12 May 2009 @ 12:20 am
AWZ: Lügen (Roman, PG-13)  
Title: Lügen
Author: [info]sdk
Fandom: Alles Was Zählt
Pairing(s)/Character(s): Roman (Implied Roman/Deniz, Roman/Randy)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angsty
Length/Word Count: Ficlet, 185 words
Notes: No summary because it isn't long enough for one. ;) Takes place between Roman's conversation with half naked-Deniz in ep 672 and his heated exchange with "Randy" in ep 673. Thanks to Aldi and Lil for convincing me that this doesn't suck.
Disclaimer: The following is based on fictional characters that I don't own doing fictional things in a fictional world that I didn't create. No copyright infringement intended, no money's being made.

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Lügen

Roman tells himself that his fourth drink will be the one that erases the memory of Deniz from his mind--Deniz dressed in only a stupid red towel slung low on his hips, water glistening on his skin and a flush of heat across his chest. His nipples were hard, two dusty brown peaks that Roman doesn't care anything about and he wasn't looking, even if he glanced down just once, they did not make his mouth water or his fingers itch, because Deniz is just a moron, a stupid moron that Roman got over a long time ago.

And he's not the reason Roman blew off Ingo for a night out at Homolulu's or why he's scanning the crowd looking for more than just a backseat shag in a taxi, or the reason Roman rejects every blond or short man in sight.

And when Mr. tall, dark and handsome slides up beside Roman, the faintest tease of sideburns scratching Roman's cheek as he whispers low in Roman's ear, "Let's get out of here", Deniz Öztürk has absolutely nothing to do with Roman's answer, "Yes."



-Fin-



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Aldi[info]aldiara on May 11th, 2009 11:52 pm (UTC)
GUH! Shelly you have THE WORST JUDGEMENT about your own writing - "it sucks", my arse!! This is gorgeous and lovely and squeeful and OMG so perfect - Roman constantly convincing himself that of course he isn't looking and of course he doesn't care and of course he's long over the little tosser but ROMAN, YOU ARE NOT, WE CAN TELL.

Seriously, SO MUCH LOVE. It's such a lovely, painful little insight and OMG how much do I love the fact that even the show gives him tall dark handsome guys?? THERE IS AN ARC THERE SOMEWHERE I KNOW IT. Even if there's not, I CAN DREAM.

And guuuuh, with the scraping of the sideburns and the murmur and YOU NEED TO WRITE AN NC-17 SEQUEL TO THIS. YES YES, YOU MUST.

I love this so much, Shelly! *draws hearts all over*
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쉘리 I whip my hair like Bang Bang: awz - ingo thinks roman is sexy[info]sdk on May 12th, 2009 02:05 am (UTC)
HAHAHA ILU SO MUCH. ♥ hahaha OMG NC-17 SEQUEL. WE WILL SEE WHAT I CAN DO. *PONDERS*

THERE IS AN ARC THERE SOMEWHERE I KNOW IT.
YES 100% agreed! I'm almost stunned that they actually picked a tall dark-haired guy for Roman to bring home--RTL, I THOUGHT YOU WERE CLUELESS. YOU ARE CONFUSING ME.

Thank you, sweets. You are awesome and amazing and I LOVE THIS COMMENT. *hugs and twirls like mad*
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Lilith: actor-dennis guh[info]lilithilien on May 12th, 2009 12:13 am (UTC)
LOVE LOVE LOVE!! This is EXACTLY what happened, and if RTL would get their collective heads out of their asses, they would film THIS and forget about ... well, everything else. Except Mike/drag!Bulle.

Roman's self-denial is so painfully obvious, and you do it so perfectly here. No, he's not looking, really, he's not. Nope! And the little things you had him notice, the little itching of his fingertips -- god, Shelly, it's just exactly what must've been going through his head!

And how much do I love that Roman has a type. CANON!

I agree with Aldi -- WE NEED NC-17 SEQUEL!!
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쉘리 I whip my hair like Bang Bang: awz - roman grins[info]sdk on May 12th, 2009 02:08 am (UTC)
Hhaha YES. This ep needed to be rewritten with all Roman/Deniz, Roman @ Homolulu's and Roman and his pick-up of the night, with a side order of Mike/Drag!Bulle. NOTHING ELSE IS IMPORTANT. (RTL, PAY ATTENTION!)

OMG, LIL. I HEART YOU. AND I HEART THIS COMMENT. AND I HEART THE FACT THAT YOU LIKED THE ITCHY FINGERTIPS. YES. *LOVES SO HARD*
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(Anonymous) on May 12th, 2009 04:05 pm (UTC)
OMG. SHELLY. WHY DIDN'T YOU PULL ME ASIDE AND INFORM ME OF THIS FIC'S EXISTENCE????

AND HOLY CRAP. This is so brilliant I can't even begin to describe it.
Roman's denial that is so OBVIOUS and yet so in-character and almost painful to read because you can tell it's going to end in tears--guilty guilty tears--when Roman sobers up and realises he's fucked a random (admittedly hot) guy, which, to his Deniz-addled mind, TOTALLY COUNTS AS CHEATING ON HIS ONE TRUE LOVE.

This whole paragraph made my day. Seriously:
His nipples were hard, two dusty brown peaks that Roman doesn't care anything about and he wasn't looking, even if he glanced down just once, they did not make his mouth water or his fingers itch, because Deniz is just a moron, a stupid moron that Roman got over a long time ago.

And guh, yes, Roman looking out for tall, dark, bastardy men in a dark and smoky club is just. GAH. I DONT KNOW. IT'S FABULOUS, THAT'S ALL.

"the faintest tease of sideburns scratching Roman's cheek" that bit is gorgeous. No, really. THE TEASE BIT. I LIKE IT. SO MUCH.

I want moar, Shelly. The longer version. OR, IDK, A SEQUEL OR SOMETHING. JUST, GIVE ME MOAR. I WILL LAP IT UP.
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쉘리 I whip my hair like Bang Bang: awz - forehead bump[info]sdk on May 13th, 2009 02:13 am (UTC)
OH ROSE. YOU ARE LOVE! THIS COMMENT IS LOVE. *WRAPS YOU UP IN HUGGLES* Haha, I did not know you'd like to be pulled aside for minor things like this, BUT I WILL MAKE A NOTE NOW. :P

Hahah, SRSLY, thank you for this. *squeezes tightly* I FEEL THE NEED TO WRITE YOU ANOTHER SONG, PERHAPS TO THE "CHORUS" OF YMCA. WE SHALL SEE!

A THOUSAND ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ !!!!!!!!
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G[info]giorgiakerr on April 10th, 2010 04:46 am (UTC)
Oh my God! I'm just going to put aside the actual *story* for a minute to say: HOW DO YOU DO THIS? HOW CAN YOU WRITE SO MUCH AWESOME IN SO FEW WORDS?!

*jealous* I'd need like two thousand words to write half his much, and then it'd lose everything it has! (Haha, if you hadn't noticed by now, I talk. A lot. My FF is about as verbose.)

But the story. Gah! So mush awesome! That whole first paragraph, just... OH MY GOD! *I* want to pin Deniz to the locker room wall - imagining hor Roman feels when he used to HAVE that... Ouch, man!

And Roman's so-obvious denial is so well written. The fact that he's sitting there looking, basically, for Deniz... And that his arguments sound so well-rehearsed. Like he's used them effectively a thousand times before, but after seeing Deniz in the locker room, all his feelings bubbled up again and now his excuses don't work, anymore.

*covets your brain*
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쉘리 I whip my hair like Bang Bang: awz - party at homolulu's[info]sdk on April 11th, 2010 09:19 pm (UTC)
Oh hon! I'm blushing and beaming and stammering and EEEEE all at once! <3333333 Thank you so much. I'm just sorta speechless! Well not "sorta", I really AM speechless and keep rereading your comment with glee. *TACKLEHUGS* Thank you, really.
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