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fallen_kakashi ([info]fallen_kakashi) wrote in [info]fallen_leaves,
@ 2008-10-31 05:52:00

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Dog of War Meets Puppy of Emo. [Closed to Kakashi and Kaito]
[Takes place the same morning as What Hell Is Like, a few hours later.]

Kakashi was training with his dogs.

Well, actually he was standing with his hands in his pockets on the one ANBU training field that backed onto the Forest of Death, listening to the distant howls dance up on the wind. They were training. He was--thinking.

Thinking while standing.

Mostly standing.

He pulled on a ragged splinter of angry chakra, using the sting to keep himself awake. He'd taken a soldier pill in the end, somewhere between dawn and now. His pathways hadn't liked it--they ached constantly, burning with dull fire beneath his skin--but he was still on his feet. Better than that, even. He had his pack. And it didn't matter if Shiba refused to look at him. Or that Hoshika refused to look away, as if he'd shatter the moment she turned her back.

They were running deep in the forest, now, so where they did or didn't look only had relevence to whatever they were probably trying to eat.

He canted onto one hip, resettling his weight, and tilted his head back to study the new spring buds sprouting on looming trees. The sun was above the top branches now, rising slowly into a sharp blue sky; the cloud cover had broken before he'd even reached the training fields. It was almost mid-morning, and the desire to track Ryouma down and fall on him was gone. It had just been the night. The memorial. Some combination of exhaustion and shame that had gnawed on his sanity and made him do things like call up clones and twist them in the worst way possible...

He yanked sharply on his chakra, winced, and thought about training. If he got it together he could take a new mission, and everything would fall back into place.

He was so busy turning his focus inwards, he completely missed the approaching figure jogging slowly across the grass.


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[info]fallen_kaito
2008-10-31 01:04 am UTC (link)
Kaito fumbled his bingo book, passing it from hand to hand nervously. That, standing at the edge of a clearing, was The Copy Ninja. There was no mistaking silver hair and black mask--even the gray tone picture couldn't hide who it was.

Everyone knew Sharingan no Kakashi was in ANBU. Or at least, other ninja knew. But there he was! In the flesh! And cloth, as it were. Kaito fidgeted with his bingo book again.

"Hey," he said finally, edging closer. It didn't look like the guy was busy... "I--I have this friend, right? Atsuo? And, uh, he asked if I could get people to, uh, sign this bingo book..." He flailed it. "Not that it's like, really important or anything. Kinda goofy, I know, but..." He shuffled his feet. "I, um, just joined ANBU and he figured I'd see... I have a pen," he offered with a hopeful smile.

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[info]fallen_kakashi
2008-10-31 01:06 am UTC (link)
He wanted an autograph.

Disbelief didn't quite cut it. Kakashi angled his head around to give the intruder a long, slow look, eyebrows arching up. Blue eyes on level with his own met his gaze before sliding quickly away. The intruder was definitely a ninja, judging by his basic blacks, and had the look of an older teenager not quite done growing; all joints and overly long limbs. His hair was brown and floppy, his smile too wide and bracketed with dimples, and he definitely wasn't someone Kakashi wanted to be anywhere near.

And then there was the bingo book and pen, held out with a look that reminded Kakashi of tumbling puppies in a shop window, all hope and zero common sense.

It took him much longer than it should have to think of a response.

"I'm busy," he said finally, and turned away. "Come back when I have time to ignore you properly."

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[info]fallen_kaito
2008-10-31 01:07 am UTC (link)
Kaito's smile faltered and faded entirely. The bingo book lowered. "Well--well, yeah, I mean, of course you're busy." Under his breath he added, "Out here alone in the middle of a freakin' field."

Okay, so maybe it was stupid to go around asking for autographs. But it was still cool, too. It wasn't like he was asking for everyone's autograph. Just the really big guys. "I just thought, y'know, since you were just here..." He tried to shrug. It was stiff. He pretended like it wasn't. "And it's not even mine." Because he totally wasn't dumb enough to have a signed bingo book.

Really.

Retreating now would be admitting he'd gotten hurt. He scuffed a foot and glanced around. "What, ANBU don't train with other people?"

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[info]fallen_kakashi
2008-10-31 01:09 am UTC (link)
"Never heard the term 'lone wolf', kid?" asked a sudden voice at ankle-height. Kakashi glanced down and frowned.

"You're supposed to be training," he said.

Pakkun turned a circle in a patch of long grass, flattening it down just enough that his small head could seen. "Supposed to is such a flexible phrase," he said, one eye fixed on Kakashi. "It leaves all this room for interpretation..."

"I could let you interpret my foot up your tail," Kakashi snapped, slouching a little more as his stomach twisted oddly. "Get back with the others before I punt you that way."

Pakkun scratched one ear with his hind leg, the picture of careful unconcern. "You'd put bootprints on this fine fur? I'm ashamed to know you, brat." He regarded the interloper from under the shade of his own, very small, hitai-ate. "So what's with the other brat? Or are you just torturing rookies again?"

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[info]fallen_kaito
2008-10-31 01:10 am UTC (link)
It was a dog. A talking dog. His breath stopped in his lungs and he stared down at it, gaze flicking back up to Kakashi. But--the Copy Ninja seemed to be hearing it. It really was talking.

"That's your dog, huh," he said, and his voice squealed up and down over several registers. He cleared his throat quickly. "I mean, that is--uh--"

He hated dogs. Wiping his palms on his pants didn't do enough. His heart pounded. Hated hated hated dogs. And the damn things followed him places and wouldn't bugger off and this one was talking out loud.

"Does he always do that?" Kaito tried to say calmly. He sounded more like a moose in mating season.

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[info]fallen_kakashi
2008-10-31 01:18 am UTC (link)
"I'm right here," Pakkun said, sounding put-upon. "Talking to you. And without the vocal acrobatics, either."

"See, now you've hurt his feelings," Kakashi told the empty air above the intruder's head. "Which means I have to put up with a whining pug for the rest of the day. Now you know why I told you to go away." He put a heavily suggestive inflection on the last two words--and felt his throat tighten.

Not again. He'd dealt with it at the monument.

Pakkun stuck his nose in the air. "Quit it, Hatake brat, you're making the new guy smell like rock salt. Oh--ouch. Knock it off, new guy, you're making my nose run." He sniffed heavily and wiped his muzzle on the grass.

Kakashi pulled a hand free from his pocket, fingers twitching with the sudden urge to lift and rub his throat; he forced them to stay by his waist. The intruder smelled like more hurt than anyone really had a right to, and it made it hard to focus. He took a slow breath through his mask and tried to settle. He'd dealt with it at the monument; he was fine now.

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[info]fallen_kaito
2008-10-31 01:21 am UTC (link)
"S--sorry," Kaito managed in another embarrassing arch of noise. "It's-it's just--it talks." He gestured to the dog and took a step away, suddenly wary of his toes.

Wait. It had said ouch. It couldn't--? Kaito clamped a hand (still holding his bingo book) against his chest, as if that would stop the bloodline limit. "I--sorry." He took another step away from the dog. "Don't bite me."

Didn't this guy live in ANBU HQ? Oh, gods. He was going to keep seeing the dog! Breathe, Find your happy place. They'd taught him that, if nothing else, in psyche. Pretty streams. Nice flowers. Peaceful forest.

Oh dear god it was showing its teeth.

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[info]fallen_kakashi
2008-10-31 01:24 am UTC (link)
Pakkun's tongue lolled out as he panted a little, brown nose twitching to catch each new curl of scent. "Bite you?" he squawked. "Do you think I'm a mongrel? I'm a highly trained, highly lethal ANBU-ranked shinobi!"

"Actually, I'm the ANBU-ranked--" Kakashi began.

"I'm not some common cur who bites his teammates! Wash your mouth out with soap, brat! Lemon soap."

Kakashi wrapped an arm around his middle, leaning forwards a little. "Pakkun," he muttered. "Can you stop? You're not helping--"

But the little pug was practically frothing now. "He accused me of biting! Biting. As if I'd bite one of you smelly pink apes without proper provocation--"

In the distance, the chorus of howls had changed. They were suddenly much closer.

Kakashi reached down and snatched Pakkun up by his scruff. "Stop," he snapped at the dog. Or tried to snap--his voice broke in the middle. With dawning horror, he realized his eyes were wet.

Both of them.

Pakkun swung from his grip and gave him a startled look. "You okay, kid?" He inhaled. "You smell awful."

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[info]fallen_kaito
2008-10-31 01:25 am UTC (link)
They were coming closer. It hadn't even occurred to him that the other howling might be more dogs. Well, dogs, yes, but there were all sorts of creatures in the Forest of Death. Did they have to be shinobi dogs?

"I'm really sorry," Kaito stuttered. The last thing he wanted was for a dog to be mad at him. Especially if it lived in his building. Maybe it didn't. Maybe the Copy Ninja lived elsewhere. Hope blossomed, but was crushed by staring into beady little brown eyes framed with loose skin.

"How many dogs?" he squeaked. "Do they all talk?" What if they followed him home? "Oh, man, I'm really sorry. Really sorry." How many? It sounded like a pack. At least his palms weren't damp, anymore; he'd wiped them off just a second ago. "If I just leave now--"

He turned to suit actions to words--and saw the biggest black and tan dog he'd ever seen step out of the forest. Kaito quailed and edged closer to the Copy Ninja.

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[info]fallen_kakashi
2008-10-31 01:28 am UTC (link)
It wasn't the whole pack, but it was enough all the same. Shouma bounded out in front, ears back and jaws agape with the simple pleasure of running. Just behind him was Hoshika, long fur flying in the breeze. After them tumbled Shiba and Baiji, the little papillion running between the Mastiff's broad paws.

Kakashi threw his hands up, dropping Pakkun and barking out a command to stop before he could think about it. The dogs ground to a confused halt, fanning out around them with a chorus of quiet inquiring barks. Next to him, the teenager's scent had spiralled down to a painful coil of terror, like sweet sugar-candy wrapped around a block of lead.

Kakashi's insides weren't doing a whole lot better. His stomach felt iced; his throat squeezed far too tight. His eyes were burning.

It was like misery, ripped past every lock he kept it trapped behind. Like every bad moment of the night, come back to rip him open in the daylight. And it was making his head split.

He wrapped both arms around his middle this time, half afraid his insides were going to fall right out, and found himself with a faceful of concerned German Shepherd. Hoshika danced up on her hind legs and growled at him, front paws catching against his black shirt.

"I'm okay," Kakashi snapped back, pushing her down.

Pakkun headbutted his ankle. "Hatake, you having a meltdown up there?" he demanded gruffly. "Because you can stop that right now."

"No," Kakashi snarled, suddenly afraid he was. He'd dealt with it at the monument; he was fine. It was just lack of sleep and stress. He wasn't crying.

Unless--

Oh, he was so stupid.

He swung around and grabbed the interloper by his very unwelcome throat. "What did you do?"

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[info]fallen_kaito
2008-10-31 01:31 am UTC (link)
Kaito gurgled. It was an eloquent response. Much more eloquent than the 'eep' sound that might have been choked from his throat through sheer terror.

It was a pack of dogs. A pack. And now he was being strangled. It was somehow preferable to being mauled by mutt. He couldn't breathe, but that was all right. He flailed uselessly instead.

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[info]fallen_kakashi
2008-10-31 01:34 am UTC (link)
If Kakashi had been thinking clearly, he would have suspected a genjutsu. Or a poison. Or some very clever chakra trap was messing with his brain--or possibly a combination of all three. But he was a little too busy drowning in a maelstrom of complicated emotions that all managed to make him feel bad--and making sure the party responsible for the whole mess couldn't use his throat for at least a week.

The teenager's feet left the ground as Kakashi hauled him up, fingers tightening in the soft flesh beneath his jaw. A gargle of sound died beneath his palm.

Actually, the effort of lifting someone who outweighed him by at least ten pounds completely off the ground with one arm was fairly monumental, but Kakashi had a decent-sized chunk of panic working for him now. He barely noticed his elbow tremble.

"Hatake!" Pakkun's bark sounded much more frantic now. "He's just a kid! Put him down!"

Kakashi barely heard him. He couldn't see past the water in his eyes. His fingers tightened. "Make it stop."

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[info]fallen_kaito
2008-10-31 01:35 am UTC (link)
Kaito clawed at the hand around his throat, mind spinning in a whirling panic. He hadn't been in ANBU long enough to have a tattoo yet, and he was already getting KILLED. By his own teammate. In a pack of dogs.

He couldn't speak. Couldn't talk to explain about bloodline limits or kai'ing or any of it. He tried tapping it out on the arm holding him up, but his fingers trembled and it made no sense and he couldn't put a lid on the fear boiling out of him. Fear of dogs, fear of getting killed now, fear that he wouldn't get the limit back under control, that the ninja wouldn't understand--

Death by his own half-blood heritage. Forming chakra for any kind of jutsu seemed a pointless thought. He tried anyway.

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[info]fallen_kakashi
2008-10-31 01:37 am UTC (link)
It was getting worse. It was getting worse. Forget seeing, he could hardly breathe. There was a solid weight in his chest now, like a slab of lead welded to his ribcage, crushing his lungs. His face was wet; his mask was soaked. The teenager in his hand was kicking weakly, fingers biting at Kakashi's wrist, making pathetic dying dog cries and none of it mattered because it was getting worse.

Kakashi didn't realize the sound he was making, a growl choked in a throat gone raw, until Pakkun lifted his muzzle and howled. No words, just a howl, high and thin and frantic.

Then Baiji slammed him hard in the back, throwing him onto his knees, and Hoshika darted in to snatch the teenager while Shouma launched himself at Kakashi's chest and everything became a mad scramble of claws and teeth and hard, heavy paws keeping him down.

He got lost in the fight, tangled up in tears and fur and not being able to see, until Shouma bit one wrist, Pakkan bit the other, and Baiji thumped down hard on his torso, knocking the last snatch of air from his lungs.

Crucified beneath a dog pack, there wasn't much left to do but gasp for breath and feel like the world was falling down.

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[info]fallen_kaito
2008-10-31 01:39 am UTC (link)
He gasped, coughing as someone dragged him away from the sudden dog pile. And then he realized it was a dog dragging him.

Kaito got a foot underneath, felt it skid out along mud, landed hard and felt the creature keep pulling. He scrambled again, one hand reaching up to try and force the muzzle open. It didn't work; he didn't have the leverage or the right angle, and it was still dragging him, and there was a yapping thing dancing around trying to get crushed as he flailed--

Cold hands yanked at his vest, hauling the zipper down until it clicked free. He slid out and rolled away, still struggling to breathe. He staggered to his feet, nearly fell, pushed up and away, turning wild eyes back on the man beneath the pile of savage dogs.

He should help. He should--should--not die! The black and tan monster was approaching him. He scrambled away, one hand outstretched as if he could stop the beast from coming any closer. "Don't!" he yelled, more instinct than anything, and cringed as he realized he was talking to the dog.

It was difficult to keep his eyes on the hound and see if the ninja really was getting torn apart. There didn't seem to be blood, and he wasn't screaming, just crying--

Kaito backed farther away. "Don't come any closer," he said to the dog, and cursed himself for talking to a dog, before shouting to the shinobi, "Just--kai, all right? It'll get better! I'm really sorry!"

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[info]fallen_kakashi
2008-10-31 01:47 am UTC (link)
Pakkun was the first to let go when Kakashi finally stopped fighting. He scrambled up the copy-nin's heaving chest, ears pinned completely flat to his skull, and braced his small paws against Kakashi's shoulder. "Kid? Hey, kid? You hear me? C'mon, deep breaths, you'll be fine. Just breathe..."

Kakashi pulled in a shuddery gasp to the background sounds of worried encouragement, and wished the ground would swallow him whole. Or that his chest would stop hurting. His eyes burned.

Pakkun's tongue swept rough and warm over the skin left exposed between hitai-ate and mask, licking away tears. "S'okay, kid, keep breathing. You're fine."

"Don't feel fine," Kakashi managed, and jerked his head away. Baiji rumbled deep in his barrel chest, making an unhappy noise. Shouma kept his teeth clamped around Kakashi's right wrist, still wary of releasing his pack leader when he smelled that strange. "Feel--"

Beaten all to hell, mostly, which was just hilarious seeing as he'd been the one doing the choking.

"--bad." It was the only word he could manage before the lead-jacket fixed to his ribs tried to choke him again. It was a jutsu--it had to be a jutsu, but he couldn't get himself together long enough to focus on that for more than a second.

Pakkun was talking to him again. "--new boy says you've got to do a kai. Listen you melodramatic idiot and do a kai. You hear me, kid? Put your hands together and do a kai."

Shouma released him. Kakashi yanked his hands together, halfway to wrapping them around his ribcage again when Pakkun bellowed in his ear and he remembered the ram seal instead. One desperate twist of chakra--

And something in his chest went snap.

He dragged a harsh breath and turned onto his side when Baiji let him up. The cancellation didn't take the feelings away, not right away, but they twisted back into his own emotions and he wanted them gone.

It took him a minute to remember how to lock them back up, and longer than that to do it, but with Shouma braced against one side, Baiji looming tall behind him, and Pakkun insulting him much more cheerfully now from ankle-level, he chained them down again.

Then he started thinking about the teenager; it was better than thinking about anything else.

Pakkun cocked a furry eyebrow at him. "Don't you dare, Hatake-brat. I've bitten you once today, I can do it again."

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[info]fallen_kaito
2008-10-31 01:49 am UTC (link)
He clutched his chest as chakra snapped back with a painful nerve-whip, then dragged himself upright, forcing air into his lungs again.

He thought maybe he preferred the Copy Ninja sobbing. Kaito swallowed as he saw a single slate-gray eye lock on him. He took another few steps back.

People didn't like it when their emotions went haywire. Even people who didn't have ninja-training figured it out after a few experiences, and they didn't think kindly of it. People who did have ninja training figured it out much faster.

There was a cold pit in the hollow of his stomach. He smiled weakly and took another step back, wrangling his chakra into something he could use. Translocating wouldn't take much.

"Sorry," he said again, an automatic appeasement that at least kept people from attacking. "I didn't mean--"

One of the dogs moved. Kaito flinched, eyes flicking over to watch it carefully. Oh, man, the Copy Ninja could totally sic them on him. He swallowed and took two more steps away. "I'm definitely sorry." This time, it was much more heartfelt.

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[info]fallen_kakashi
2008-10-31 01:50 am UTC (link)
Pakkun sneezed loudly, then held up one small paw. "Look, brat, we're not monsters. We're not going to eat you. Now shut up and stand quietly for a second and don't do anything or I'll let Kakashi get you."

Kakashi dragged the back of his hand over his face and made himself breathe steadily though his mouth. He couldn't smell anything, but judging by the expressions of his pack the teenager was still giving off misery like a beacon. "Shut up, Pakkun. You're not in charge."

Pakkun's tongue lolled out as he grinned. "I am when you dissolve, kid. It's in the contract. Didn't you read the fine print?"

"You're a sixteenth my size, do you really want to fight about it?" Kakashi's voice came out like a gravelly croak. He rubbed his face again, fingertips coming away wet, and got to his feet.

"I could take you," Pakkun said with a nod. The pack shifted, most of them gathering around Kakashi. Hoshika and Shiba stayed closer to the teenager, watching him warily.

"I could kick you," Kakashi offered back, but his heart wasn't in it. He felt a little like someone had tried to clean him out on the inside--with a hatchet. And it had been a kid with a genjutsu trick. Why hadn't he seen that coming?

More importantly, what the hell had that been? He'd never had a genjustu claw right into his emotions and drag them out to flay him with. He'd never even heard of something like that.

He glared at the teenager, and ignored the way one hand had hooked into Shouma's heavy ruff. "Explain."

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[info]fallen_kaito
2008-10-31 01:51 am UTC (link)
Kaito froze, fingering the bingo book still held in one hand. Very slowly, he tucked it into his belt--his vest was currently under the front feet of that big dog.

And the little one kept talking. He glanced at the others, but they were all silent, waiting.

Waiting for their summoner to do something. With both hands free, Kaito had a better shot at translocating out of there before any of them could attack--and whatever Raidou had said about teammates, he wasn't convinced that the silver-haired wraith waiting for him to do something wouldn't attack. He wiped his palms on his pants again.

"It's--ah, a bloodline limit," he said finally. "Sort of. It kind of fucks with people's emotions. I didn't mean to let it get out of control like that. Sorry." And hopefully he'd take that explanation and they could all break apart and Kaito could leave. He really wanted to leave.

The dogs were all staring at him. If he looked at them long enough, watched shifts of body language and the movement of muscle, he could almost imagine what they were saying...

He closed his eyes tight for just a moment, refusing to see the canines, and when he opened them again he kept his gaze firmly on Kakashi.

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[info]fallen_kakashi
2008-10-31 01:53 am UTC (link)
A bloodline limit. Who had a bloodline limit like that? The Yuuhi dealt with genjutsu, but this teenager didn't have the distinctive red eyes...

A new mutation? Or he was just lying. Kakashi glanced at Hoshika, still unable to smell anything through his blocked nose, but she snorted and shook herself out with a flare of long fur. Not lying, then. Unless the teenager was a sociopath and Hoshika just couldn't smell it...

Kakashi studied the gangly boy staring at him like a rabbit in a trap, and scrapped that line of thought. No one was that good an actor.

So a kid with a bloodline limit that he couldn't control and Kakashi couldn't copy. Which meant there was nothing useful here, just something he needed to get away from. Somewhere safe, where he could sit down and stop thinking.

Not the monument.

He banished most of his dogs with an abrupt chakra-flick, leaving only Pakkun and Hoshika, and whistled them close enough to touch. The teenager flinched when Hoshika barked a quiet reprimand at him, but stayed frozen where he stood.

For half a second, Kakashi considered saying something, but all he wanted to do was leave. He grabbed his chakra, grabbed his dogs, and translocated all of them away.

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[info]fallen_kaito
2008-10-31 01:54 am UTC (link)
Kaito stared at the blank space where, moments before, Sharingan no Kakashi and a pack of dogs had been. He took a breath. And then another.

"ANBU sucks," he muttered unhappily, and felt his spine unbend and his chakra tingle back into his extremities. "Stupid freakin' giant dogs and crappy skinny ANBU scary assholes and I didn't mean to do that anyway just wanted a stupid autograph..." Which, granted, may have been a little childish. He pulled his bingo book out and stared at it unhappily, making his way back toward the village and HQ.

He'd sworn he heard voices again, in those last moments before the ninja and his stupid ugly mutts had disappeared. He felt a little ill. Stupid idiot bingo book.

He stalked out of the training fields and dumped the book in the first trashcan he saw. It made a hollow thump and crunch as it landed on something else. He didn't care. Stupid to get autographs anyway. That wasn't what the books were for. Idiot child.

He was going back to psych. At least there, no one yelled at him or wanted him for freakin' seduction missions or reacted to his bloodline or hauled out giant freakin' dogs.

But first, he turned around and got his bingo book out of the garbage.

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