Who: Renee and Ella What: AIM convo - Ella tries to explains herself When: Tuesday evening Status: incomplete Rating: low
ellaexposed: Renny? Are you there?
breathin easy66: Hey! Sup?
ellaexposed: Nothing really. I was wondering... if you were mad at me? From the other day?
breathin easy66: Mad? No. I'm not mad. I can't be mad at you, El. Though, do you want me to be honest?
ellaexposed: of course
breathin easy66: Well, I was a little disappointed. You know, telling people you love them and being shut down is hard on a person. But I'm not mad at you. I can't be mad at you.
ellaexposed: I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you. I'm just not very good at this kind of stuff since... I don't know. Sometimes I think I'm broken or something
breathin easy66: You're not broken. Don't say that. And it's okay. You can't have them all!
ellaexposed: But you can go out and find people you want to be with, and Caleb likes Jason and teases me about cute boys and I... I just don't really feel anything about anyone. I don't seem to want anything either way.
ellaexposed: but I like you
ellaexposed: and I like it when you come over and spend time with me
ellaexposed: and I don't know if it's the same thing but I miss you when I don't get to see you, and I really don't like that I upset you
breathin easy66: You're my friend. That's how friends feel~
ellaexposed: I don't know. I'm so confused
breathin easy66: You don't know? If, what? If you're my friend? ♥ I'm sure you are.
ellaexposed: no, that wasn't what I meant... *sighs*
ellaexposed: I'm not any good at making any sense, am I?
breathin easy66: Not today, no.
breathin easy66: Usually you are.
breathin easy66: Why don't you try again?
ellaexposed: I really do love you Renny. I was practically useless without you all summer. You pull me out of myself and make me a better person
breathin easy66: You just made me blush, El!
ellaexposed: ...
ellaexposed: sorry
breathin easy66: HA no. Don't be.
breathin easy66: I'm just excited to hear you say that. Well, see.
ellaexposed: see, what?
breathin easy66: Wrong box. Sorry!
ellaexposed: oh >.<
breathin easy66: I told Tom, is that okay? I had to tell someone because I'm going to start shouting any minute now I'm that excited.
ellaexposed: oh, well... I guess. Why are you going to start shouting?
breathin easy66: BECAUSE I'M THAT EXCITED
ellaexposed: ... oh
ellaexposed: is that good?
breathin easy66: YES
breathin easy66: Tom just asked why I'm still sitting here. Honestly, I don't kow.
breathin easy66: know, even!
ellaexposed: well it's kind of hard to type at the computer if you don't sit at it...
ellaexposed: what else would you be doing?
breathin easy66: Finding you!
ellaexposed: well, that's not hard, where else would I be hiding?
breathin easy66: Ella Ella. . .
ellaexposed: Renny??
breathin easy66: Nothing. I'm coming to get you.
breathin easy66 went away at 4:44:17 PM.
ellaexposed: oh, ok...
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