzer announcing the arrival of the investigator.