It dawned on her, “Nothing. Nothing’s stopping me. I’ve – um – done a few of those things in my time. My best friend and I used to get into all kinds of trouble. We were always going too far or staying out too long. But then he grew up. I thought I was supposed to grow up too.” Lord, she knew she wasn’t making much sense. It was a whole sordid affair. But Ginger was right. There was absolutely nothing to stop her from doing exactly as she wished. She just missed having someone to do it with.