Nov. 20th, 2008


[info]ldybastet

Another movie

Thank you all for hugs and encouraging words about both RL and writing. Much needed, and it actually does help. *hugs flist*

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Another movie that I've watched recently is A Tale of Two Sisters, a Korean horror thingie that I've seen reced in many places.

I found it really interesting and quite enjoyable. The horror aspect is more on psychological trauma and strange things happening than on blood and gore. But there's still some rather uncomfortable scenes and very interesting relationships between people, especially when taking the ending into account.

We see two sisters in a house where their step-mother is tormenting one of them all the time, and the father never noticing a thing. The violence seems to escalate unchecked, until there's only tragedy... and more and more odd things happen. I won't reveal the ending in case some of you want to watch it. :-)

Want to watch it? )
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Nov. 19th, 2008


[info]ldybastet

Ficlet for me, woes, and a really cool movie.

First of all: [info]nishi_shinji has written a wonderfully cute Loveless ficlet and posted in comments here in my LJ!!! *squee* It cheered me up and put a smile on my face.

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I needed the above, because terrible horrible things in real life just continues. We'd hoped it would be over now, but no. There's probably another 8-10 months of stress and scary stuff ahead of me and family. :-( Can't break now, plz?! This in combination with my usual depression and anxiety is not very good. Ah well. Life goes on, hopefully.

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Writing hasn't worked at all lately (apart from a short burst of 1/4 of a Loveless fic last weekend), and I'm thinking more and more that it's a fear of failing that's paralysing me. Irrational fear, go away! How am I supposed to be able to teach other people to handle and cope with their irrational fears when I can't take care of my own?

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Have watched a whole bunch of Japanese and Korean movies during the past two weeks, when not unpacking boxes. Some have been not so good at all... and some have been quite enjoyable, and one or two I really liked.

Like the one I watched today: Death Trance. Pretty guy in one lead role, another cute one as the face-tattooed monk that's chasing after him, and a soundtrack by Dir en Grey. It's some kind of weird fantasy/action/cyper-punk thing with katana-wielding people fighting punks with varied assortments of weapons and the occasional vampire, while dragging a coffin to the Forest in the West to get a wish granted. O.o

Yeah, forget about the plot. It's rather thin, and actually not so neccessary. *g* Fun fighting, and most of all: eye-candy, including nekkid pretty guy at one point. No full frontal nudity though *pouts* or even a good view of his arse. But! He is weilding a penis-handled katana at varied times throughout the movie. Seeing that handle throb, yes THROB, would probably have made it worth it even if the pretty guy hadn't been so pretty. *g*

See the pretty? )

ETA: Download links for the movie: movie file and subtitles. Just change hxxp to http and the links work. Put both files in the same directory and it should work fine.

Nov. 13th, 2008


[info]hallava

Dallas, this is Houston. Do you copy?

REBIRTH IS BACK! No more LOVE LETTERS for you mister!

Seriously lets ignore the song name - wtf, man where you thinking? His English is improved which deserves another YAY! (not that there was the first one - lets pretend there was the first one as well). (edit. I just realised it - no more purastiks o.o <- Gackt's way of pronouncing plastic)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJW1nreN2R0

GACKT has found JESUS.

(hopefully not)

Anygays. I've been ignoring flist *guilty* and I've been NaNoing and reading books. Chance's Midnight's Daughter is good. That other book good too. And the third book as well. I liked the tales in Wolfsbane and Mistletoe (♥) and I haven't read the fifth book yet - I thought I would wait until - the month that comes after November? Ah, yes November December.

Word count is 15k. The third yay is here.

Signing off to write
houston

(which reminds me - thanks to all the Americans who voted Obama! I think I would have made some kind of personal vendetta if McCain had won and then had a heart attack and Palin would be president. SHUDDER. If Obama's assassinated at least Biden is a bit better choice than Palin. Lets hope He will not die in the middle of his Chance)

Nov. 12th, 2008


[info]ldybastet

I'm just quiet...

Hi flist! I've been reading you sporadically, but I have had very little time/energy to comment as I wanted.

The moving stuff was finally sorted. It did take four men the whole Tuesday, from 7.45am to 4pm, to pack and move all the things in my flat to the new place 150 m down the street (just mentioning that there was VERY little driving distance involved, heh). And then two guys used half the next day to move the stuff in my basement storage. *g*

So... their boss thought my place would take 1-2 men a few hours to finish? Really? Well, welcome to the reality, mister!

Very little was damaged, so that was good.

When I closed the door on Tuesday afternoon, my living room was literally (and I do mean literally) packed with furniture and packing boxes all the way to the door and almost all the way up to the ceiling! They estimated they'd used between 90 and 100 boxes... O.o Okay, I have a lot of stuff. I knew that.

Now, a week later, I have 16 boxes left to unpack and a few to carry down to the basement. I have a makeshift desk for the computers set up, a sofa to lounge in comfortably, the bed is put up but lacking all the lush fabrics I usually hang on it, and the kitchen table area is mostly done too. I have curtains up in the two windows in the living room, in one of the kitchen windows, and in the bedroom. This is more than I managed in the old place in almost a year!

The one very bad thing about this place is that the other ppl who also moved in about the same time as me are smokers. They smoke inside their flat, and the smoke ends up in my place! Clearly, something is wrong with the ventilation. Saturday morning when I got up, I almost threw up when I rushed through the kitchen to get to the balcony door to open it. It was so bad with the smell. I am also very allergic to cigarette smoke, and have been since I was 10 or 11. My body's reaction to it is very similar to the flu, so body aches, head aches, eyes ache and sting, my throat hurts like fuck and I'm slowly losing my voice. Also, hacking up my lungs with a nasty cough now.

Going to hand in the keys to my old flat today probably, so I'll have to talk to them about this.

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Instead of just hopping into the shower the other day, I decided to take bath. I love taking baths, but I couldn't in the old place because the bath tub plug was broken. Very annoying. Anyway, I filled the tub, and thought it was quite quickly done... got into the tub and had a fit of the giggles.

It was the shortest bath tub I've ever been in! I'm not a tall person by Swedish standards, but I could not straighten my legs in it! So... more like a compact Japanese size bath tub? ;-) I LOL'd. And then thought that hey, I can probably get used to this and just keep finding it amusing.

Today two guys rang my door. The tub had a problem with the front side of it coming loose all the time and couldn't be fixed without spare parts I had been told last week. Today the spare parts showed up. A whole new bath tub! LOL That is one huge piece of a spare part!

I had no idea and they even commented on my obvious look of surprise when they said they were putting in a new tub. *g* Well, they hadn't been given any specific measurements, so the shiny, new bath tub is normal sized!!!

I'm not sure if I should be happy or disappointed. LOL

On the one side, I can now bathe like ordinary Swedes do, with straight legs when leaning back, but on the other hand, the space for laundry basket/tiny shelf disappeared. Also, I found the old one cute!

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Yesterday was the funeral service for my grandfather. It was a nice, light, non-religious thingie with no psalms or priest present. It was the first time I've attended a funeral like that, but apparently, they're getting a little more common in Sweden now.

My grandfather was a vehement atheist all his life, so it would have been disrespectful to have any kind of religious rite attached to it. The flowers were gorgeous, a lot of lilac and purple and pink and white.

I got to meet a lot of my mother's cousins - people I had never seen before, and that granddad, for some reason, seemed to keep apart from us. I have no idea why; he had some strange ideas sometimes. They were very nice people, and a few of them we'll probably meet again, under more joyous circumstances.

Granddad always loved parties and gatherings with lots of people, he loved good food and coffee with cookies and cake, he loved talking and laughing and also discussing. Those discussions could sometimes turn rather heated, but there were never any hard feelings afterwards. He would have loved the after-funeral coffee with all the people, and later in the evening, the dinner with nine of us.

I was exhausted when I got home last night though.

Nov. 11th, 2008


[info]ldybastet

A big and loud HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the wonderful, beautiful, and talented [info]nishizono, a.k.a. [info]nishi_shinji!!!!!!!

Love you honey, and I wish I had time to write you something for today, but it will come later. *smooches* ♥ ♥ ♥

Nov. 10th, 2008


[info]ldybastet

D. Gray-man: To Serve and Protect [Kanda/Allen; PG-13]

Title: To Serve and Protect
Author: [info]ldybastet
Fandom & Pairing: D. Gray-man: Kanda/Allen
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Kanda and Allen are sent on a mission together, and some things work out differently than they expected.
Disclaimer: The world and characters of D. Gray-man belong to the copyright holders. This is an attempt at transformative work and/or satire.
Notes: 2260 words. Written for [info]slashfest where [info]gossymer requested: Kanda on an undercover mission and partnered with one Allen Walker. I'd personally like something without any extremes - nothing overly angsty, fluffy or cracky; something believable. I don't know if I've managed to pull that off, but I aimed at believable... Being new in this fandom, I have just discovered that the majority think of Kanda as uke, but I'm sorry, I just don't see that at all. Many thanks to my beta [info]nishi_shinji who has to put up with my Brit spelling of many things. ♥

To Serve and Protect )

Nov. 9th, 2008


[info]gothatheartholo

Nothing (Luther, Fayt and cast)

Title: Nothing
Fandom: S03
Author: Gothatheartholo
Characters: Luther, Fayt and the cast. 
Rating/Warning: PG13 for character deaths. 
Disclaimer: I do not own or make money off Star Ocean. 
Summary: There was something fascinating about death. 
A/n: I had this idea a while back when I was feeling sadistic and I decided to write it. Also, I guess this is the back up!fanfic for Halloween ‘cause I couldn’t get the other fanfic done and I lost interest anyway.

Nothing )