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Abby is happier now than she's ever been ([info]thedreamer) wrote in [info]fairthreads,
@ 2009-10-03 15:01:00

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Entry tags:!complete, character: abigail (hall) madison, character: margaret cauldwell, location: greenville, location: madison's pub, player: carrah, player: catherine

Who: Abby and Molly
What: Realizing Thomas and Bridget are gone
Where: Madison's Pub
When: Late evening, after this
Rating: TBD
Status: Threaded, Incomplete


It had, quite honestly, been a rather long day. Abby had helped out in the pub in the morning, stepping out in the early afternoon to visit one of the healer's in town. By the time she'd gotten back- with some really good news- Thomas and Bridget had already left for their evening at the festival. She had known about that, of course, and thought it would be good for them to have some of their own time together; to be honest, a part of her still worried at times that she had intruded on something, or that she was taking one of them away from the other. Silly thoughts that they were quick to reassure her on, of course, but it didn't keep her from thinking them from time to time.

As it were, she had helped hold down the fort at the pub; they weren't as busy since most of the patrons were wandering the streets of the town to join in the festivities. The evening had been smooth, but as more of the guests began to return, Abby began to keep an eye out for her family. She didn't think anything of it until most were starting to settle in for the night and she realized that neither Thomas nor Bridget had returned. She knew that they were gone, but she hadn't realized that they would be gone so late. Bridget must be growing tired by now, she thought.

Finding her cloak, she wrapped it around her and let one of the barmaids know that she was heading out for a little bit. The streets were mostly clear, and Abby hugged her cloak closer around her as she made her way toward the marketplace where much of the activity from the festival was centered. There were still some people out and about, as it was the last night and there were quite a few who wished to make the fun last as long as humanly possible. She didn't think Bridget and Thomas would be there, as the people she saw there seemed more interested in the drinking and the parties than anything else- it wasn't the sort of environment that she thought either of them would enjoy.

She walked for nearly an hour before she returned to the pub, hoping that they would have made it back while she was out. Abby couldn't help but worry, and she crossed back to Bridget's room, then the room she shared with Thomas, finding them both empty. Her heart dropped to the pit of her stomach and her worry increased; if they weren't here, and they weren't in town, where could they be?

Making her way back out into the pub, she began to look for somebody who might know where they would be. Perhaps one of the employees would have heard something from them- she didn't know.



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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-03 09:26 pm UTC (link)
Festival week had been fun but exceedingly busy. Molly had considered trying to plead for the last night off, but there were others who wanted it more – girls who had been established at the pub for longer. And, well, she didn’t want to brave the crowds alone anyway. Besides, there were patrons to see to and that kept her happy.

As the night wound down, Molly found she wasn’t as sad as she could have been that the fair was ending. Her feet were sore and she was slower at wiping down the tables than usual. Maybe she’d even sleep in tomorrow!

When Abby came into the pub, she looked up. She wasn’t great at reading people, but Abby definitely looked concerned about something. Molly wasn’t certain she could be of any help, but it was Abby and Molly was still grateful for how kind she had been when they first met. “Abby? Is something wrong?”

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-03 09:47 pm UTC (link)
Abby had only been half paying attention- she was still looking around, trying to see if Bridget or Thomas were around anywhere, and she wheeled around at the sound of Molly's voice. "I- oh! Sorry." She pulled off her cloak, hanging it over her arm and hugging her arms around herself. "I- I'm not sure, actually. Have you seen Bridget or Thomas lately? I haven't seen them since this morning, and it's getting late. I just- I was looking for them in town and didn't see anything, and I'm not- I don't know where they are."

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-03 10:05 pm UTC (link)
Molly recalled what Abby had told her – about getting lost and separated from her sister at a young age. So of course the idea of her family missing would be especially upsetting to Abby. But Abby was right, it was odd that Thomas would keep Bridget out this late. “No, I’m sorry. I haven’t seen them…. I suppose it’s possible that they found something – maybe some music that they’re listening too?”

Registering the cloak and what Abby said about looking for them in town, Molly grew even more concerned. “You went out by yourself to look for them.” It was a statement; she didn’t mean to lecture Abby, but going out alone at this time of night was not a good idea. There was only a hint of disapproval in her voice when Molly spoke. “Abby, if you’re going to go out, you should at least tell someone. Getting lost yourself doesn’t help anything. Taking someone with you would be even better.” If Abby went out alone, she could miss Thomas coming back. And then Thomas would have to go out looking for Abby and it would all start again. Hoping she could find some reasonable explanation for why the two were still gone, Molly asked, “Where did you look? Do you know if there’s anything going on tonight that would keep them this late?”

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-03 10:17 pm UTC (link)
"No, everything is wrapping up, except for the party in the marketplace, and that's no place for Bridget," Abby replied, shaking her head. "I've been all over and there's- I haven't seen any sign of them. Nothing in our rooms, nor here, nor in our stables or at any of Bridget's favorite shops-"

Abby stiffened at the disapproval in Molly's voice. "I'm not about to get lost, and besides, I've been out in the evenings plenty of times. I know how to handle myself. It isn't like the town is so large that I don't know how to get from place to place." She frowned, folding her arms across her chest. "Believe me, I know what kind of people are out and about this late."

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-03 10:33 pm UTC (link)
“I’m sorry.” And Molly was. “I wasn’t thinking. If it were me, I’d have gotten lost. And…Greenville seems large to me.” But what did she know, Molly thought bitterly. She was only a chit from some tiny town by the coast. Molly really hadn’t meant to insult Abby, especially since she knew Abby was already worried. She’d just been thinking of the crowds that had come in since the start of festival; belatedly she remembered that not everyone shared her fear. Some people grew up in large towns and were used to that sort of thing. She knew that there was more to Abby than she saw, but the woman seemed so nice. It was hard to imagine a woman like Abby being able to take care of herself if things got rough – though the flint edge to her words made Molly wonder. There was every possibility that she’d been underestimating her.

Getting back to the matter at hand, Molly added, “So they weren’t at any of the shops while you were there. Is it possible you missed them? Did you leave word with any of the shop owners so they’d mention to Thomas if they saw him?” Molly wanted to be helpful but was afraid she was just stepping on toes. If Abby didn’t want her help after this, Molly would let her go. And maybe make some inquiries of her own.

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-03 10:41 pm UTC (link)
"No, I should be sorry," Abby replied, deflating a little as she moved to sit at a nearby table, sighing as she turned to set her cloak on the next stool. Her hands came up, fingers gently pressing against her closed eyes and she shook her head. "Most of the shops were already closed. I asked around with a few people, but nobody had seen them since this afternoon."

Her hands moved to her lap, idly smoothing down her skirts. "It's possible, but- I don't see how. I don't- I don't know. I can't imagine how nobody could have seen them for so long, even as busy as it is. You know Bridget would be talking to as many as she could." And there wasn't any way they would have gone somewhere else without at least leaving word for her somewhere, and that's what worried her the most. Where could they be?

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-03 10:58 pm UTC (link)
Molly didn’t think Abby needed to apologize – she clearly had bigger things to deal with right now. Instead of dragging it out, Molly simply let the topic drop. Abby wasn’t the only one feeling a bit deflated. Molly had her own reasons to be anxious over the idea of someone being lost. But she firmly told herself that this wasn’t about her.

Molly wanted to believe that Abby was overreacting – that Abby’s previous experiences were blinding her to the real situation. But Molly didn’t see how that could be possible. If Bridget was nearby, there would be people by the dozens to point Abby in her direction. You just didn’t forget a girl as charming as Bridget.

Never one to turn idle while fretting, Molly tried to formulate a plan. “Alright. You looked at the shops; the shops are closed or closing. It’s still possible that you could have missed them. Bridget could have fallen asleep and Thomas could have wanted to wait until the crowds thinned out to carry her home?” The excuse was flimsy in her own ears. The more she thought about it, the stranger the whole situation seemed. Molly hesitated to make her next suggestion. “It’s – possible – we should check other locations. Just in case. If – if you haven’t already tried the healer’s, then maybe we should. Just in case.” Molly really didn’t want to alarm Abby. But if something had gone wrong, that would be the next logical place to go. Though why someone wouldn’t already have sent word to Abby if that were the case, Molly didn’t know.

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-04 12:35 am UTC (link)
Abby took a careful breath, trying to calm herself. She nodded, reminding herself that it was no time to cry. "Possible, but- I don't know. I don't- they said they'd be back. This just- this doesn't feel right." She bit her lower lip, considering. "I- I suppose we could try the healer." Truth be told, she'd been there just this afternoon, but that didn't mean that Bridget and Thomas weren't there now.

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-04 12:56 am UTC (link)
Worried about Abby and hoping to put a better spin on that possibility, Molly built up a better scenario. “Maybe Bridget ate too many sweets and didn’t feel well. Maybe they stopped in at the healers so that she could rest and get something to settle her stomach?” Of all the scenarios running through her mind, that one was actually the most plausible to Molly.

“If you want to check, I’d be happy to go with you.” Molly really wanted to go with Abby – it would be hard to sit and wait while others acted. Yet, fearing that Abby might think she was trying to insult her again, Molly added, “Or I could stay here. I can make sure that the entire staff knows that if – when – Thomas returns we should tell him that you’re looking for him. I’ll do whatever you think is best. I just – I want to help. Thomas and Bridget mean a lot to me. All of you do.” The last part of her speech was directed at the floor.

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-04 02:22 am UTC (link)
"Maybe." Her voice was soft, unsure, and Abby nibbled her lower lip. She still had her doubts, but she supposed it was possible. Anything was, really. "I- no, we could- we could go. We'll just- we can let somebody here know and check there. And if they're not there..."

And if they weren't there, Abby didn't know what they would do. She hoped they would be. She'd have to figure something out if they weren't.

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-04 02:32 am UTC (link)
Molly was glad that Abby was letting her help. She knew they weren’t family – she wasn’t really looking for that anyways - but they were the closest thing she had to it right here, right now. And Abby at least was hurting. Molly could only hope that there was some reasonable explanation for everything and that Thomas and Bridget were fine. She didn’t know what she would do if they weren’t. The possibility was to frightening to contemplate.

“And if they’re not there,” Molly continued where Abby dropped off, “we’ll keep looking until we DO find them. We will find them, Abby. We’re going to find them.” Molly spoke with determination. Because she knew that if they weren’t at the healers, neither Abby nor she would stop until they had been found. And if they weren’t at the healer’s, certainly there would be others who could be called upon to aid in the search.

"Just give me a moment to grab a few things and let someone know where we're going."

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-04 04:31 pm UTC (link)
"I- yeah, of course." Abby sighed, brushing her hair back over her shoulder as she stood, tugging her cloak back on. She crossed over to the counter, finding herself a cup for some water and firmly reminding herself that they would find them. They had to.

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-04 05:30 pm UTC (link)
Knowing that Abby would want to leave as soon as possible to look for Bridget and Thomas, Molly moved quickly. She told a remaining barmaid as well as a bartender her errand, instructing them to make sure that the entire staff knew they were looking for Thomas. She also made the barmaid promise to stay until they returned, offering to cover any shift off she wanted for a week as repayment. Then Molly ran to where she stowed her belongings.

Throwing items onto her bed, she found her cloak towards the bottom of the pile. It was the worst worn of all her clothing, but it was better than nothing. And better than that, inside it was the belt she wore when traveling. Abby might feel safe around Greenville at night, but Molly didn’t. Attached to the belt, was a sharp little knife. It was easily concealed by her skirts so that Molly could benefit from looking nonthreatening while still being armed. She tossed on the cloak and slipped the belt around her waist as she flew back out the door. Her things were still strewn about, but the patrons could have them for all she cared. She needed to get back to Abby.

She made sure to move more slowly when she came back into the pub. Molly didn’t want to alarm Abby any more than she already was. So she strode over to Abby, managing not to do so at a run. “Right then. I’m ready if you are.”

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-05 12:04 am UTC (link)
Abby finished her cup, then moved to wash it as she waited for Molly to return. She put it away, then straightened as the younger woman returned. "I'm ready, thank you." She smoothed her hands down over her skirts, then turned to start out the entrance to the pub. "I don't know where they could be, or why they wouldn't be back- or at least not have sent word..."

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-05 12:28 am UTC (link)
Molly let Abby lead the way as they left. She couldn’t argue with Abby’s logic. She had in fact been wondering the same thing. If something was wrong, Thomas would have sent a message directly to the pub. Nothing was adding up right now.

“I don’t know either. But we’ll figure it out. They can’t have gone too far. And it’s not like the people here don’t know Thomas and Bridget. Someone’s bound to have seen them. It’s just a matter of finding that person and retracing their steps.” She wanted to tell Abby that this wasn’t like it was with her sister. She had resources – friends who would help her. Abby wasn’t alone this time. But all of that was just too personal. There was no safe way to give that kind of reassurance, and Molly could sense that Abby was already struggling to maintain her composure. Instead, Molly focused on the practical. “I – do we turn here? I don’t really know which way we’re going.”

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-05 11:45 pm UTC (link)
"I- yes. Perhaps." Abby hugged her arms about herself, unable to keep her mind from racing through all of the what-ifs and how coulds. She kept her eyes peeled as she retraced the familiar walk back to the healer's, and was pulled back to the present at Molly's words. "I- no, it's the next one over. Not too far from here."

It wasn't even just the reminder of her own sister's disappearance, but this was her husband and her daughter. She could take a lot of things, but she couldn't bear losing them. Without them- well, she didn't really have a place or a purpose, did she?

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-06 03:30 am UTC (link)
“Oh, yeah, next one.” Molly was starting to feel helpless, but she kept up her determined pace beside Abby anyway. Maybe Thomas and Bridget would be at the healer’s. Maybe there was an explanation for all this confusion and she and Abby would remember this as the time they panicked over nothing. But Molly doubted it. There was nothing she could say to reassure herself or Abby, so she fell silent.

Things just seemed wrong. But then, it was easier to believe the worst while in the streets at night. The sounds of boisterous revelers could still be heard in the distance. Molly’s shoulders were tense as she looked warily around her. There were too many strange people in town – people she didn’t know. It set her on edge. Things had been so different before – growing up in a place where she knew most everyone. It was odd, given the current circumstances, that that was one of her reasons for leaving. She found herself wishing for nothing more in the world than a familiar face or two.

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-06 11:45 pm UTC (link)
It didn't take them long to reach the healer's-- Abby felt terrible that they seemed to wake the gentleman up, but he had been kind enough as she asked for his help. He regretted to tell her that he hadn't seen them at all, but he promised to keep an eye out for them in the morning. Abby had no idea what to do next, though. As he closed the door, she looked back to Molly.

"I- I'm not very sure where to go next. I can't imagine where else they might be at this hour..."

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-07 12:21 am UTC (link)
Molly didn’t care that they disturbed the healer. She might have cared, if she had considered it, but it was nowhere on her list of priorities that night. Up until that moment, she’d still been clinging to the hope that Bridget and Thomas would be there – recovering from too many sweets.

While Abby spoke to the man, Molly glared accusingly at the room, as if it were to blame for Bridget and Thomas not being there. It was better than looking at Abby. She didn’t know how to face the gentle woman now. There was nothing she could say and she was out of ideas.

The adrenaline was wearing off and the hours on her feet were finally exacting their toll. Unblinkingly, Molly responded to Abby. “I don’t know.” Molly shook her head, as if by doing so, she could shake free a few possibilities she had yet to consider. “I don’t know.” She knew it was not what Abby needed to hear, but she didn’t know what else to say. If Abby -who had lived in Greenville and could march over to the healers in the middle of the night without fear- didn’t know where they could be then there was no way Molly could solve this puzzle.

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-07 12:52 am UTC (link)
"It's late," Abby started, hugging her arms around herself once more. A cool breeze blew through, and she looked up to the sky, considering their options. "I- maybe it's best if we head back to the inn. We can rest-" Though Abby was sure she wouldn't be doing much sleeping tonight, unless somehow they had made it back while she was out- "And- tomorrow. Tomorrow we can see if anybody has seen or heard anything..."

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-07 01:46 am UTC (link)
Molly didn’t want to go back to the safety of the inn. Thomas and Bridget were still out there somewhere. It was only proof of how tired she really was, that she almost said so too. But the reasonable half of her mind caught up with her in time. It made sense to go back. After all, Thomas and Bridget could be at the inn now. Maybe – maybe the two groups had just missed each other.

The hesitation probably read as fatigue – which was close enough to be the truth. “Yeah, we should probably head back. Maybe someone there’s heard something or can suggest something we haven’t thought of.” Molly didn’t want to give the impression she was abandoning Abby. She had every intention of continuing to help however she was able. But some tea – or even a quick bite to eat – would help clear her thoughts and wake her enough that she wasn’t swaying on her feet. Even Molly had to admit that they couldn’t continue wandering around the night hoping to find them. They needed a plan – some new way of going about all this. Something that would work, dammit.

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-10 02:12 am UTC (link)
"Maybe." Abby truly did not know what to do. Even so, if they weren't there, she knew that it was likely too late to do much good tonight; she and Molly were only two women, and who knew what may have happened to her family. She knew she likely wouldn't sleep until they were home again, but she was beginning to feel ill, and wandering about at night would not help anything.

"I don't want to let too many people know if we can help it. The staff, yes, since they're bound to notice, but I don't want to raise too much worry, either. If- if you don't mind?"

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-10 02:51 am UTC (link)
Molly wished she had some better suggestion. As logical as it was, it felt like a betrayal – returning to the pub empty-handed. It didn’t make sense. Where were Thomas and Bridget?

She found Abby’s request strange. Why wouldn’t Abby want to ask anyone and everyone for help? Sure, there was the chance of earning the reputation of worrisome women if they found Thomas had some reasonable explanation for the whole thing. But wasn’t that better than waiting if he actually was in danger? She wasn’t comfortable with it, but it wasn’t her decision. If Abby wanted it kept quite, Molly wouldn’t tell a soul. “If you think that’s best. I won’t tell anyone if you don’t want me to.” She did her best to try and read Abby’s expression. The woman looked worried and perhaps a little ill. Molly would have too in her place. “We can keep looking, if you want to – if you can think of some place to try. Or we could go back to the pub, see if maybe we missed them. I’ll make us some tea, or something, while we decide what to do next.”

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-10 03:06 am UTC (link)
"Thank you. It's only- if they're in danger, I don't want to make it worse for them by everybody knowing, if that makes sense?" She wasn't quite sure how to explain it. She had a feeling of dread low in her stomach and it made her uneasy- she didn't want to think the worst of where they could be. Not so soon. "We'll look as we head back to the pub. I- I'm not feeling so well, so maybe... I should have some tea and a little food, I think, and we'll- yes. We'll try to figure something out."

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-10 03:30 am UTC (link)
“You’re welcome – whatever I can do to help. I-I’m not certain.” Abby’s logic seemed a bit backwards, but Molly was willing to concede the point. “If you feel that’s right, that’s what we’ll do.”

Molly nodded when Abby suggested they keep their eyes open while making their way back to the pub. That eased her conscience. Abby wasn’t feeling well, but that wasn’t surprising under the circumstances. She only wished there was something she could do to help. Molly ran a hand over her eyes, and admitted, “Food would probably be a good thing – for both of us then. I got distracted by the patrons,” was that really only earlier this evening? It felt like ages had passed. “so I haven’t eaten since before noon.” Molly decided it wouldn’t hurt anything if she prattled on just a little. She desperately needed the reminder of something normal. Even under the best circumstances – which these weren’t – darkened streets unnerved her. “At home my dad would have to remind me to take a break and eat. He used to tease me all the time, saying that I’d find any excuse to stay at the pub and feed people. He was probably right, you know.” Chilled and worried, Molly wrapped an arm around herself. She continued to look around, hoping to find a trace of her employer and his little girl.

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-10 06:39 pm UTC (link)
"It can get busy, can't it?" she asked, offering a smile. "I haven't eaten since the lunch hour, either. I'm sure Zachary will have something good for us to eat."

She listened as Molly spoke, smiling again to hear her speak of her father. "My father used to tease that I ate too much. But I was an active child, and I loved going with him when he permitted me. That, and I liked helping my mother in the kitchen once I was big enough. She always told the best stories while I was helping her..."

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-10 07:20 pm UTC (link)
Molly was relieved that the other woman hadn’t taken offense when she brought the topic to lighter matters. She had been worried. But Abby had taken it well. It was her favorite trait of Abby’s – the woman was fairly easy to talk to, when they happened to cross paths.

“I – I never knew my mother, but my dad’s a terrible cook.” Molly smiled to herself over the memory of one or two burnt breakfasts. “My family spent a lot of time at the pub. I used to insist on passing out all the drinks for my table myself, even before I was old enough to hold them without spilling. Friends of my fathers’ got really good at grabbing their drinks. Then someone taught me how to slide the mugs across the table. I didn’t spill a drop after that. The pub’s also where I learned most of the stories I know. I used to listen to the men talk for hours.” Molly paused. “What did your father do? Since you said you got to go with him.”

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-10 09:01 pm UTC (link)
"Mama took care of everything with the house," Abby admitted. "Though Papa did bake some really good cakes- Ellie and I used to look forward to our birthdays, just so he could bake our cake." She smiled as she thought about it- it had been quite some time before she'd reflected on her family at all.

"Papa was a traveling merchant. Mama mostly took care of us, and she told wonderful stories when we all traveled with Papa. He had a cart, full of wonderful spices and such colorful fabrics- I used to love burying my face in the hanging swatches- they were so soft and smelled of cinnamon, and nutmeg, and all of the other spices he carried with him from town to town."

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-10 10:03 pm UTC (link)
“It – that sounds amazing.” Traveling around, surrounded by family, hearing stories all the time. It was the life Molly wished she could live. Abby should have that again. Molly wanted it for her. She believed that Abby should have outings and stories with her family if she wanted them. But first they had to find Bridget and Thomas. Molly once again wracked her brain for ideas and again came up empty.

“I used to travel with my family sometimes. We’d go sailing for a few days or picnicking. Sometimes it was just us and sometimes we’d invite my best friend along.” Molly couldn’t help but wince. It still hurt to talk about him. He’d been such a big part of her life for years. That he could so comprehensively turn his back on everything that had ever mattered to her…. It hurt.

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-10 11:48 pm UTC (link)
"It- we had a simple life, but it was a good one. We had a nice home in Sweetwater- small, but it was enough for the four of us. I do miss them terribly." She looked down toward her feet as they walked, falling quiet. Abby couldn't help but hope that her sister was somewhere, safe and whole.

"That sounds lovely. I always had so much fun traveling with mine."

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-11 12:11 am UTC (link)
Molly hadn’t realized that Abby was from Sweetwater. She reasoned it must be a nice place – if people like Abby and Captain Vine were from there.

Molly gave Abby her space to be quiet before deciding to respond. She knew what it was like to get lost in thoughts of missing home. Softly, she said, “Abby, I’m so sorry. Of course you miss them. I think, maybe, family is the only thing that grounds us – keeps us from getting scattered about when life gets stormy. No matter how imperfect it is or how difficult things become,” and at that Molly’s tone became wry, “well, we need people. It aches to live all your life alone with no one to care for or tell stories to.” Molly knew. She’d cut herself off from the only people who cared about her, just to try and outrun her own troubles. She had her reasons, but there were days she regretted that decision. “I don’t know where Thomas and Bridget are, but we’ll find them.” The determination in her voice wasn’t forced. She was utterly dedicated to making sure that Abby was reunited with her family. Anything she could do – all Abby had to do was ask. It would be okay. It had to be. There was no alternative.

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-11 02:03 am UTC (link)
"I- oh, you don't need to apologize," Abby replied, offering a smile to Molly as they walked. She looked back ahead of them a moment later, considering Molly's words. "I hope you don't think you're alone anymore. At least- you don't have to be. We'll always be here for you, if you need it." She looked back to Molly with another soft smile. "Yes, we will. Soon. And if they're together, they'll be alright. They're strong, and-" she broke off before she started to cry. She didn't want to cry; she needed to be strong until they got them back. "We'll find them."

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-11 02:21 am UTC (link)
There was no way for Abby to know just how desperately Molly needed her reassurance. So often, Molly felt like an outsider, intruding in the lives of those around her. Growing up in a small town, everyone had known her. The men at the pub she had liked. But the women and children were another matter entirely. They had made it clear that she was to be either pitied or scorned but never accepted. Between the profession of her mother and the rumors about her fathers, there was no way that she would ever be considered acceptable society. And Molly had reacted as any child would, answering hatred with hatred. If it weren’t for her dads and the pub and the sea, she wouldn’t miss Tide at all.

Molly didn’t do well under those conditions. She needed people. She craved attention, reassurance, companionship. And now to be told that she didn’t have to be alone – not if she didn’t want to. It was enough to make her tear up. She would have answered Abby, but for some reason, her throat felt constricted and she couldn’t. Instead, she ducked her head and tried not to sniff too loudly.

When Abby started to show signs of falling apart, Molly put a hand on her arm to steady her. She hadn’t meant to make Abby cry, but if she needed to – well, she could lean on Molly. “They will be alright - I’m sure they’re alright. They’re around here somewhere, we just have to figure out where exactly. We’ll check at the pub and see if anyone’s heard from them today. Someone there’s bound to have run into them at some point. We can start there.”

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[info]thedreamer
2009-10-11 06:54 pm UTC (link)
Abby hadn't known that the reassurance was needed, though if she'd known the truth of Molly's childhood and upbringing, she could have better understood why Molly acted as she did. But as it were, Abby didn't question it- Molly did well enough and was never rude or caused any problems, after all. And Abby genuinely liked her- what she knew of her, at least.

They were more alike than either of them might have realized, and Abby looked over as Molly sniffed. She opened her mouth to apologize, then closed it again, sighing softly. "You're right. We'll see what we can do. We just need to get back, first."

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[info]wandering_molly
2009-10-11 07:28 pm UTC (link)
Molly pulled herself back together. Internally, she made excuses for her display of emotions – it was late, she was hungry, she was frustrated that they hadn’t found Thomas and Bridget, she was worried. Any of these were better than admitting to herself that she was that lonely.

“Alright.” Molly looked around. Why did everything have to look so different in the dark? “It’s not far from here, is it?” The area looked familiar, but then all the streets she’d been through in the past months had a tendency to blur together. Molly knew that her fathers would never have let her leave if they had had any idea how little she’d pay attention to her surroundings. “I swear, I really am usually better than this. I’m not that forgetful. Things have just been busy. It’s easy to spend days at the pub without going farther than the front door.” She was frustrated at herself, but she saw the humor in the situation too. On her own, she would have gotten lost looking for the lost. It was a bitter irony, but irony nonetheless.

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