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fallen_tsume ([info]fallen_tsume) wrote in [info]fallen_leaves,
@ 2008-03-02 01:26:00

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Entry tags:raidou, tsume

Different Kind of Dance [closed to Tsume and Raidou] [NC-17]
Set six years previous, a year before the Kyuubi attack. WARNING: very dark material. Discretion advised.


She wasn't sure how long she'd been drinking. Not long enough, that much was sure. She could still stand, for one thing. Still see, for another. In fact, as senses went, she was disturbingly non-impaired.

"Tsume, come home." Yasuo pulled at her sleeve, his slit-pupiled eyes--so prized among the Inuzuka as marking them for purity--creased with worry. "Your mother needs you."

She rounded on him, looking up into his face. "Don't begin with that," she snarled, lips lifting off of her teeth. Her mother needed no one anymore; no one except a dead familiar they couldn't bring back. "My sister's there." In case anything did go wrong. In case her mother spoke one more word, just one.

She wouldn't. But hope was harder to kill than ninja.

"The clan needs you to be clear headed in the morning," Yasuo began, his crimson tattoos bleeding out against his flushed face. His own lip pulled up off his teeth, baring fangs no larger than hers in a mouth that was bigger.

"The clan needs me to bully them into behavior. I can do that hungover or not. Leave me alone."

He reached for her again, anger making his eyes glitter. Tsume recoiled, snarling, taking two steps back and leaping for the table she knew was behind her. She'd been in ANBU for two years, and had only recently quit; a few drinks and a table weren't going to foul her up. She crouched on the tabletop, thought better, hopped off on the other side to put it between them. A bar wasn't the place to start a fight. She might get thrown out.

That had happened enough the last few weeks.

As if waiting for his cue, the bartender called warningly, "Tsume..."

Her snarl changed to a smile, and she waved at him jauntily. "No problem here!"

"You're throwing your life away!" Yasuo growled, hands claws at his sides.

She smiled, knife-edged and full of warning. The clan wanted her to breed. She had good bloodlines, far more feral than most of the other Inuzuka, and they needed the children. This was their top pick; she suspected they hoped Yasuo's tendency for manners would blunt her canine-edge in any offspring, without dulling the clan abilities. "You're just upset," she growled, "because I'm not humping you."

His skin flushed, and she smelled anger and embarrassment over the sharp, sour scent of the beer on the table between them.

"But I have a date tonight," Tsume announced, knowing full well he'd smell the lie.

Yasuo's chin rose. "Who?" he demanded.

She glanced around, then pointed to a man sitting at a booth. "Him." She grinned, wolfish and pleased as bitches in sunshine to make Yasuo that much angrier. Maybe the alcohol was affecting her judgment just a little.

Maybe.

Yasuo turned to look at the man in the booth with both incredulousness--he knew it was a lie--and accusation. "That true?" he barked.



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[info]fallen_raidou
2008-03-02 09:47 am UTC (link)
Raidou had two problems in the world. Big problems. Monumental even. The first involved his wallet and its sadly deflated state. He could probably only afford one more beer. Possibly a shot if he managed to find some real charm somewhere and slapped it on the counter with his remaining change. The second revolved around the fact that his current beer bottle was down to the dregs and ready to join its empty companions lined up next to his elbow.

It was a sad thing to have no more alcohol. Very sad.

He was distantly aware of the snarling fight somewhere behind his back in the same way that he was distantly aware there were seven ninja, three civilians, and one Uchiha in this bar. All armed. Unless one of them actually offered to pay for his next shot, Raidou didn't much care.

And then someone decided to leak enough killing intent in his direction to bleach his hair white.

Raidou studied his bottle for a moment, tilting the slender neck just so between his fingers to make the remaining contents sway. Then he turned around with a fast snap of movement and nailed his accuser squarely in the teeth. Glass shattered.

"Absolutely," said Raidou, without the faintest idea of what he was admitting to. He stood up, swayed one careful step to the left, and signalled at the bartender. "One more? You can put it on his tab."

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-03-02 09:49 am UTC (link)
Aomaru leaped up, vaulting over a chair and launching himself, talons and teeth first, through the air at the scar-faced ninja as Yasuo spun and clutched at his mouth.

"Kuromaru!" Tsume bellowed, but her familiar had already swept into action, sliding under the tables and snapping at Aomaru's legs, grabbing a hind one and pulling him down just before he reached the man. Two bundles of fur snarled and writhed on the floor, a livid knot of anger matched only by Tsume and Yasuo as she closed on him, ramming her shoulder into his stomach before he could retaliate and smashing him to the ground.

Aomaru yelped twice and lay still at the scar-ninja's feet, his fur speckled with blood as Kuromaru held him down, jaws clamped tight around the smaller wolf's neck.

Yasuo dropped like dead weight when Tsume's fingers dug into his jugular, her snarling-smiling face inches above his.

"Tsume!" the bartender bellowed.

She looked up at him, hair falling raggedly in her face, slit-pupils dilated with fight until they took up almost all of her pale iris. "What? I'm stopping the fight!" Below her, Yasuo choked. She slackened her grip, then finally let him up.

He scooted away across the floor, glaring at her and rubbing his throat.

She crouched, grinning ferally. "You should go. I'm gonna buy my hero over there a drink."

He staggered to his feet, glaring blackly at first her and then the ninja. Then he turned and weaved his way out the door.

"Kuromaru?"

He let go of the other wolf, who slunk out after his familiar with a small whine.

"I'm gonna make this place no-Inuzuka, that happens again," the bartender muttered.

Tsume swaggered to the bar, grinning wildly. "Awww, Osami-san. You don't mean that. Look! Here, I'll pay his tab," she pulled out her wallet and dropped bills on the counter, "and I'd like two more drinks. Wait, make it four. Definitely four." She dropped more bills and smiled up at the beefy man hopefully, stuffing her wallet into her back pocket.

He peered at the bills for a moment, then with a sigh and a grumble swept them up and got four beers, handing them over without popping the tops.

Tsume scooped them up and went around fallen chairs, ignoring the wary and annoyed looks of the other occupants, to the man she'd declared her date. "Here." She shoved two beers at him and grinned. "That was great. Anyone who can bash Yasuo's teeth in..." her grin widened, and she tipped her beer up to clink the bottom to his, then drank.

Except the lid was still on. She frowned at it.

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[info]fallen_raidou
2008-03-02 09:52 am UTC (link)
"Good dog," Raidou said a shade vaguely as wolves tried to kill each other in front of him and the tiny Inuzuka proved the golden rule in a bar fight: always look out for the little one. His muscles, apparently deciding his brain was on vacation, tensed ready to duck, dodge or smash a blow if the need arose.

In the end all he had to do was accept two beers and trade a sharp-edged grin for another.

Well, and laugh a bit when the Inuzuka built like a wire apparently forgot how to drink hers. It felt weird to laugh. "I'm very great," he told her solemnly, when the sound had choked itself out. "One day there will be statues in my honour. Possibly medals." He tucked one beer under his arm, and flicked the tab on the other, lifting it to take a gulp. "Helps if you take the top off."

Damn, that was a big dog.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-03-02 09:53 am UTC (link)
Tsume tipped her head back to look up at him--the guy was tall, and she was momentarily jealous--and peered at dilated pupils and a scar-ridden face. He was muscular yet slim, with the growing look men in their teens and twenties had, and the formed look ninja had. The scars across one side of his face, melting over the bridge of his nose, made guessing an age beyond that impossible; he could have been a tall sixteen-year-old or a skinny twenty-nine-year-old. The look in his eyes--an alcohol-fuzzy brown--made him seem older. War did that to people.

She smiled at him. He looked like he didn't smile often enough. He looked a little worn, a little tired. He looked like a mirror, only not at all. "You," Tsume said carefully, "look like you need a beer." She'd bought two. He was drinking one. Excellent. Her job was done.
She stepped carefully over Kuromaru, now lying to one side, and flopped down at the booth the man had so recently vacated. She used the edge of the table to snap the top off the bottle, then tipped half the contents down her gullet.

Hey, she'd been honest when she'd decided he looked like a mirror. She totally needed a beer.

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[info]fallen_raidou
2008-03-02 09:54 am UTC (link)
"I'll agree with that," said Raidou, "mostly on the grounds that it's true." He lifted his own beer in a little salute as he followed her example, swallowing a much bigger gulp. As beers went it wasn't bad. It wasn't great, but it wasn't bad. And as it was currently his seventh ninth possibly tenth such beverage in a row if you didn't count the shots, he wasn't prepared to be picky. Besides, it was free.

He looked at the woman in front of him, eyes flicking over the obvious. She was everything an Inuzuka was supposed to be; wild and grinning and perfectly ready--unless he missed his guess--to snap off someone's head at the neck if they brushed her the wrong way.

He liked that. Made things simple.

It didn't hurt that she was fairly easy on the eyes, either. She was small, but that just meant her teeth lined up with your throat. Her hair was about as jagged as those teeth and just as friendly looking, bristling out above an angular, tan face broken up by red tattoos and ice-blue eyes.

For all that she was tiny, she was a far way from fragile. He liked that, too.

And the dog was definitely huge.

Raidou shifted slightly, angling his left side away a little, and glanced at the door her companion had so recently fled out of. "So what did I do to annoy your buddy? Or was it just my general existence?" Wrong place, wrong time and all.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-03-02 10:05 am UTC (link)
"Decent?" Tsume echoed with a snort. "Hell, I'll settle for anything that'll kill a small rodent." Her feet slipped and skid. She didn't notice until the big man started walking and she almost fell flat on her face. The hand twisted in his shirt stopped her.

Bruises were already cropping up on her knuckles, flushing pink and soon to be purple. That was all right. She'd just look scarier for the clan tomorrow, that was all. She kept her head down as if her pulling was really the only thing that kept the big guy moving, though in reality she wasn't sure she could stop now that she'd started; her balance was hinged on his shirt.

Huh.

"We should get vodka. Or maybe something that'll rot your gut." She grinned up at him, a thin line of blood trailing out from the edge of one tattoo, following her cheekbone. "Bet you drink fancy crap all the time and never get decently hammered." She was going to get decently hammered, whether or not he was helpful about it. But if he were interested, she'd get him decently hammered, too.

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[info]fallen_raidou
2008-03-02 10:06 am UTC (link)

Raidou was already nicely on his way to decently hammered, which is why he didn't think too hard about lifting his hand to wipe that trickle of blood from the sharp arch of her cheekbone. He snatched his fingers away almost as soon as he'd touched her skin, appalled with himself. Above anything else it was vastly stupid to touch another ninja without a bit of warning, even if he'd telegraphed the move. He couldn't really help it with all the beer in his system.

Clearly he either needed to stop drinking right now, or drink a hell of a lot more very soon.

"Vodka. Or hell, if you want rotgut let's just get paint thinner," Raidou said, making the choice that kept with the theme of the evening so far. "And I don't drink fancy crap." He recovered enough to catch her arm momentarily before the Inuzuka pitched over, making sure to warn her this time with a shift of lose muscles. He let go straight away. Her skin was very warm, oddly soft over the steel slide of ropy muscles. He didn't mind her hand in his shirt so much, Raidou decided, even if her slight weight was stretching it. Her claws tearing it.

Okay, maybe he minded the claws a little. But what the hell, it was just a shirt.

"I don't drink at all," Raidou concluded, shoving his free hand into his pocket. His mouth broke into something that wasn't really a smile. "Well, not often. I'm making up for lost time." Lots of lost things. "Might as well do it properly."

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-03-02 10:08 am UTC (link)
She saw his arm lift, his hand come toward her cheek, and braced for it. She could not-flinch. WATCH HER not-flinch. Fingers had barely brushed along her skin, nerves under the red tattoo firing oddly and leaving her with a shuddery-stomach sensation, when they were gone.

And she had totally NOT FLINCHED. She did, however, reach up to probe at the cut she'd just become aware of. Her fingers came back lightly smeared red, though a good deal of it had already dried. She wiped it off on her cargo pants, one hand still clinging to the big man's shirt. "Paint thinner," she said as distinctly as she could, "is totally different than rot-gut. It kills you a lot faster." She flashed a broad smile, realized he'd settled her back on her feet, and let go of his clothing.

She'd pulled it all out of shape. She knew this because when she stopped him in front of the liquor store and turned to be appalled at his lack of drinkingness, her eye level was at his pecs.

They were nice pecs.

Tsume frowned at his yanked-around shirt, reaching up to tug it straight, then try and pat it back into place. That didn't work. She reached higher, pulling gently at the shoulders with her fingertips. He had broad shoulders. Very broad shoulders. Her hands danced down his torso, trying to tug the shirt out across his ribs, get rid of the stretch.

Broad chest, heavily padded with ninja-muscle; stronger than it looked, denser, far more agile. Once upon a time, he was exactly what she'd have flirted with and enjoyed just for the fun of it. Then he was what she would have avoided; too big, too broad, too dangerous. Too disturbing. Too many memories.

But she was over it, damn it. She wasn't going to spend forever dodging things that made her squirm. She lifted her chin and looked up, up at him, her jaw set stubbornly, eyes daring him to tell her she couldn't be normal. "If we're gonna do it properly," she said defiantly, "we need... Rat Poison. C'mon." She grabbed his shirt again, undoing all the work she'd done a moment before, and dragged him inside.

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[info]fallen_raidou
2008-03-02 10:10 am UTC (link)
That telegraphing thing went both ways. Raidou stood very still as Tsume turned, froze, and then lifted her hands. He didn't feel anything but a low-belly tingle when she touched his chest, but that went the hell away fast when her hand skimmed up and brushed the edge of the scar sweeping down his right shoulder. Raidou tensed, jaw clenching hard enough to make a muscle flicker. Damaged nerves flared, biting through the numbness of his alcohol fog. Before he could react--strike a blow, pull back, push her away, he didn't know which--her fingers had slid down to his flanks, tracing the heavy arch of his ribcage. Raidou breathed again, mastering himself.

He recognized the look she gave him. It was identical to his own, set on a smaller, sharper face and bracketed with red-dagger tattoos, but it was the same.

And then she was talking about rat poison. Raidou blinked, and blinked again when she grabbed his shirt and hauled him--well, he let himself be hauled--into the store.

The clerk behind the counter gave them a wary look.

"Hi," said Raidou, perfectly deadpan. "You sell anything that would kill a small rodent?" He glanced at the Inuzuka. Her hand was still in his shirt. "Or possibly a large one?"

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-03-02 10:11 am UTC (link)

Tsume forced out a grin, looking up through a fall of dark hair. "He's talking about Rat Poison. It's--ah, there." She didn't bother waiting for the clerk, just jumped onto the counter, reaching over the man's head for the clear bottle of amber-colored liquid. The label proudly proclaimed it could kill a small rat faster than a kunai.

"You can't be in here without shoes," the clerk said, taking a step away from her.

Tsume looked down at her feet. One of her sandals was missing. "Damn," she muttered, then hopped off the counter and took off the other sandal as well, balancing on one foot, her other hand wobbling in the air to hold her in place. She slapped the shoe on the counter next to the bottle and looked at Tall, Scarred and Handsome. "You said you had beer money? C'mon, pony up." She pulled out her own wallet, peering inside.

That money was supposed to go to groceries. She yanked it out and slapped it down.

"And you're not supposed to have dogs in here, either," the clerk added, walking backward until he hit the shelves as Kuromaru entered the doorway.

"If you don't shut up and sell me my booze, I swear on the First's balls I'll let him eat you." The thumb she hooked over her shoulder didn't point to Kuromaru at all, but rather a much taller, two-legged target.

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[info]fallen_raidou
2008-03-03 07:38 am UTC (link)
And then she was gone.

Raidou blinked, rocking back onto his heels, as her flight took her across the street and up onto a roof. Why had--? But it had been good... Then her words registered with his brain. Raidou smiled a quick flicker smile as the tail end of fight adrenaline twisted with alcohol fumes and burned up with something that was probably mostly lust. It was a branding tangle in his lower belly and it was damn good fuel for getting across the street and up that ladder and onto the roof...

He had to stick himself with chakra to the tiles before he fell off backwards, which was as good a sign as any that they'd probably gotten a fair way to achieving their getting hammered goal.

Raidou didn't close in quite so quick this time. They were both shinobi and they were both in the stage that fell somewhere between wired and liquid-relaxed. Neither one of them currently had the most fantastic control, and neither one of them knew each other well enough to predict what would set off a bad reflex. He didn't want to get himself kicked off a roof because he'd skimmed her elbow at the wrong moment.

Even soaked in alcohol, Raidou's brain still worked. For the most part.

He walked across the rooftiles with a slow, easy gait, loose-limbed and moving on chakra flares, and tilted his head down to offer her a broken bow of a grin. "That a hint to say you want to go?" Step closer, then another. "Or do you want to stay?"

He expected the first, but he could hope for the second.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-03-03 07:40 am UTC (link)
She braced against flight as he came over the edge of the roof, big and dark, mostly a silhouette against the night sky. Huge, male, smelling of musk and arousal and--

He didn't run at her. She eased off a little, watching his relaxed stride. She eased off even more when he smiled, the curve of his mouth quirked slightly by the scars.

She stepped closer to him, chin lifting defiantly against her own inner voice telling her that this was a bad, bad idea. She could do this. She wasn't afraid. "I'm not going anywhere." She threw the words out like a challenge, daring him to tell her she should, she should flee, run now. It was just sex. Sex had been good before, and one lousy mission shouldn't make that much difference. Not five years later. It was just that she was out of practice, that was all. She took another step closer, bringing herself into the circle of his scent once more. Should have stayed below, she thought. Where he'd been behind her and she didn't have to look up at the tall bulk of him.

Alcohol slid through her blood, whispering encouragement and bad memories, dulling the world outside this little sphere, masking noise and making the moonlight seem softer.

She smiled up at him, reaching out with one hand to let a finger drift down his chest, over the edge of his pecs, skimming along over soft black cloth and muscles like plates of rock softened by time. She watched her own hand, pulling her reactions back under control, focusing on the feel of him under her fingers, ignoring everything else. When she could, she tipped her head up and smiled at him, a slash of large white teeth in the dark. "Unless you've changed your mind...? Maybe short and tattooed isn't your type." She lifted an eyebrow, twisting her smile crooked, showing several sharp molars on one side. She hoped he had. She hoped he hadn't. He smelled nice.

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[info]fallen_raidou
2008-03-03 07:42 am UTC (link)
Raidou snorted very softly. "Maybe tall and scarred isn't yours," he said, while the smile twisted like a blade. "Guess we're stuck with each other." He caught her hands carefully before they could go higher, sliding his fingers around to hold without trapping. Hands could be a sore point if you immobilized them. Fingers were an easy thing to break. He could feel calluses against his own, the rasp of hard skin and thin scars. She fought with her hands. Ninjutsu or taijutsu.

She was a ninja, just like him. He knew that already, but the reminder made things easier. They didn't need to talk, and he didn't have to spin her a story. He didn't have to do anything but move and let her read it. Know she could.

Her smile was about the same as his. Higher on one side, a lilted grin that showed off delicately pointed teeth. She was all angles. Slanted eyes, bladed tattoos, and sharp lines that cut down slender limbs and ended in hard muscle. She was warm, and she was right there.

In the end it was the easiest thing in the world to lean down and meet a grin with a grin, turning them both into something completely different.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-03-03 07:43 am UTC (link)
There hadn't been kissing before. There hadn't been a warm chest under her hands, or rough palms over her knuckles, loose but present. She let her hands slide down his stomach, nails that were just slightly sharper than human dragging against cloth, and made herself focus on this, and now, and the way her head tipped to meet his. His mouth over hers, and she parted her lips and flicked her tongue out, tasting--mostly alcohol, really, but under that something sweet and a little bitter; berries that weren't quite ripe, or the sharp taste of mint dulled down into human skin.

She couldn't swallow her heart out of her throat, or mute the catch from her breath. She ignored it by leaning closer, brushing her thumbs over his stomach, finding and following the lines of muscle.

She liked this part, and if she just didn't think about the rest of it, she'd be fine. She found where his shirt vanished into his jeans and tugged it loose, then discovered she wasn't quite brave enough to take it off. Her fingers skimmed his waist instead, feeling warm skin marred by a thin, almost unnoticeable line . Tsume noticed it. Easier to notice that then think about what she was doing. Easier to trace the tiny scar and bathe in his scent, his taste, than think about pressing closer and removing clothes and everything either of those led to.

She pressed closer, anyway, part of her hoping she could just drown in touch and stop remembering. She licked at his teeth, blunt-edged and straight, and wished she could crawl into his self-confidence the way she could surround herself in his smell.

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[info]fallen_raidou
2008-03-03 07:44 am UTC (link)
And that was pretty much the body language equivalent of a loud yes. Raidou relaxed and let his head angle sideways to match hers, opening his mouth in return. Finding the point that was comfortable for both of them. The alcohol had left his lips numb and his tastebuds dull, but he could feel the heat of her. The softness that lay over hardness. Skin over bone and canines under lips. It wasn't the best kiss to start, but he found a rhythm that worked after a confused moment of teeth and tongue and a feel that was good enough to burn.

The fine sharp edge of claws grazing down his stomach was a very different feeling, it sent a shiver up his spine. Raidou shifted slightly, trying to find the line between good and bad. Claws changed to the press of fingerpads creeping down to his waistband, pulling at his shirt. He didn't particularly want her to take off his shirt, but that was what happened in sex. You lost clothes. He steeled himself and braced to deal with it, but her hands just stayed there, stroking over skin.

Then she moved closer.

Raidou made a noise he was unaware of, deep in the back of his throat, and let his hands curve around, sliding over her back. Muscles flexed under the soft cloth of her shirt. He felt the slim lines of bra straps criss-crossing over her shoulders as he let his fingers slide down, following the swooping line of her spine to settle at her lower back, pulling her closer, lifting her up just a little. She felt so good.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-03-03 08:07 am UTC (link)
It took her by surprise when he spent a moment, glancing back toward her ANBU tattoo. She almost always wore sleeves, and didn't often get that look. It made her feel a little bit better.

She was the (not so) big, bad ANBU.

His anxiety mounted, the scent of it masking arousal for a moment, and she wondered what the cause was. He covered it well, flashing her a sharp-edged smile before leaning up far enough to strip off his shirt. Muscles bunched, revealed as cloth pulled up away from his stomach. She put her hands on his waist, wanting to feel the way strength rippled under flesh, enjoying it for purely physical reasons even as it set off flares of nerves. Then the shirt was off and he was laying down underneath her again, scars Tsume thought of as cheating-death marks clawing their way across half his chest, up his neck, eventually spilling over his face. They snarled across one shoulder, though they missed his arm.

That must have been the cause of the anxiety. Only when she looked at him, he wasn't glaring her in the face like she expected, he was--

Was he staring at her tits? Tsume folded her arms across her chest, rolling her shoulders in a little. But that was stupid--she had perfectly fine breasts, even if they weren't giant swinging teats like some women had. She unfolded her arms defiantly and settled her hands back on his waist, resisting the urge to prick her nails into his skin. "Yeah," she said, lifting her chin and daring him to comment. "Fair." It wasn't, of course. She still had a bra on.

Her hands felt cold against his skin as nerves came back full-force. Their clothes were gone, and they were going to have sex, and it would be fine. Sex was supposed to be good, after all. Had been good. She kind of wanted her shirt back.

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[info]fallen_raidou
2008-03-03 08:09 am UTC (link)
That wasn't quite the reaction he'd been expecting. The stare he'd been braced for, and had endured with the helpful gathering numbness of far too much alcohol, but the folded arms and the glare that went with it were new. Before Raidou could unfreeze enough to work out how to react, her hands were back above his hips and... she was still there.

ANBU. Bravest of the brave. Weirdest of the weird.

With the courage of the thoroughly hammered, Raidou leaned up, slid his hand up her back to tangle in her hair, and pulled her down for a kiss.

He loved ANBU.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-03-03 08:21 am UTC (link)
Calluses on her spine, skimming over scarred flesh, then the nape of her neck, up until fingers cradled her skull. He rose, and for a moment as he tugged her back down with him she resisted, panic smashing into her gut hard and fast. But, no, it was all right, it had to be all right. She rolled down with him, her fists on his chest, nails biting into her palms. But any grabbing and dragging stopped there, and he wasn't a giant hulking man above her, but one sprawled out underneath her. She forced herself to relax, pressing her palms flat against ridges of muscle.

She relaxed further when he didn't push her into action, didn't start moving fast, just kissed her softly and thoroughly, fingers threading through her hair but not forcing her to remain.

This was all right, then. Even so, she kept her hands tucked between them, where he couldn't easily grab her wrists.

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[info]fallen_raidou
2008-03-04 03:22 am UTC (link)
Raidou could feel tension in the sleek muscles under his hand as it swept down her back, a momentary quivering alertness that he didn't understand. He slowed down and kissed carefully, as gently as he could manage with a mouth that felt a little clumsy. Not many ninja liked gentle. Jounin especially spent their lives on an edge so harsh, so short-lived, that a gentle approach was more likely to put them to sleep then it would thrill them. That was a trait seeping down the ranks as the war picked up speed. Chuunin kissed harder, Genin slept less. No one really did well with gentle.

Raidou gave it his best shot anyway, battling the urge to yank her close and grind his hips up. To gain some real friction. He stuck with a slow kiss, flicking his tongue out to tease hers, and dragged his hand down her spine, following the ridged line that disappeared into her cargo pants.

Okay, maybe he arched a little.

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[info]fallen_raidou
2008-03-04 04:04 am UTC (link)
Raidou was a ninja. He had superb muscle control and exquisite discipline. He could fight with half his blood gone and half his bones broken and most of his mind torn. He could train longer and harder and better then every single person on his squad. He was not going to whine like a dog because she needed him to wait half a second more. You could hurt girls if you went too fast, and he didn't want to hurt her. She was small, that probably meant he needed to go even slower.

Sweat gathered across his shoulders and ran in sleek beads down his spine, chilling his skin when the wind flowed around him. Raidou shivered and locked himself still. Achingly still. His hands clenched and he fought the impulse to grind up and pull down. He could feel the heat of her, burning and wonderful and so very close. He didn't want to hurt her. A muscle flickered along his jaw as he clenched his teeth.

Still. Slow. Stop. Wait one second.

It felt like he was going to rip apart at the seams.

He didn't want to hurt her.

Raidou breathed in with a shudder that was a little bit like dying and breathed out again. In again, out again. He lifted his head, turning slightly to kiss up the side of her neck, following the slim line of hard tendons under her skin. Finding the edge of her jaw. He could just brush the rim of her tattoo. "S'okay," his voice was quiet and strained. "S'okay, it's fine."

One second. It was an eternity.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-03-04 04:06 am UTC (link)
She held herself up, just a little, just enough not to sink down. Her legs trembled, though it shouldn't have been an effort. She could hear the tension in his voice. Feel it thrumming through his body.

S'okay.

S'okay, it's fine.

She could be normal again. It just took practice. Just getting used to it. She listened to his heartbeat, felt his lips and breath on her jaw, the rise and fall of his chest. Sweat slicked between them, hers cold, his hot. She held perfectly still, and slowly the pain began to fade. It wasn't too bad. More than a one on the ninja pain scale. More than the last time. Not as bad as before. Not nearly so bad.

She gulped a breath, lifting her face from his neck and feeling the night air on her skin. She could do this. It was all right. She slid down, tension roiling up her back, into her shoulders.

It hurt.

She closed her eyes, farther down his body, pressing her forehead to his shoulder, to the swell of muscle. Her mouth opened on his collarbone with a soft gasp when she couldn't quite keep it all inside.

It would get better. It would get better, she was just tight. She just needed to stretch, adjust. She was just small, and he wasn't.

She repeated it like a mantra, legs bracing around his hips as if they could close and stop it all. That hadn't worked before.

A tingle of awareness ran up her spine, and she knew with sudden clarity that Kuromaru had scaled the building, was standing at the edge of the roof, predator-ready.

"S'okay," she said softly, barely a murmur against a collarbone like heavy iron. "S'okay." Kuromaru had to believe that. She had to believe that. "It's fine."

It felt like she was going to rip apart at the seams.

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[info]fallen_raidou
2008-03-04 04:09 am UTC (link)
She sank down and Raidou locked every fraction of control he possessed into forcing his hips not to shove up. He shook faintly, muscles quivering like a hunting dog suddenly leashed, but he held still, breathing slowly through his teeth. It was a release without being anything close to one when she settled finally in his lap, skin to skin, pelvis to pelvis but for two thin sheathes of skin. She was tight enough that it made him whimper, a thin tremble of sound that curled up in his chest and burned alive with the alcohol fumes and red raw lust before it ever really made it out of his mouth.

Her head was against his chest, dry lips pressed to hot skin. He could feel her shaking, and hoped that meant it was good. He didn't want to hurt her. Raidou lifted his hands, letting them draw up the line of her back, kneading muscles with the pads of his fingertips, etching the serpent-curve of her spine, the shifting plates of her shoulderblades.

Still. Slow. Wait, wait, wait.

He shifted very carefully and eased up, lifting his hips. Letting his hands slide down to the curve of hers. Muscles gathered and rippled under his skin as he moved. There was a new rhythm here, one he was aching to find. She was saying it was okay. It was fine. Turning his words back and letting them drag him along. It was fine.

Raidou couldn't crane his neck at an angle to reach her face so he kissed her shoulder, grazed it carefully with his teeth.

It was fine. It was good.

Gods it was good.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-03-04 04:11 am UTC (link)
He moved. She caught her breath, nails digging into her palms in an effort not to whimper. It would get better.

It would get better.

It would get better.

It was getting worse.

Kuromaru's claws ticked over the roof.

"S'fine," she breathed, begging him to stay back.

It would be fine. Just because it hurt didn't mean anything. She could endure pain. She'd been in ANBU for two years. She'd given birth at eighteen, body only barely done growing. She'd survived a war. She could endure pain.

It had to stop soon. He couldn't last long. Her breath caught and choked against his chest, against hard muscle and a concrete floor, her hands tucked between them where he couldn't grab them and pin them, arousal heavy in the air, growing the more she fought, don't fight, escape means not fighting--

A roof, not a bunker, flesh, not stone. She arched against him, pain spreading, burning, something deep inside feeling like it had been impaled. It hurt. She could do this. It hurt. She could wait. It hurt. She could endure pain, had before, would again.

It hurt.

Kuromaru howled, not ten feet behind them. It echoed between buildings, lifting up into the night sky, curling in the air.

"S-stop--" Tsume whispered, her voice ragged. Her hands uncurled, nails pricking skin. "Stop." It was barely a whimper. She couldn't wait. She couldn't endure it. It wasn't supposed to hurt.

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[info]fallen_tsume
2008-03-04 04:30 am UTC (link)
The night was cool. She couldn't run fast enough. Not to outrun the pain in her body or her mind, or the smell of the man on the rooftop or the look in his eyes. The whole night was a mistake, and she couldn't outrun it now.

Yasuo lived with Aomaru in the Inuzuka compound. It wasn't far enough, but it was a safe haven. Nothing would be far enough.

She went in through the window, heedless of the people she might wake. A sniff told her most of them were gone; only Yasuo and his familiar's scents were recent.

He had an alcohol cabinet. It was stocked. She couldn't outrun the pain or the man's smell, but she could drink it away. At least temporarily. She was doing so when Yasuo came out of the bedroom, flannel pants and a T-shirt covering his slim body, his brown hair sticking up.

"Tsume? What are you doing?"

"What's it look like?" She chugged the rum again, then leaned over from her sprawl in the kitchen chair and poured it over the small cut on her foot, her heel propped on the table.

She smelled like blood. She needed to have an injury.

"You smell like sex."

She laughed brokenly. "I said I had a date." And how well that had turned out. Her stomach twisted. Her muscles clenched. She drank, head tipping back. The world spun as she drained the bottle.
"You're going to give yourself alcohol poisoning."


She came up fast, lunging for him, slamming him back against the wall, her hands twisted in his shirt. "Listen to me, you pus-rotted crotchrot. If I want to give myself alcohol poisoning, I can--I can--" the words were gone. The anger fled. She rested her forehead against his chest and tried to force back the shaking. Tried not to let her breath catch. Tried to ignore the hurt.

"Okay," he murmured. "Okay." His hands covered hers, slowly pulling them away from his shirt. He held them carefully, leading her toward the table. "Sit. Let me get something for your foot."

"Vodka will kill infection," Tsume slurred, collapsing back down into her chair

Yasuo paused, then walked to the alcohol cabinet. He pulled down a bottle of sake, setting it quietly on the table, and left the room.

Tsume opened it and drank, not noticing the taste or the burn, just seeking the black oblivion of unconsciousness. Of forgetfulness.

He returned. Picked her foot up carefully, and set it on his knee. "Do you want to tell me what happened?"

"I started a fight. Got thrown out of the bar. Had sex. Not nearly enough alcohol." She swigged another mouthful back.

Yasuo put antiseptic ointment on her foot, covered it gently with a bandage. "I know you're struggling," he said after a long, silent moment.

Tsume froze. He couldn't know. It wasn't possible.

"With your mother's injury and the clan needing a leader, and I know everyone is putting pressure on you."

She breathed again. Her eyes burned. He didn't know. She drank more sake. When she lowered the bottle he leaned closer, reaching up to gently dab antiseptic on the scratch across her cheekbone. She'd forgotten about it until then. She tipped her head, pulling away. The world spun.

Yasuo sat back without a word. "Tsume... if I can help...?" He looked up at her, blue eyes full of concern. Behind him, Aomaru and Kuromaru had curled on the dog pallet in the corner of the room. Kuromaru was slowly sprawling out, forcing Aomaru to fill whatever spaces were left.

If he could help. She smiled bitterly and took another drink, her vision blurring. He couldn't help with this. Noises seemed dulled. Scents were fading. Hands on her hips, pulling her closer, pain she couldn't escape. She wasn't drunk enough yet.

Couldn't be helped. Couldn't outrun it. Maybe enough sake would take away her memories, just for a time.

She just wanted to be normal again.

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[info]fallen_raidou
2008-03-04 04:35 am UTC (link)
Raidou pulled his shirt back on. It was really all he'd been wearing besides jeans and shoes. He'd never taken off the last two, so getting dressed again took half a second. It was cold. He still felt sick. He leaned against the chimney stack for a while and watched his breath shimmer in the air. Glanced at the condom shining slick on the rooftiles and hated it more then it should be possible to hate a scrap of latex. He snapped a fire jutsu at it in the end, just to get rid of it, and scorched the slate.

She'd been crying. He'd seen the moonlight catch the water on her face. It hadn't looked pretty.

He didn't go down the ladder, he leapt with a chakra spring to the next rooftop, and then the one after that. Ran six and then seven and then eight until they ran out. He dropped down into an alleyway and ran a little more, winding his way through the streets until he found a bar. Raidou stopped around the side of the building to throw up, then he wiped his mouth and walked inside.

He'd hurt her. He'd made her bleed. There'd been blood smeared on the latex before he'd burned it.

The bar was small and smoke-filled. No windows. It was designed for ninja older then he was. More paranoid. There were no civilians. He leaned against the counter and ordered a beer. Then he changed his mind and ordered souchuu. Changed his mind again and ordered a bottle of it.

The dog had growled, low and deep. Snarled at him and stood over her on the rooftop, hiding her naked body--because he'd pulled her clothes off--with its own. Crouched down and keened while he'd stood and stared and felt sick. Done nothing helpful.

Raidou didn't bother with a shot glass. He drank half the bottle and ignored the way fumes scoured his throat raw. The way it burned his tongue and cracked his lips and made his eyes bleed like he'd made her bleed, a thin trickle that ran warm down his face. He wiped it away and realized it was just water.

She'd said stop. He hadn't heard her. He'd thought it was good and she'd been crying. How long had she been crying before he'd noticed?

The room was spinning by the time Raidou realized he was no longer standing. He was slouched against the bar, wedged between the counter and a tall stool that had been fixed to the floor. His hip felt bruised. Someone was talking to him.

"...ould stop now. You okay, pal? I think you should give me the bottle back. You got someone who can take you home?"

Raidou looked up and realized it was the bartender. He was missing one eye. The one that was still there looked concerned. Raidou couldn't work out why. He pulled the bottle back when the man reached for it, tucking it against his ribs.

The man kept talking. "...on't want a death in my bar. I don't care what the hell went wrong, but you don't get to drink yourself into coma on..."

Raidou lifted the bottle, swallowed a nerve-burning gulp that spilled fire down his throat, and found some words. "Hurt her." Something twisted in his chest.

The bartender stilled and flicked a glance at the dogtags swinging free from Raidou's neck. "You're a ninja," he said finally. "It's what you do."

Raidou said nothing for a long, long moment. Then his head rolled back, loose on his neck, and he laughed. Laughed and laughed until his voice went away and it was just his shoulders shaking, his knees buckling, the world waltzing around him in a slow weaving dance. Everything glowing bright because he couldn't breathe anymore. He laughed until he couldn't and then he slid down the bar, legs folding up underneath him, scraping his forehead on the wood. He pulled the bottle in tight; the neck pressed to his sternum, and tried to hold it steady. It got his shirt wet. "Yeah, it's what we do."

The bartender tossed him out in the end and Raidou drank the rest of the bottle. Then he staggered and fell and crawled and got back up until he made it the three blocks to konoha's hospital.

Two days later he went back to the front lines.

He'd hurt her.

He just wanted to forget.

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