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Cordelia Alcott // Athena ([info]_athena) wrote in [info]greek_swim,
@ 2008-12-06 00:09:00

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Athena/Cordelia and Anteros/Linus: Tomb By The Sounding Sea
who. Athena/Cordelia and Anteros/Linus
when. Evening of December 5th.
where. The bookstore Cordelia works at in Thission.
what. A debate/conversation about love.
rating. I seriously doubt this will go over PG. Maybe PG-13 if there's some language, but it's worksafe.
status. Complete.


Old Althea Halkias had gone home for the evening, leaving Cordelia in charge of the bookstore. It was kind of a relief to have the old lady who ran the store gone, since she really did like to tell Cordelia how much she "reminded her of herself" back when she was young. That would not have been so terrible if Althea was not a sixty-five year old spinster lady who thought it fashionable to wear a purple hat and leopard-print pants, and had just gone home because it was time for her to bathe her cat and sing to her parrot.

The bookstore was small, and not exactly in the centre of town. In fact, it was quite amazing that thy managed to pull in any business at all, let alone that Althea had been running it for twenty-eight years. Cordelia was half-tempted to pack up and go home early, but then she would have felt guilty for being dishonest. So, instead she got up and wandered around the store in search of some book to pass the time. At least here she had time alone with books, so it was well worth it.

She perused the rows of books, looking for something that seemed interesting to her. There was always something that seemed interesting to her: Cordelia seemed to be under the impression that there was something to learn from every word ever written, and so it was her task to read them all. But still, she stopped off in her regular section, as no matter what she wanted to read, she always had to check out the essentials of William Shakespeare, Edgar Allen Poe, and Oscar Wilde first. Today's choice was a large leather-bound anthology of the works to Edgar Allen Poe. As usual, she flipped first to the poem Annabel Lee. She was never able to think of any reason in the world why she loved that poem so much, but it effected her every time she read it.



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[info]anteros_
2008-12-06 12:40 am UTC (link)
Today’s location was a mystery to Linus; meaning he knew it was –here- he just didn’t know where –here- was. He supposed that was to be expected in any foreign country. After a few more weeks he was sure he would be used to the city. There was no better time than right now to go and look for a bookstore. He figured he had about an hour before he was expected back at the site of the shooting. The actress that had been cast for the lead always managed to turn fifteen-minute breaks into hour long ones, complaining the food here didn’t agree with her. Linus was surprised she hadn’t been fired yet, with her stuck up attitude and impossible demands.
He had been in Greece for only a couple of days, but the language barrier was proving to be an ever-growing annoyance. Linus did not expect that he would become fluent in the language during the time they were filming, but he at least wanted to know how to say the basics. Right now he couldn’t even say a simple hello.
He was thrilled when he saw a display of books in the window of a shop; he hadn’t even been looking that long. The shop was small, but it had that familiar ‘old book store’ smell that he had grown used to from the bookstores he frequented in Seattle. Without taking a step further into the store he found a display of books for those people who needed the simple phrases. He snatched the book from the display and made his way to the counter.
This was when Linus noticed that there was no one in the store, save for him and the woman who was working. He smiled at the scene she presented to him. She seemed to be greatly involved in her reading, that or she was used to no one being in her. Or, it was a combination of both. Instead of slamming his book on the counter to demand the woman’s attention he stretched his neck to see what she was reading. His grin widened, he half expected to catch her reading some hip magazine, or at least some smutty romance novel, but Edgar Allen Poe? Not only was she beautiful, but also smart, and spoke English.
“Did you know, that there hasn’t been –one- film adaptation of Annabel Lee…but if I am mistaken and there has been, it wasn’t good enough for me to see it.”

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[info]_athena
2008-12-06 12:58 am UTC (link)
As usual, Cordelia was lost in her reading. That always seemed to happen. It made little sense she had actually memorized the poem she was reading, but she just liked to look at the words on the page. Plus, she seemed to be under the impression that if she read different publishings of the same story or poem, that somehow someone would add one extra word somewhere that would unlock the mystery as to why the poem or story held such significance to her. She had done that with stories of the Greek Myths, and did that with a few other things as well; such as Annabel Lee.

She looked up quickly when the young man spoke to her. Yes, she had heard the door open and someone step in, but she had not even considered that the person would start talking to her...let alone have such an impact on her so suddenly. Cordelia knew that she had to have gawked at him for a few moments before speaking; which was quite odd for a girl who was starting to wonder if she was asexual. It was a feel of uncertainty combined with joy when she looked at him, and in several ways, it frightened her.

"Well, the poem really only captures a few months at the very most --which is a short time considering that the average person nowadays lives to be eighty-five. While this doomed youthful romance that is the basis for this poem fits well into six stanzas, it possibly does not have enough for a two hour long movie."

And then she felt as if she had been too harsh in saying such a thing, and felt a wave of guilt brush over her for somewhat mocking the relationship in the poem. That was certainly odd. Her voice softened as she spoke again, and somehow seemed more sad than before.

"What I mean is, their love was brief but impacting--just like this poem. It is perfect as it is; it doesn't need pictures or actors. It doesn't need to be changed at all from what it was...is."

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-06 01:38 am UTC (link)
He cocked an eyebrow curiously at the woman as she spoke. Obviously she had read it more than once. He wondered then why she was so harsh on it. Why would anyone read something more than once unless they liked it? Still, he was amused and intrigued at the same time. He had studied this poem in junior high, and had always liked it, always visualized it . More recently he had often brainstormed ideas on how to make a good film version, since he thought there ought to be one.

He chuckled a bit leaning forward on the counter. “I wonder why you are so defensive?” Before giving her the chance to answer he pulled back. “Film doesn’t have to change it, it can offer a different perspective, and add to what isn’t there.” He usually did not engage himself in this kind of conversation not that he had many friends to do it with but he couldn’t stop, not with her. “Six stanzas of writing may not convey to everyone how deep there love was. So much is left up to the imagination, and not every one has a good one. No disrespect to the author.” Now he wondered if he was making sense. It made sense to him, and he was sure she would be able to make out what he meant

“And as far as I’m concerned, their love was nothing close to brief. It was forever. The narrator believes his soul is still linked to Anabelle’s despite her being physically dead.” He shook his head. “I’m sorry, if I’m confusing you. I have thought about this a lot.” He admitted a little reluctantly before leaning more on the counter and rubbing his chin.

“He’s waiting until he dies so that he can be with her completely, but that doesn’t mean he -isn’t- with her, if that would was the case there would be no reason for him to visit her tomb.” He laughed again still not believing he was talking about this with a complete stranger, not that it felt like talking to a complete stranger.

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[info]_athena
2008-12-06 02:02 am UTC (link)
Cordelia was about to argue that she was not 'defensive', but she stopped herself before she did because she realized that would only prove the his point. She smiled, somehow understanding every word that he was saying, but unable to figure why she understood so well.

"No, no. You aren't confusing me," she looked down at the book for a moment, again searching for some kind of imaginary answer, "Movie or poem, I do not think most people would understand the depth of their love. In fact, I do not even think that they did. No one does. What greater mysteries are there in life, outside of love and death? Death enhances love, and love enhances death. In many cases, one does not notice how much they love someone until they are dead. Or, two people love one another so much, that they will happily face death."

She laughed, wondering how she managed to fall into this sort of conversation with someone she had just met, in a tone that almost seemed like another language.

"Both Love and Death have the ability of either saving us or damning us. I just don't see how actors could pretend to love this deeply, as it can only be portrayed by those who are experiencing it first hand. This love he writes about...you can tell he wrote it while doubled over in the pain of both is love and his loss. You know, where love is so fantastical, yet so unforgiving, that you feel as if it has taken you over to the point that it's suffocating you. You realize that with that feeling," she sounded as if saying 'feeling' was painful,"you no longer have control over anything in your life. Your thoughts, goals, and all your happiness revolves around that other person. Your life is not your own, but theirs' as well. Yet, the other can so easily walk away and leave the other alone in that pain. And then, that happens so many times, that when one starts to love, then they only know the pain and see the end."

Cordelia could hardly believe what she was saying. This was not her, she could hardly even hear her own voice or understand her own words. For a moment, it felt like she was speaking Greek, but she hardly knew the language outside of figuring out the alphabet enough to recognize what the name had said on that journal she had stashed away back in August.

"I am sure she knows he visits, and feels terrible that she ever had to leave him in the first place."

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-06 02:27 am UTC (link)
He listened to her words with something of a dreamy smile. Despite this look he almost interrupted her after every sentence. Why was she making it worse than it had to be? He could understand what she said about death, but he didn’t like it, he didn’t want to agree with it. “You speak of death as if it is the end of love, but not even death can stop love this powerful, forgive me if I’m misunderstanding your words.”
He licked his lips a bit and looked toward the corner of the room thinking of more only for a second. “Her death although it was a tragedy, I don’t think he mourns her. Their souls are together, it’s their souls that allows him to dream about her, to see her in the stars.”
He indeed had lots of feelings about the kind of love she spoke of. Giving someone yourself completely only to be left alone. He didn’t see the poem as that, but still her bringing it up sent a sharp pain through his heart. “Their love is true on both sides. She did not leave him, but was stolen by the angles. If he feels anything it is anger at them for stealing her. He knows this, and also that their souls are eternally linked. I’ve said this…but not even death can keep them apart. “
He stopped to catch his breath, and then laughed because he had to catch his breath. “I’m sorry.” He said with a small grin.
“She doesn’t feel bad when he visits, she is waiting for him to leave the world and be with her completely again, nothing but two souls. He wouldn’t want her to feel bad, and if he knew this he would only feel bad in return, and then she would feel even worse for making him feel bad, about her feeling bad.” He laughed again. “You can’t have that in love, it’s just –love-“ He thought by now he had gone off topic, or at least had not properly responded to her. But he said what he felt, and it was certainly what he thought was true.a

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[info]_athena
2008-12-06 03:19 am UTC (link)
Cordelia smiled in a way that would have been wistful if it was not so obviously intertwined with some kind of regret and sorrow that she could not even place at the moment. And then, she went silent for what seemed like a long while, though it was only about a minute.

"But they were both children, like the poem said. Even if there love was deeper than the love of those older than them, as the years move on, so will he. Yes, for the first year or so he visits every day and lays upon the surface of her tomb, but then, he starts visiting every other day. Then, only on weekends. Then perhaps, he will skip a week all together. Then, two weeks. Then, a months. Then several months. Then, he will maybe only return on her birthday. Even that will wear off as time goes on. Eventually, she will just become some story he will tell to evoke sympathy from some other girl. All the meanwhile, she is still there in her tomb, waiting for him. That is just how men love, you see. Women are only of use to them so long as they are present."

She had broken eye contact with him as she said that. But then, she suddenly looked back up at him, seeming almost hopeful, her grey eyes shining brightly.

"That's not right at all, is it? Goodness, it amazes me how thinking and analyzing answers everything except for matters of love! He would not have dedicated so much heart in even writing the poem that preaches about this mutual immortal love, if he did not truly love her and only her, despite how death somehow got in the way for a while."

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-06 03:41 am UTC (link)
He raised both of his eyebrows now in curiosity. For a moment she was again being much to pessimistic, though this only served to fuel his need to show her the light, get her to understand. But so suddenly she seemed to have a different take. That was good for her, because he could have gone on forever about her generalization of how men and women love.

If he was already grinning, it grew wider.

"Yes!" He exclaimed. "That's perfect, that's how the narrator felt! True love like that just can't fade! It will get stronger!" He straightened himself up a bit slightly embarrassed that he was shouting, not yelling though, he was only excited.

He didn't necessarily agree with her that the author was drawing from personal experience, only because he had never had such a romance, but he indeed had strong feelings on the matter. In any case, he decided not to argue that point, at least not yet.

He scratched the back of his head quick to make up for his little scene. "Why were you so quick to change your mind?" He actually wanted to ask her many questions. He was quite curious to know about her own love life cause this had to be the reason she was so critical, or not.. maybe it was her parents influence, or all the books she had read. He just wondered how she became so guarded about the matter.


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[info]_athena
2008-12-06 03:59 am UTC (link)
She did not know the answer to that. Truth be told, Cordelia had only had unfortunate experiences regarding love, which was why she had come to just pay no mind at all to men over time. In fact, she had learned to chide herself on feeling anything for any man at all, as it made her feel weak and she had gotten to the point of only seeing the potential end of any relationship before it began. And so, she had learned to put on her armor of both reason and avoidance.

"I suppose because if love like that can't really exist, I'd like to keep the idea of it in my favourite poems and stories, you know? It's just meant to be good fiction. We all want something like that, but that's what stories are. They're stories, myths, legends, and general fiction."

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-06 02:04 pm UTC (link)
Again he raised an eyebrow, this time extremely displeased with her answer. He knew that kind of love was rare; look at the divorce rates in the United States. He sighed and shook his head. “This kind of love can happen to real people, it doesn’t have to just be in stories. And even if he did make this poem up, it had to come from somewhere. If it was just his idea about love then where did he get the idea? There has to be some truth to it. People that just make stuff up for the hell of it aren’t going to sell. It has to be something you’re passionate about, something you believe in.”

He laughed a bit. He hoped she didn’t think he was preaching, his own love life was far from perfect. But he had his ideals. Where did they come from then. His parents? Perhaps, but he didn’t care much for either of them.

He smiled softly at the girl trying to make his tone less excited and more ‘normal.’ “You are too young anyway to have such negative thoughts. You can’t stop giving it a chance you know? And even if it’s scary, it has to be worth it, because love like that when it hits you it has to be the most wonderful thing in the world.” He shrugged. “I’d risk it.”

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[info]_athena
2008-12-06 02:22 pm UTC (link)
Usually this kind of conversation, well, at least one when a man was trying to get her to understand love, frustrated her. She always felt as if those men were trying to take on the role of the 'hero' within her life. But with him, it was as if he truly meant what he was saying. She felt as though this conversation had been had before; back when it was still new enough to not have any ulterior motive. Cordelia could only feel tenderness towards him.

"And that's just it," Cordelia's voice suddenly seemed to catch onto that excitement, "Nobody ever loves like they used to love nowadays. Or, how they love in books. I have always told myself that when I do love and am loved in return, it would be like a sweeping epic of a romance. No, not something silly that fades with time, but a love the stories could be written about. A love so powerful, that the two involved never question the other, and will wait even hundreds of years for the other one."

She finally stood up from behind the desk and walked over to him. For some reason, she felt like she had missed him.

"Love can have reason and not be false, but only if the two are willing to withstand even the worst of tests."

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-06 08:23 pm UTC (link)
He could only nod in agreement at what she said. Maybe she wasn’t as pessimistic as he had thought. Perhaps she was just waiting for that perfect romance, the one you just –knew-, at least that was the impression he was getting. He had no reason to argue against what she said. He more or less felt the same way, which is the reason he hadn’t been in too many relationships.

Still, he wondered if it would only be a matter of time before she would change her tune. He couldn’t be sure though. This only made him more interested to learn about her. He opened his mouth to ask her a question, then paused. He did not want to seem nosy, but his curiosity had gotten the better of him. “Have you ever...experienced this kind of love, or at least thought you had?” Normally he wouldn’t ask someone he didn’t know this kind of question. Now that he thought of it, he didn’t even know here name. This was completely natural though. If some stranger had walked in the store, they could have assumed that him and her had grown up together and were arguing a point that had been brought up more than once.

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[info]_athena
2008-12-06 08:41 pm UTC (link)
Cordelia quickly shook her head, "No. I have never been in love at all, let alone that kind of love. I mean, I have yearned for that kind of love in any relationship I've had, but it just never happened. In fact, I never really even cared for any of them, but instead the possibility of such a thing."

At least now she recognized it. That was part of the reason she avoided relationships; because she knew that it had to be all or nothing, so not having "all", she took "nothing".

"I've had dreams of that kind of love, though. Like, dreams of a distant memory of it, but not something I have ever experienced. They used to happen all the time. Perhaps that is why I like these stories and poems so much." She went silent again, just sort of staring at him for a few seconds.

'What about you? You speak so fondly of love, that you must love someone."

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-06 08:56 pm UTC (link)
He smiled wistfully at her. It could be a good or bad thing that she has never been in love. Most people he had known have all of their ideals crushed after one failed romance. He didn’t know if she was that type, but he didn’t want her to stop hoping for that kind of love, even if she thought it was a long shot.

“Me..?” He rested his elbows on the counter and made himself more comfortable. He sighed and smiled crookedly lost in his memory. “-I’ve- loved like that, but I have never been loved like that.” He usually didn’t talk about this, but when would he see this woman again, he wouldn’t be in Greece forever. This thought made his heart twinge. He enjoyed this comfortable atmosphere; he wanted to tell people about these kinds of things, and still he wouldn’t go into detail about it. “I thought she did, and she was a very good actress.” He chuckled a bit. “It was terrible at the time, I wanted to die, but now that I think about it, it was probably good for me.”

He shrugged. “Not that I would ever give up on my ideals. She was a risk I took, I’m glad I did. I’m much wiser now that I was then.”

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[info]_athena
2008-12-06 09:12 pm UTC (link)
Why did Cordelia suddenly feel both jealous and angry regarding a woman she had never met about a man she had just met? That was certainly odd for her, and it was not as if Cordelia had not been the victim of unrequited love before as well.

"That kind of love we were just speaking of has to go both ways, though, that is the point," she was sounding defensive again, as well as suddenly bitter, "Otherwise I would have used this professor of mine as an example, but I figured that didn't count because he was just using me for his own amusement."

And then she suddenly switched the subject, "Please tell me you live here. I need you here, you know that..."

She quickly caught herself after she said that. It was that same thought flow that had nothing to do with herself as Cordelia --as if she was drawing from memories that were not her own.

"I..mean, well," she laughed sheepishly, "It's good to find someone here who speaks English, let alone that I can have this sort of discussion with."



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[info]anteros_
2008-12-06 09:44 pm UTC (link)
He leaned back and straightened himself; slightly surprised at the bitter and defensive tone she carried. He had the urge to shake her shoulders or stroke her cheek something to make her see, something to comfort her, even if it was a gesture. He shook his head and clenched his hand into a fist; to keep from touching her, and also because her story made him want to punch somebody. He could picture the old pervert taking advantage of her. It was the same sickening feeling he had gotten from hearing stories about his mom and dad. He would never understand rejecting someone who had given up himself or herself, much less use someone like that.

Once again he opened his mouth to speak but was cut off by her sudden change in subject. His eyes widened a bit. That really came out of nowhere. He was not put off by it, but was actually flattered. He nearly told her that he didn’t live here but would gladly move, but his mind was one step ahead of his mouth and he kept quiet. He was glad though, her sudden outburst had quelled his anger.

“I know what you mean, it’s not by luck that we met I’m sure.” He thought that, more like he felt it. “I’m working on a film, I should be here for a few months,” this was a pretty big production so he knew they would be here for –at least- five months. It was such a short amount of time, but he was grateful that he had any at all. “Do you live here?” He pictured her living above the bookshop. Was there even a second story? He couldn’t remember, but the picture in his head was quite nice.

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[info]_athena
2008-12-06 10:24 pm UTC (link)
She almost said that a few months was hardly 'forever', but she caught herself. This was almost as strange as when she went into the Parthenon, had a mild breakdown, found a journal, and decided to stay in Greece. Perhaps she was going insane. That, or all her notions about her being Athena were true. That would make a lot of sense in many ways, and would also explain everything about her life. However, she knew such a thing could not be true, since fiction was not true --hence the very definition of the word.

"I actually live right upstairs. This old lady owns the bookstore, and she broke her hip back in June, so she couldn't live on the second story anymore. That's how I got the place; because she needed tenant for upstairs, and someone to help her run the bookstore."

She decided to test him with his comment about it not being by 'luck' that they had met, "I know. Things have been rather odd since I've arrived her, but in a good way. Like, I've always loved Greek mythology, but somehow, even beyond that, I felt so much...complete...when I arrived here. I wandered into the Parthenon and this weird journal appeared at the foot of the statue of Athena. Like, I was there and it wasn't, but then it appeared."

Cordelia shrugged and then pulled the necklace she was waring out of from under her shirt. On it, a small, ancient-looking ring was hanging.

"Look at this. I can't wear it because it's obviously extremely old, and people were really small back then, or the girl who wore this was very young. But, I had this dream, where I wasn't myself, but I was myself at the same time.I was with this boy, and we exchanged these rings. Not in a marriage sense, but some kind of promise sense. I think we were speaking of marriage, but something else was going on, and he and I were both very upset. But anyway, I found this place where she buried the ring in my dream, and just for the fun of it, I decided to go there and see. And would you know, the ring was there," she grinned, "How's that for freaky?"

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-06 10:54 pm UTC (link)
He could only imagine what this old lady looked like, and laughed at the thought. Then when she started to talk about Greek Mythology he was lost, not that she wasn’t making sense, it made perfect sense, but he knew almost nothing about the topic save for the Disney animated film Hercules, and Jason and the Argonauts. Then there were weird journals? He didn’t follow at all... he wasn’t even sure who Athena was. Embarrassed that he could not carry on the topic he kept his mouth shut and just nodded knowledgably. Sure their meeting was strange, but he didn’t relate it to anything like the experience she was describing. He figured it was one of those ‘magical’ meetings that only happen in the movies.

He smiled at the thought. After today they wouldn’t meet for another few years, but in those years that had passed they would have thought about each other everyday. But this wasn’t a movie this was life. Since he would be here for a few months he saw no reason they couldn’t meet up.

Then she pulled out a ring, one that he recognized immediately. “Wow.” Was all he could say. His eyes widened when she started to tell him the story of how he found it. “That’s strange indeed…” He didn’t know what to say. All of a sudden excitement rushed over him.

“You know I have a ring like this, I got it for my Bar Mitzvah from my dad. I think he got it from a wealthy client or something...” He shrugged. “It’s weird…” His voice started to trail off; he was in between talking to himself and her. “I don’t have it with me… it’s at my dads.” He hadn’t looked at it but more than a couple times, like all the presents from his dad it sat on a shelf never to be acknowledged.


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[info]_athena
2008-12-06 11:03 pm UTC (link)
"Maybe it was like some weird Greek style or something. I probably read somewhere that Ancient Greek kids exchanged these things, which is where I got the dream from. It was probably only a matter of time before I found one."

That had to be it. Because, obviously, Ancient Greek teenagers made a sport out of hiding rings. It made very little sense, but more sense than how she just randomly found it due to a dream.

'I must sound all kinds of crazy talking about this stuff. I don't know...do you want to join me upstairs? I have olives."

That was random, she blushed after saying it, 'Er...I mean, I have other things, but I have a lot of olives because...they're...in season in Athens and...cheap?" Awkward. Very, very, awkward.

"Like, I like olives, but, you know. I have tea, too. And something that might be a Hot Pocket, but it's Greek."

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-06 11:16 pm UTC (link)
He laughed loudly. She was so obviously flusterd, he found it charming, and cute. He wouldn't be surprised if she was fluent in the language, with her talk of kids exchanging rings and olives.

"You know that works out cause olives are my favorite fruit-" He paused. "Or is it a vegetable..?" He shrugged. "But you know tea and hot pockets, you can't go wrong with either." Then he remembered she had just alluded to -not- being able to speak Greek.

"Do you know Greek, I mean can you speak the language?" Maybe he would ask her to be his tutor instead of wasting his money on this book. His eyes landed on the counter where his book was and then he looked back at her. "What is your name?"

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[info]_athena
2008-12-06 11:28 pm UTC (link)
Cordelia shrugged, "A little. Well, not really at all. I can recognize a few words, but not fluent in the least."

She was not about to mention that she sometimes felt as if she was speaking Greek, since now that she had found him, she did not want to lose him again. Again? She ignored that thought, thinking her own mind was just being dramatic with her.

'Cordelia. Well, it was 'Jennifer', but I changed it because I needed one that wasn't as common. Not because I have an identity issue, it's just a name."

Yes, she was suddenly defensive about he name, since once she had a bad experience with a boy who said she lived in a 'fantasy world' because she had changed her name. That boy had messed her up more than the teacher had, surprisingly enough.

"What's your name?"

And then she went back to the olives. After all, any time she looked at him long enough, she wanted to throw her arms around him, kiss him, and never let him go again.

"You know, I don't know. I never thought about that. I think it's a fruit because it has a pit, but, it's a fruit with an identity issue like tomatoes, because it's always in salads and on pizza, instead of put in cereal."

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-06 11:46 pm UTC (link)
"Cordelia, thats like Buffy the Vampire Slayer..I used to love that show." He was sure that's no where the inspiration from her name change came from, but it was a cool connection he thought, and a cool name.

"Thats funny, all of my step-sisters have 'c' names. I would say you could possibly be a long lost child, but I don't think Cordelia is a Jewish name, actually I don't really know if their names are Jewish, I don't really want you as a sister either.." He kicked himself mentally for bringing any of that up at all, that was strange, suddenly he had mouth vomit.

"I'm Linus, before I forget, which also I don't think is a Jewish name, but my middle name is and last name too." Again just talking, and talking, he wasn't flustered, he just liked to talk. She made it easy though.

"Yeah so how about them olives?" He clapped his hands together and looked around for the way to get upstairs.

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[info]_athena
2008-12-07 12:04 am UTC (link)
"Never seen that show. I don't really get the whole Vampire obsession lately. Like, I like Anne Rice, but I couldn't get into Twilight at all. I tried, but it didn't work. Don't get me wrong, I like vampires in general, but I just think it sucks that they've become so commercial. I mean, vampires are supposed to be alone in their fate, and them becoming mainstream takes away from that."

Cordelia could see this inner geek starting to come out in her. She probably sounded as if she was going to invite him upstairs for a game of Dungeons and Dragons, despite how she had never played it before.

"I love your name. It's one of my favourite boys' names, actually. Great history. It's a mythological name of a son of Apollo's who he killed for being a better musician than him. Sad, really."

Trust Cordelia to see the mythological reference as opposed to the "Peanuts" character.

"My name is actually from Shakespeare's King Lear. She was King Lear's favourite daughter, until she could not lie to him for the sake of his vanity, so he ended-up disowning her. Don't know why I always loved that character when I've always gotten along well with my father but, that's not the point."

Why was she going on and on? She felt so comfortable around him, yet she still was a bit worried about making a fool out of herself.

"My mom's actually Jewish. And yeah, I don't want to be your sister because then that gets incesty."

Then she realized what she was alluding to, and turned about four shades of red.

"I...mean...well, you can kiss me if you want," that was no help. She continued on, "I mean, but...you know..."

She dug around for words to recover from that, "...olives."

Nice save.

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-07 12:28 am UTC (link)
He laughed again this time covering his mouth, because he was laughing at her. Not in a mean way, it was cute. He never watched Buffy for the vampire stuff, it as all about the Buffy. Sarah Michelle Gellar was damn hot. He liked that she knew so much in fact she might know everything. He laughed at the thought, because that was impossible of course.

Linus had always assumed he was named after the ‘Peanuts’ guy, he hadn’t ever even heard of that other story. Apollo, that was a speed skater right. “Now that’s a reason to kill your kid,” He joked.

“King Lear eh? I read that in high school, don’t remember a bit, except we watched a movie version and Ian Holm was in it, you know he plays Bilbo in Lord of the Rings and Jack the Ripper in this one Johnny Depp movie called From Hell. Yeah.. He played King Lear.” Now he felt kinda bad for laughing at her, since he went on a rant. He could have gone on for longer, Ian Holm had been in lots more but he stopped himself.

“Oh that’s sweet a Jewish Mo-“ He paused watching her get all red. Then.. "I...mean...well, you can kiss me if you want," that was no help. She continued on, "I mean, but...you know..." “Wait.. What?!” He wasn’t sure he heard right.

Now he was looking at her lips, “Aw jeeze..” He didn’t want to scare her away, especially since she seemed to be dodging the subject. But her –lips-! They were so full.

“Bring the olives!” He shouted a little bit with a wave of his arm, wishing he hadn’t done that.

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[info]_athena
2008-12-07 03:37 am UTC (link)
Cordelia could tell that he was looking at her due to how she had accidentally mentioned kissing. That caused her to blush and divert her eyes, since she certainly knew nothing good could come of kissing a guy she had just met, even if it did feel like she had known him forever.

"Well, come upstairs."

With that, she headed towards the stairs that led-up to where she lived. She was starting to chide herself for being so bold with him. How could she really know that he would not be gone come tomorrow, even if things were kept platonic. She certainly was not about to go to bed with him; that was something Cordelia could never do without feeling disgusted with herself. But still, she really did not want him to leave; it was as if she had waited years for him to arrive.

"I'll show you that really weird journal thing that I found. I mean, I probably should have written in it by now, but, I always get weirded out by it."

And truth be told, whenever she as much as glanced at it, she would start remembering things that had never happened. She would start to miss those memories, and those people.

She stopped before the stairs and held onto the ring, just looking at him for a moment. She suddenly felt so overwhelmed by those memories and feelings she could not place, that she thought she was going to cry, but she was not sure why she would be feeling that. Everything seemed alright, but part of her felt as if nothing between them could ever end well.

"I'm sorry," her voice was soft and she seemed so melancholy all of a sudden. The young man in front of her was not someone she had just met, but the same boy from the dream with the rings. It was not the bookstore, but a place where they were surrounded by marble pillars and what looked like the ruins all around them, but new, "I just...I was afraid."

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-07 12:44 pm UTC (link)
He smiled at her when her back was turned as she led him to the stairs. Her face was even more beautiful with the shades of red added to it. He wished he could know what she was thinking, if only to check against his own assumptions. She was obviously embarrassed and he assumed it was still about the kissing comment.

He wondered if he could just take advantage of the time he had now. The thought of how she might look at the mention of something much more than a kiss made him grin madly. She didn’t seem stupid at all, so those kinds of comments might send him out of her door in an instant. These thoughts had him looking at her backside; her whole body was flawlessly sculpted. He imagined running his hand down the perfect curve of her back down to her nicely defined buttocks. Then her hips. What a lovely place to rest his hands- His thoughts were stopped when she mentioned showing him a journal.

He swallowed back a lump in his throat. “Yeah sounds great.” He nodded furiously and smiled wide at her.

His smile faded when she seemed to be looking at him. Her expression made him worried. Maybe she had heard his thoughts! He had never made a woman cry, and he didn’t want to start with this one. He shook off those thoughts, it couldn’t be that –obviously-, but still why did she look so sad.

He tilted his head a bit when she said she was scared, offering her a small smile. He lifted one of his hands, moving a small piece of hair from her eyes, tucking it behind her ear. He let his hand rest on her cheek, and how soft the skin was there. “There’s nothing to be afraid of.” Of course he had no idea what she was afraid of, and doubted it had anything to do with this meeting, but it felt like the right thing to say to her.

He brushed the back of his hand against her cheek, lowering his hand to her neck. And here too the skin was so soft, that his thoughts started becoming lust full once more. If he would do anything, it should be now. He wouldn’t take advantage of her, just of the situation, if only to comfort her. Without thinking too much longer, he slid his hand down and under her chin lifting it slowly. Before he could give her room to protest, which he thought she might, he planted his lips on hers, softly, he did not want to scare her more, rather he wanted to invite her to join him.

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[info]_athena
2008-12-07 07:14 pm UTC (link)
The kiss had an eerie familiarity. Though she had just met him that evening, an hour ago at the most, it was as if she had been waiting for him to kiss her for what seemed like longer than her own lifetime. She had certainly kissed other boys, but each time, she could hardly engage herself in the act; those boys would be kissing her and her mind would be on some paper she had to write or something she had to get at the store. But now, she wanted nothing more than to be where she was, and he was her only focus.

She pulled herself in closer to him, wrapping her arms around him and falling deeper into the kiss. The memories were playing vividly in her mind: Youthful and pure love, awakening of sexuality, talk of war, impending deaths, betrayal of family...and she did not let him go despite the sudden flood of memories. She was too happy to be there with him again.

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-09 12:20 am UTC (link)
His hand that was resting underneath her chin now ran across her neck, his fingers careful not to miss any of the softness her neck provided. The palm of his hand was planted on the side of her neck. His thumb traced across her jaw line to underneath her ear. A smile spread across his features in the kiss, he almost wanted to laugh, half not believing that she was kissing him back. The spot where her body curved slightly above her hip is where he placed his free hand.

His teeth tugged on her bottom lip lightly. He wanted more, much more, his libido seemed to be out of control. He couldn’t though. He had only just met her. she could be a real friend too. He didn’t want to let his sexual drive ruin what might be the start of a great friendship, at least not yet. Before the battle between his sex and mind could go any further he pulled away suddenly.

All he could do was smile. He stepped off a little giving her space. He almost said he was sorry, but that would have been a flat out lie.

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[info]_athena
2008-12-09 12:27 am UTC (link)
At first Cordelia thought that she had done something wrong when he pulled away. She did not want to stop, which was surprising seeing how she usually felt quite uncomfortable in those situations.

"I don't usually kiss guys I've just met. I mean, I don't know why I...well," oh great, she was flustered again, "This whole thing isn't weirding you out, is it?"

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-09 12:49 am UTC (link)
Weirding him out? He couldn't help but laugh, but was glad she didn't know any of the thoughts that were going through his mind, since it would probably earn him a slap on the face.

He beamed at the sight of her blush, it gave him some kind of satisfaction, not that he felt he could do whatever he wanted, but -he- made her blush. "That didn't feel like a 'girl I just met kiss'" He commented. "Not weirded out by you... the situation perhaps."

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[info]_athena
2008-12-09 12:57 am UTC (link)
She was overjoyed to hear that he thought that. For a moment, well, actually for the entire evening, she had started to worry that she was going insane and really all her years of running from men was because she fell for them too fast, or something.

"I know. Me too. It felt more like a wow, I haven't seen you in years kiss. Like one of those overly dramatic movie ones. We probably should have had some violins playing in the background , or something."

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-09 01:06 am UTC (link)
His face lit up even more when she compared their kiss to the movies. That was how he felt in a lot of situations, at least, he was always comparing moments in his life to movies.

He scratched the back of his neck and tilted his head a bit. "I wonder why.. I mean we really don't know much about eachother, but..." He shrugged. "Well you know we're like 'connected' " He pointed from himself to her making an invisible connection.

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[info]_athena
2008-12-09 01:24 am UTC (link)
She laughed, moving in a bit closer to him again. It certainly was the oddest connection that she had ever felt with anyone. She did not want him to leave. Leave Athens, let alone leave her side at all. Alright, she was scaring herself.

"I know. I usually think the whole 'connection' stuff is complete garbage, but in this case, it makes sense. It's like I've missed you for so long, and have been waiting for you."

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-09 01:41 am UTC (link)
He did not falter when she moved closer, he was rather pleased that she did. He thought that tonight he would call his dad and ask him to mail out that ring, at least so he could show her.

He laughed at her explanation and wanted to point out that it was funny how a while ago she seemed rather cynical about matters of the heart. Instead he kept his mouth shut, perhaps when they had known each other for a while he would tease her.

He placed a hand on her shoulder then ran it down her arm slowly with a small grin. He wanted to try again, her lips were so lush how could he not. He wanted to make them swollen- his thoughts were cut off when the phone in his back pocket started playing the whistling tune fromKill Bill. He had half a mind to ignore it, but what if it was his boss. With a heavy grin he pulled his phone from his pocket and answered it.

...

His eyes widened a bit, but then he laughed. "Yeah I'm fine, I just got lost is all."

...

He rolled his eyes a bit. "No No, I'll be able to find my way back, I'll just ask someone."

...

He nodded impatiently, "I understand."

He shoved the phone back in his pocket. "Sorry, that was my boss, he's throwing a fit cause I'm late, I have to go back, but do you have a number that I can reach you at? Or do you text? I can text you at work." he pulled his phone out again. "Cause of course I'll have to come see you again."

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[info]_athena
2008-12-09 01:55 am UTC (link)
Oh yeah. Cell phones. Things were so much easier back when they did not have to worry about such things. And that was another odd memory again.

"Um yeah. I usually text, because I don't like to be sitting in here just talking on the phone and stuff. Bot work, really."

Cordelia quickly grabbed a pen and wrote her number down for him. She really did not spend that much time on the phone compared to other people her age, but she really would not mind, especially if it was him texting her.

"I'm here every day."

She really could not believe how sappy she was sounding.

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[info]anteros_
2008-12-09 02:19 am UTC (link)
He laughed, "I guess I'll have to call you at night then." He shook his head. That must have sounded creepy. "Well to get you talking I mean.." He swallowed the lump in his throat. "-On the phone."

He entered her number in his phone after she wrote it down, knowing he would lose it otherwise. "Fantastic, maybe I'll invite you to come see the shooting." Not that the movie was that great... Linus thought it was rather cheesy and predictable, but he couldn't say anything.

"I would say it's nice to meet you, but that would be an understatement." He chuckled before awkwardly heading toward the door, walking backwards.

He stopped suddenly and moved forward again. "I almost forgot!" He placed a small kiss on her cheek, before brushing her cheek with his hand again. "I'll see you soon."

Then he continued walking backwards again turning around just before he reached the door. He stepped out onto the street. He waved through the window with a wide grin and ran off down the street.

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