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-:- lali de princesse -:- (lalique) wrote in halfofme,
@ 2008-05-09 17:11:00

Entry tags:

goals, motivation

Build me up buttercup
I'm having a really hard time getting motivated enough to actually START my diet. I did good for a half a day last week, and that was it. I weighed myself this morning, 250lbs. Its my highest weight EVER. I was holding steady at 230-235 for a long time, but something just snapped in me recently, and I've been eating like a pig day in and day out. I really need to learn to be accountable for myself, and STICK TO IT. I have such a hard time staying motivated, and try as I might I always end up giving into temptations, and hunger pains. I don't have a large goal this time. I just really would like to lose 30 pounds to start with. Ultimately I wanna lose 100 or more, but I'm taking it in baby steps, and not thinking about the "ultimate". Just trying to stay focused on a mini-goal.

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	missxace 2008-05-09 08:59 pm UTC (link)
	Heyyy Wowww! We have a lot in comkon! But my highest weight was 265. And Right now im hovering between 240-245! and yes i lost and than binging like hell and gained! i really do want to lose 100 or more pounds too! it'd be awesome to have you with my on my way! :) goodluck and stay strong<333 (Reply to this) (Thread)

lalique
2008-05-22 01:49 am UTC (link)

Thats awesome that you've lost that much already!!

I'm moving next week into my first house, and for the first time will be living on my own, and I'm hopeing that living on my own, will give me more of an advantage because I'll have total control over the food thats gets bought. I'm planning to stock the fridge with veggies and fruit, and healthy foods, and hopefully be able to stick with it.

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