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fallen_tsume ([info]fallen_tsume) wrote in [info]fallen_leaves,
@ 2008-04-29 20:24:00

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Entry tags:ayumi, tsume

Late Night Terrors [closed to Ayumi, Kuromaru]
Takes place after the Three is.. mission, two days after Bake Sale: ANBU Style and Running in Circles. Before Attack of the Ankle Biters.

Kuromaru had taken over the patrols since they'd gotten back. He and Tsume hadn't discussed it, hadn't mentioned it, either of them. It was a Pack thing; she was too tired, too worn. Too breakable at the moment, and needed what sleep she could get.

It would only last a few days. He knew her nightmare cycle well by this point; for a few days he'd take over, let her rest as much as possible, and then, without word, she'd be back.

In the meantime, it was a small enough thing to help. So he took over the nightly patrols, pacing up and down the empty corridors of the ANBU headquarters, checking for fear or anger or sickness. Anything out of place in his new Pack.

Things had changed while they'd been gone. On the main floor, one of the empty rooms was now occupied. He sniffed at the doorway before deciding it was someone who belonged; no smell of fear or the anxiousness that went with an intruder. Then he slunk past the lobby, flicking an ear at the Chuunin on guard--startled by Kuromaru's nightly checks--and started up the stairs.

Everything was normal on the second floor. Someone was up and about, the odor of weapons oil strong in the air. Another was gone, his scent several days old. Kuromaru padded up to the third floor, his intent to make one more pass around the halls before heading for another few hours' sleep. He paused at the top of the stairs, checking on Tsume. She slept on, undisturbed. He roamed down toward Kakashi's room--blood and dogs, no surprise there--then back, around the corner, nose wrinkling at the smell of shampoo. Someone was in the men's showers.

He knew the people best on these floors. Raidou and Genma were sleeping, back so recently from the same mission Tsume had been on. Ryouma was beyond them. Just past the men's showers was a door he needed to check; the scent there, so faded when he'd arrived, seemed stronger on his last pass. He suspected the person inside had returned from a long mission--months' long, from the way the smell had gone--but it was always best to double check. Make sure there was still no fear smell.

If the crotch-rotted bastard in the bathroom would stop with the shampoo, it would make Kuromaru's life easier.



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[info]fallen_ayumi
2008-04-30 03:36 am UTC (link)
She clung to the sheets and tried to stop the shuddering. They were right outside the blanket. They were in their worst mood in months. Ayumi squeezed her eyes shut and took in deep breathes. She grasped at the mantras her mother had taught her as a small child. They were all gone from her memory. All she could hear was Yuuichi snickering; Shin slamming his hands on the floor, screaming about how Yuuichi was bleeding all over the floor.

And she could see it, even though she had the blanket over her head and her eyes closed. The lower half of his leg was missing and the wound would drip blood - droplets all over her kitchen and floor and bed - or would pour out and soak everything. It was a random sea of red and the stench...

One of them - probably Shin, it was always Shin - was clinging at the sheets that hung over the edge of the bed and pulling it down. Ayumi's heart jolted and she had to move. She had to leave. She bolted and put a hand to her mouth to keep out the worst of the stench as she glimpsed the two ghastly images. The door took only a moment and then she was gone, out, free. The hallway was safe and familiar - even when it was darkened.

But there was a dark blur there -- tall and big enough not to ignore -- and she took the next available exit. The men's showers.

There was an occupant, but a moment's glance showed that he had all of his limbs and that was enough to keep her from spiraling down any farther. She went for one of the back corners, not caring that the occupant had jumped and was probably speaking at her, nor caring that she was getting soaked by the still-running water and the streams of water she splashed through. Ayumi just curled up in the wet corner, pressing her face against her legs and wrapping her arms around them -- if she was a smaller ball she could be safe.

She would be safe.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-04-30 03:38 am UTC (link)
Kuromaru braced himself when the door he'd meant to check flew open, and fear slammed into him like a wave of half-ripe cranberries. When she dove for the men's showers rather than trying to run past him, he darted forward, into her room, charging for whatever had sent an ANBU running. Hackles rose up along his spine in a wave, his lips pulled up off teeth longer and sharper than any dog's. A snarl rumbled out of his throat.

There was no one there.

The room reeked of terror, of sweat. Blankets had been thrown off the bed, heaped in a pile on the floor. He sniffed carefully, but caught nothing like an injury.

Nightmare. Flashback. Neither were good. He turned and slunk back down the hall quick as a shadow, ducking into the men's showers. Water ran, steam dousing all the information normally carried on the air. Someone was speaking; a man, towel wrapped around his hips, water dripping from his hairline.

Not even the steam could erase the smell of fear. Kuromaru hesitated, wondering if he should leave them. Humans were funny; maybe one human should handle another. He watched, head down predator-low. The man was still talking to the girl, asking her if she was all right, if he should get a medic.

The girl didn't respond. Curled into a ball like she was, her knuckles white from the power of her grip, he doubted she could hear much of anything. Humans were funny, but even he could see there was something funnier than usual about this one. Nightmare. Flashback. Something else.

He stalked into the room, noting the moment the other ANBU saw him. The man stiffened and turned, eyes flicking toward his gear in the corner.

"Relax," Kuromaru drawled. "I'm one of you." One of these days, he really was going to start wearing a hitai-ate.

The man didn't relax. It was so annoying when people thought they knew better than he did. He let his chakra expand, filling all the corners in the room in a way a human's didn't. Couldn't. It slunk and curled, whispering around edges like the stillness of a forest, with just as much danger and promise.

Promise that there were monsters. Promise that they had sharp teeth and sharper claws, and if you waited, if you didn't run and hide, those predators would slip through the darkness and take you down. "I'm one of you," Kuromaru repeated softly, the words a growl now. "And she's one of mine. Leave now."

The ANBU must have been a chuunin. He certainly hadn't worked with Inuzuka pairs. He paled, gathered his things, and fled like the prey most humans were.

Kuromaru turned to regard the huddled pile of terror in the corner. He didn't dial back the animal-presence. Sometimes, it helped if you knew there was someone there. Someone stronger, who could take care of the promises in the forest. That's what alphas did; they protected their pack. And all of ANBU was Kuromaru's, now.

Water hammered down around them. He swept by and knocked against the lever, turning it off. Then he paced near the girl until he could get a good sniff of her. No blood. No disease. Those were the important things. He took another step into her personal space, reached forward, and licked her ear once, ready to jump back if she struck out.

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[info]fallen_ayumi
2008-04-30 03:40 am UTC (link)
They had followed her. She knew it would happen. They never left her alone. They were all in her head. But it still didn't stop her from curling in tighter, tighter, and tighter. The voice droned on and on, there was scuffling around her. But she couldn't see them. She couldn't see the missing limbs, the death and the bunker where the screaming didn't stop. She was starting to get back her breathing, which made the other sounds slowly trickle in.

There was running water and cloth rubbing elsewhere. And chakra. A kind she'd never felt before, definitely oppressive, but it calmed her a slight degree. It made her feel safe, made her think that there were things outside that were still scary, but there was something on her side. Yuuichi's voice softened and Ayumi could feel that something - an animal? - was moving nearby. It hadn't hurt her yet, so that was a little comforting. She swallowed hard and stiffened when it came closer. A long muzzle, nose and...dog. It was something canine.

It licked her ear.

That was...huh. Ayumi loosened her death grip on her legs and lifted her face enough to peek over her knees. It definitely looked like a dog. Wolf. Thing. Shin and Yuuichi had never pulled in anything like this into the hallucinations. Perhaps it was real. Maybe. Ayumi darted her eyes around the room and then looked back at the wolf-thing that was still looking at her. They were gone from the room, even though she could hear them running in the hallway. But they were laughing, cheering, acting much like the children she had known them as.

Was it already over? Her eyes watered from the enormous flux in emotions and finally noted how her body was trembling. The wolf-dog-thing moved cautiously forward and she remembered that dogs liked to smell your hand. Maybe she should let him smell her hand. Or something. The dogs in town liked that.

Ayumi forced a few fingers out of her damp pant leg and started to stretch them out towards the animal. She opened her mouth and tried to make a noise, but only came out with a croak.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-04-30 03:45 am UTC (link)
At least, Kuromaru thought as she held out fingers that had the tiniest tremble still, she isn't trying to attack. What was it with humans and their constant need to shove their hands in your face, anyway? If they really wanted to be friendly, they wouldn't complain when he crotch-sniffed. He got a lot more information from that.

He obligingly sniffed her nails, flicked his tongue across them--sometimes that got people to take their hands away--and almost sat down. He didn't; at the last minute he realized the puddle would soak into his fur, and then Tsume would never let him back up on the futon. He blinked gold eyes at the little ANBU and tipped his head. Not talking--rather, croaking--wasn't a good sign. The fact that her eyes were clear, if still anxiety-ridden, was a good sign. The fact that she wasn't screaming or going for a weapon--though he was pretty sure she didn't have one--was also a good sign.

He gave her another minute to work on breathing, then grumbled, "There wasn't an attack, was there?" He'd eat Tsume's underwear if there'd been an intruder he'd missed.

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[info]fallen_ayumi
2008-04-30 03:47 am UTC (link)
She nearly flinched at the tongue that touched her fingers, but it certainly made her heart almost skip a beat. It was real. Real real. Not the kind of reality that Shin caused when he tugged on her blankets or blocked sunlight trickling in a window with his shadow or figure. Her senses were returning rapidly now - sounds, scents, sights, touch - and she blinked to make sure it wasn't her imagination. Then he spoke and a vague part of her mind realized this had to be the Inuzuka dog she'd been so eager to meet. But that thought was so far back in her mind that all she could manage was a shaky smile.

"You're...real," she whispered and promptly forgot all the experience she had with dogs or animals.

Ayumi reached out and latched on, burying her fingers as deeply into the fur and clinging like her life depended on it.

"Real,", she whispered into his fur and breathed in the scents that never had been in a hallucination before. Ayumi hardly noticed the flinching Kuromaru had to be doing, nor the water soaking into her shirt now that she was almost lying on the damp shower floor.

It was such a relief to be okay and have something - or someone - real there that she just clung.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-04-30 04:07 am UTC (link)
Someday, humans would learn not to argue with their alphas. They'd stop being pack-blind and start realizing that just because the Hokage had shown his strength by beating everyone else in a fight, didn't mean they ALWAYS had to fight to see who was alpha. That you could actually just recognize chakra and will and go with it.

Someday far, far from now, no doubt.

On the other hand, at least she wasn't lying. Kuromaru shifted his weight on his front paws and licked his chops absently. The room had filled with an alphawolfpredator sense. He thought about pulling it in, and decided not to. If she was going to be pack-blind, he could be obvious. Holding information from your alpha when they asked, indeed. The human hierarchy was completely messed up. No wonder they were always having nightmares and flashbacks. If you didn't acknowledge who was in charge and trust them to protect you, then you had only yourself.

Kuromaru let out a heavy sigh, then stood to lean forward. Standing, he towered over the kunoichi, his shadow falling across her. He reached out and licked her face once, twice, then stepped away. "We should go get something to eat." Because it looked like he might be up for a bit, and he'd only had a few little winter hares yesterday.

And a quail.

Maybe a couple of crows.

And that fat, tasty thing he'd pulled out of the Forest of Death, whatever it had been.

But, really, that wasn't hardly anything.

Besides, if she was going to be seeing things that scared her--flashbacks, maybe? Tsume kept trying to explain those, and he sort of understood, but it was awfully hard to imagine--he wanted to be around. Make sure she wasn't going to kill anyone.

He glanced at her critically, checking size and muscle, how she moved. If he had to, he could take her down before she hurt people. No doubt he'd get in trouble for it, but that's why he had a human alpha as a familiar; he would protect this pack, and Tsume would protect him.

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[info]fallen_ayumi
2008-04-30 04:10 am UTC (link)
Food wasn't exactly the first thing on her mind, but if it meant getting out of the men's shower room, then perhaps it would be all right. And distracting herself with pleasant things couldn't hurt. It certainly hadn't hurt in the past. She flinched a little at the licks - getting affection of that sort was certainly a new thing for her. Kuromaru didn't feel or act like any dog she'd met before, but he really wasn't one of them anyway. He was...something else. An anomaly that she'd always been curious about and now, even for a split second, she wished he really was just an animal. A cute dog to hug and pet and play with. Not someone to tell secrets to. Not someone who was treating her like...like...

A pack member.

Ayumi got to her feet obediently and followed him out of the showers, stuffing her hands in her pockets and deliberately avoiding looking at him. She knew that she had to be dripping on the carpets of the hallway, but so be it. She glanced at her room and swallowed hard. No, they certainly wouldn't get any food from her room. Not when she had so many bad memories there. But she should at least close the door.

"Where did you intend to get this food at?" she asked, striding over to her room and grabbing the door handle without looking inside. Despite her efforts, though, she caught a glimpse of glimmering eyes under her bed and breathed in sharply, closing the door with a tense jerk. She took two unsteady breathes and then gave Kuromaru a wary look. "We...we should get it outside, or something, huh? At least not up here."

Without waiting for a reply, she headed for the stairs, her hands loose from the pockets and ready to strike at any ghostly figures that chose to come too close.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-04-30 04:11 am UTC (link)
"The cafeteria," Kuromaru said blithely as she walked toward her room. "Where else would we get food?"

Then she tensed, the fear-scent skyrocketing. Kuromaru's ears slicked back against his head and he shot past her, no more than a shadow against the wall. She closed the door before he could get in, but something--something made his hackles rise, like cold air down his back. He reached up, biting down on the handle hard enough to sink his teeth into metal, and twisted his head.

Doors were tricky. It didn't make them impossible. He tightened his jaw when his teeth tried to slide, enamel skidding across brass with the beginning of a scream.

There was something in there, something that set his mind snarling, and she was trying to hide it. Anger rippled through his chakra.

His pack. His territory. His.

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[info]fallen_ayumi
2008-04-30 04:13 am UTC (link)
She was nearly to the end of the hall when she heard the screech. She gasped. Ayumi trembled, clamping her eyes shut. She took deep breathes in the pathetic hope of calming herself. But the screeching continued. Though it sounded less ghostly than him. So she forced her eyes to open and then her body to turn. Degree by degree, muscle by muscle, she finally saw Kuromaru struggling to open the door. Her door. The door that was holding it back.

"No," she whispered. "No, Kuromaru..." She took one step forward. If he opened the door it could get out. Not that doors had stopped it before. And if it got out... The handle twisted. The door started to open.

"No!" she squeaked and rushed back down the hall. Her heart pounded. She focused her eyes entirely on the giant dog. The door was opening. It was opening.

Ayumi lunged at the last second. She latched onto Kuromaru's lower back. Her arms held onto him for dear life. "No!" she whimpered. "You can't! It's not safe. Not safe."

She could hear it...hear it scratching under the bed and wheezing...

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-04-30 04:14 am UTC (link)
Kuromaru twisted and snapped at the arms hanging onto him, hurling his body weight around to pin the tiny woman to the wall. "What is in there?" he snarled, teeth clacking in front of her face in a serious threat. "Explain now, or I'll go through the bloodworm door!" His words were more growled than spoken, his muscles tightening in reaction to her fear and the other that was in the room.

HIS pack. HIS responsibility. HIS territory. He'd KILL it.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-04-30 04:32 am UTC (link)
"Stop squirming," Kuromaru growled around a jawful of cloth. He rounded the corner and streaked down the hall, through the door left open several inches and into the room he shared with Tsume. Muscles bunched before he leaped, nearly crushing the little human he carried, only adjusting for her limbs at the last moment.

Tsume woke from a dead sleep, rolled before there was even time for her to have thought about it, and came up on the other side of the futon with chakra crackling down her arms, forming claws clear for the minds' eye to see.

Kuromaru dropped Ayumi. "Watch her."

Tsume blinked overly pale, slit-pupiled eyes at him. "What?"

Did no one ever listen around here? "Watch her. I'm checking the hall." He turned, hopped off the bed--ignoring both women--and sniffed carefully at the doorway.

He heard Tsume moving, heard the scratch of nails over a scalp. "Kuromaru--"

"Demon."

"Really?" Tsume's chakra sharpened.

"Maybe." Doubt filled his scent. He slipped out into the hall.

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[info]fallen_ayumi
2008-04-30 04:34 am UTC (link)
Ayumi's night had gone from bad to worse to...strange. She was being watched. Like a child. Or something like it.

She had acted much like an animal cub for the remnant of the session being carried, but now, sprawled out on some woman's bed...Ayumi was pretty sure she should be embarrassed. Or confused. Or something.

"Um," Ayumi sat up and ruffled her hair, looking over at the obviously Inuzuka woman. "Hi?"

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-04-30 04:35 am UTC (link)
Tsume straightened from her half-crouch, chakra sizzling away. There was a woman in the middle of her BED. She scrubbed a hand through her hair, frazzling it in all new directions, and rubbed the sleep from her eyes with the heel of her palm. "Hi." It was too early for this. She blinked dramatically and peered at the girl, lifting her chin to scent.

Alarm, the lingering traces of fear, something a bit like dirt and rocks under a hot sun, weapons oil. A hoodie swamped the girl, making her look all of twelve, and loose training pants crumpled in folds around her bent knees, sliding over her heels. Her hair stuck out all over--likely a paler image of Tsume's--and her brown eyes were surrounded by lashes caught in wet spikes.

"So, you must be..." Tsume floundered. She shook her head, lifting one shoulder. "I have no idea. Why does Kuromaru think there's a--" not a demon, though, his scent had said. Which meant it was something, but not something she should be attacking. "--there's something demonic in the hall?"

It was really, really too early to be dealing with this.

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[info]fallen_ayumi
2008-04-30 04:37 am UTC (link)
Ayumi tried to smile - people liked smiling, right? - as the Inuzuka woman woke herself up. She looked...not quite as impressive as Ayumi had always pictured Inuzuka as. Weren't they huge and buff? This woman certainly wasn't weak, but...she wasn't much bigger than Ayumi.

She had been about to introduce herself when Tsume mentioned what Kuromaru was up to and her face paled. She balled up her hands and diverted her eyes. This was too much. She'd only ever told Aoba. Just one person. And now she'd told Kuromaru - granted, not many details - and now this woman was asking her. And there was a good reason for her ask. Perhaps she could just go back to her room.

Her room.

She trembled and grabbed at the quilt, looking down at it anxiously.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-04-30 04:38 am UTC (link)
The smile was a little weak, but Tsume still missed it as it vanished and her room smelled like anxiety. She reached back and shoved the window open.

Kuromaru mentioned demon-things, and the girl spazzed. "Did you summon demons?" Tsume asked sharply. What was it with ANBU? She was beginning to remember this, now--the sheer stupidity of some of the things they did--like demon summoning and solider pill overdoses. She gave the girl--she couldn't be more than twenty--a very stern look. Her best Mom Look, when the cubs did something idiotic like bring frogs into the house and try to pretend they hadn't.

But the girl was shaking her head, hair flying every which way, and Tsume relaxed a little. "Well," she said warily, "that's good." It was possible the girl had just been in the wrong place at the wrong time. Tsume debated between staying here and trying to ease the fear, or going to find Kuromaru and demand an explanation. She remained, weight shifting from foot to foot, unsure what to say.

What did you say to someone who was sitting in your bed, dropped there unexpectedly? "Been in ANBU long?" Well, crotchticks, it was better than nothing.

Kuromaru had better return fast.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-05-03 01:12 am UTC (link)
He started carefully, knowing that if he bolted she'd hang on, but there wasn't an emergency and he didn't really want to be bruised--even if she had found the scruff to cling to.

Muscles shifted and rippled under skin and fur, and he felt her balance shift and resettle as he started to walk, long, rolling strides unlike any beast of burden. He shoved through the door to the stairs and started down, feeling her weight slip forward to rest on her hands. "If you lean back, you'll stay balanced better," he suggested mildly. It wasn't intuitive; in a fight most ninja figured it out fast, because they needed their hands. But otherwise...

Otherwise, it didn't really matter. Just meant that if she ever had to be carried in battle, she'd take that much less time to learn how to move.

Her weight shifted back, easing up on her grip.

"I'm gonna have... hm. Whatever smells good." It was his normal mode of eating, anyway. And he didn't really care so much as he was interested in finding out what she knew about the creature that had invaded his territory. She obviously knew something.

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[info]fallen_ayumi
2008-05-03 01:36 am UTC (link)
It was a little odd to ride him, but as she felt her way through the balancing - as well as taking his advice - she started to enjoy herself. She could think about food and talking to Kuromaru and probably petting. He didn't seem to mind that.

"That's generally a good plan. Morimoto-san can make some really great food, you just have to ask him nicely. Or put in a few compliments. You should definitely makes friends with him, he's a great connection to have." Once they were down the stairs she automatically adjusted and leaned forward, fidgeting for a moment to get a better position. Kuromaru wasn't a bad seat to have, but he wasn't exactly built for luxury either.

All in all, this evening could have gone much, much worse. And she felt safe around Kuromaru. At least he'd had the guts to go in there with it. Then again, she knew there was nothing to be done. She couldn't hurt him with any jutsu or physical force. He just...was there. She smiled a little broader. "Does your human companion ever ride you?" Changing the topic was a necessity, otherwise she'd think about him too much. And that was never a good thing.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-05-03 01:40 am UTC (link)
"I've met Morimoto," Kuromaru said, reaching the main floor and padding across the carpet. "Ryouma showed us how to flatter him. He's still not thrilled with me in there, though..." Which was tragic, really. It wasn't like Kuromaru was shedding on purpose, and he didn't have any diseases--or even any bugs! His immune system was great, thank you very much.

He could feel her tension mount, and then purposefully drain away. Her muscles relaxed, but her scent didn't change. He pushed through the cafeteria doors. "Tsume rides me sometimes, though not often. Usually only if she's hurt." He'd only offered because this little one seemed hurt, if not physically. There were times when Tsume had ridden him, though she hadn't been hurt physically.

He paused, wondering if they should get food first and then he could ask about the creature in her room, or if it was better to give her a moment to collect herself. He decided to give her a moment.

"So, what do you want?" Him, he'd take anything, as long as it was raw. Deer was his favorite.

Stupid Shikaku, insisting he couldn't eat the Nara ones.

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[info]fallen_ayumi
2008-05-03 02:45 am UTC (link)
"Well, thanks for letting me ride you anyway. It's certainly something I wouldn't get to do very often," she grinned and swung her feet for a moment. "As for food..." She leaned her head back and pursed her lips in thought. "Don't think my stomach'd take anything real greasy. Maybe some rice, onigiri or something kinda bland." Ayumi shrugged. "Normally I'd want his orange chicken or teriyaki or something. Mmmm, those are awesome when I'm not all...weird."

She let him walk her up to the doors outside the kitchen and ruffled the fur between his ears. "So, I guess I can head in there and get us both something. You just want some meat or something?" Ayumi leaned down and rested her forearms on his shoulders and neck, peering down at his face. "I'm not sure what you eat different from the stray dogs back at my parent's place."

Good. Food was always good to think about instead of other things. Food and more food. Even if all she could stomach was the bland stuff. At least it would give her mouth something to do. And she really hadn't had much dinner. Not with those haunting eyes following her all day...

Ayumi stiffened and then slid off Kuromaru, her fingers starting to shake again. Food. Think about food. Just food.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-05-03 02:59 am UTC (link)
She still wasn't calm. Strange humans, holding tension long past its usefulness. He had to twist a little to see her easily, and then puffed up at her comparing him--even obliquely--to stray dogs. "I am most certainly not," Kuromaru said stiffly, "even remotely related to stray dogs. I'm certain we don't eat any of the same things."

He didn't even care when she tensed up and smelled like fear again, that's how annoyed he was. "I would like okonomiyaki. With eggs." Nothing like a dog.

Stupid brat. As soon as she got back with his food he was going to eat, ask her about the creature, and leave. So there.

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[info]fallen_ayumi
2008-05-06 07:16 pm UTC (link)
Ayumi wrenched herself from self degradation and considered it for a moment. Was she putting Yuuichi there so Shin wasn't alone? Was he just there because where there was Shin, there was Yuuichi? "Do...do flashbacks...I mean, are they always scary?" She dared to look back at Kuromaru. "I mean...sometimes he's happy, but S-s...he's happy, too. And when one of them is unhappy..."

She swallowed hard and took a shuddering breath. "They...they make me see him die. Over and over and over again." Ayumi bit her lip. There. She'd said it. And that was that. What could be worse than admitting you saw your genin teammates die repeatedly? At least she was only trembling a little bit.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-05-06 07:34 pm UTC (link)
Saying he didn't know was a weakness he couldn't afford. But... he didn't know. Kuromaru's ears flattened back against his skull for a moment, then relaxed again. But seeing teammates die--that he could relate to. Seeing them drop, seeing them scream because the other half of their chakra bond had just been slaughtered, biting through fur and skin and muscle and tendon all the way down to windpipe and jugular, because a canine without his familiar was better off dead than a shadow... He knew about seeing teammates die.

He turned, nuzzling under shaggy hair, lipping at the nape of her neck. It was moments like these when he wished he were human, just a little bit, because he knew that humans didn't comfort like this; they used arms and hugs, and he couldn't do either. So he dragged his tongue across the back of her neck, a rough sort of caress, and leaned against her, offering his bulk. He didn't know if she really wanted an answer. He remained quiet and simply waited.

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[info]fallen_ayumi
2008-05-06 09:07 pm UTC (link)
"Sorry," she whispered and let the remaining onigiri hit the floor, scooting closer and looping her arms around him, pulling the giant wolf-dog even closer. "M'making you act like a dog again." But Ayumi wasn't about to let go. Not when he understood -- understood as well as Aoba, and that was saying a lot -- and hadn't judged her. Didn't back away or growl or...anything. And he was awfully nice to cling to.

The tears returned and Ayumi didn't even seem to care when the kitchen doors creaked open and the smell of okonomiyaki wafted down to her.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-05-06 09:27 pm UTC (link)
He shifted to catch his balance a little better, and didn't even get annoyed at her dog comment. His coat held more tears than most people would ever suspect. He hooked his muzzle over her shoulder, twisting a little to see the chef pause in the doorway, food on a plate in one hand. For a moment, he thought they might get thrown out; but Morimoto was better than that. Quietly, the man set the plate down on a table, and with a steady, awknoweldging look at Kuromaru, his scent torn between worry and relief, he backed through the doors.

Kuromaru did his best to curl around the tiny human, sitting as still and strong as he could to support her weight, her fear, as much of her grief as she would let him take. Grief for teammates lost and friendships shattered and a life gone to ruin. Grief for being a ninja.

"It's okay," he crooned, his gruff voice softened as if he were talking to a cub. "It's all right." And because he was canine, not human or friend or needing to make it better, he could sit there and let her cry.

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[info]fallen_ayumi
2008-05-06 09:31 pm UTC (link)
She didn't even bother with trying to speak while she was crying -- it all came out as blubbering and she had nothing to say anyway. In time, her sobs quieted, her grip loosened, and her breathing slowed. She gave one last sniffle and leaned back, rubbing at her face before daring to look at Kuromaru. "Sorry," she said quietly. Ayumi sucked in another deep breath and then spotted the plate that Morimoto had left out.

"Your food's probably cold." Ayumi rubbed at the corner of her eyes and leaned back against the wall.

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